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Azzila — x - Lost in you - x

Published: 2018-11-03 02:33:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 670; Favourites: 23; Downloads: 1
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I always knew,
That you'd come back to get me.
and you always knew -
That it wouldn't be easy.
To go back to the start
To see where it all began,
Or end up at the bottom,
To watch how it all ends.

You tried to lie and say 
I was everything
I remember when I said
I'm nothing without you.

Somehow I found
A way to get lost in you
Let me inside
Let me get close to you
Change your mind
I'll get lost
If you want me to
Somehow I found
A way to get lost in you.


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Mature Content

 - Next x - Fool - x


Featuring Felonious || Miner || Male  & Gunnar | Squire | Male  & Veit :: Gatherer :: Male

[Winter, 554, Year of the Eclipse]

[Location] Inside the meteor tribe.

Items used: n/a

Shading :: 2 exp
BG :: 1 exp

Felonious:: 1 full[ 3 exp : 6 mc]

Veit:: 1 full [3 exp : 6 mc]
Gunnar:: 1 half [2 exp : 4 mc]


Story:: 807 words :4  exp : 4 mc

Total: 15 exp and  20 MC

Total to Veit 's owner: 3 exp
Total to Gunnar's owner: 2 exp

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Gunnar talking
Felonious Talking

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A lot had been on Felonious mind the last few weeks, Vita's words still stirred in his head, like a restlessness he couldn't shake. Would it be so wrong to just accept what nature was telling him? All his life the thought of being in a relationship, the kind of relationship he wanted to be in, terrified him. For it was drilled into his mind from such a young age that a tribe cannot run on same-sex partnership. Although, after-all he was just one dog in the many. How much could it truly hurt them? Their tribe was large, with many more females than males anyway.. why should tribe politics stand in the way of his future. Love was so complicated.

-

It had been a long day and after everything there was only one dog he wanted to see. Long drawn out strides lead him closer and closer to Gunnar's hut, it had been a few days since he last saw the male however he was also unable to get him off his mind. It held the same restlessness only with a fire behind it. Breath fogged up the empty air as he breathed - thoughts were running through the business of mind until a small smile began to grown on his cheeks. Right or wrong in others eye.. he knew this was what he wanted. This feeling couldn't be wrong.

-

Carefully he approached the dark tent - his eyes drawn towards its structure as he could tell Gunnar's scent was inside - if he hadn't of been so focused on what to say maybe he would have been able to scent that the other male wasn't alone. Heartbeat picking up as if someone was slamming a hammer within his chest, he laughed lightly to himself. Why was he so nervous? it wasn't as if this was anything new.. right? This was just same old Gunnar -

-

His paw raised up to the entrance of the hut pushing its heavy pelt opened, as he stepped inside, ears pushed back "Hey, you said the doors always open so I thought I'd sto -" pausing as he drew his eyes forward again Felonious felt his heart drop - the blood in his face vanished and he was left standing in slight shock from what he saw in front of him "Oh I.. -"
-

"I'm sorry."

-

Silence filled the air, it was heavy - to heavy he felt like he couldn't breath as he watched Gunnar rise to his feet "Oh hey Fel, I didn't expect to see you tonight-?" his voice held a note of sincerity - like this was such a normal thing. I guess in hindsight they were not a pair - so he had no right to be upset. But as he stood in the silence he felt a burning behind his eyelids "I didn't mean to interrupt." Felonious voice broke slightly- "Don't be silly, your not inter- hey wait! Where you going.. you just got here?" Gunnar was taken back by Felonious suddenly turning and walking out. "Felonious?" - "HEY wait!?"

-

The night was dark, the sky being empty and void as clouds covered the majority of it. Snow was falling slowly to the ground, landing delicately upon it with a fresh blanket of white. It was hardly disturbed for not many were up at this time - sheer, pure, and vastly spread out in front of the young male as he continued his tread forward Felonious for the most part was alone. His limbs heavy, eyes drawn towards the ground he moved slowly. A cloud of white puffed out into the midnight air as he breathed - he felt numb, hardly feeling the cold. How could he have not seen this coming, how could he have been so blind to the truth. Of course this was the outcome, how could he ever even begun to believe anyone could ever love someone like him. He was weak. Weak minded. To trusting.. maybe he shouldn't - it would be so much easier just to give up..

-

The dark male sighed in sad frustration, a stream of tears ran down his cheeks falling silently off his chin. Drawing his eyes forward he noticed an all to familiar tent in the distance. It had been some months since he had entered it, however, given his state he didn't feel like going to his own hut. The loneliness he feared would eat him alive. As he crossed the distance between himself and the tent, he stepped inside the entrance, his ears pinned back slightly as he looked around the empty space until his eyes fell upon the large male resting in the corner "...Hey.. you awake..? I um.." he paused "I actually don't have a reason for being here.. I just..." silence filled him as his muzzle curled up a bit - his eyes straining to hold back tears, a pointless endeavor as the still fell off his face like rain drops.

To be continued...

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Art/Felonious(c) Azzila  
Gunnar(c) Sam2015  
Veit(c) SuNrIiSee
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Comments: 3

iiPaw [2018-11-03 07:36:08 +0000 UTC]

*Vita runs to the rescue*

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Azzila In reply to iiPaw [2018-11-03 19:07:02 +0000 UTC]

Dun worry she'll be given him some much needed hugs soon x')

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iiPaw In reply to Azzila [2018-11-04 00:20:55 +0000 UTC]

Gotta protect her Fii Fii

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