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My chest is aching
My heart is filled with emptiness
Missing pieces scattered around
I try to make things clear
The fog in my eyes won't go away

I feel pain going up to my head and down to my chest again
Constantly swinging
I want it to end right here, right now
I feel as if my skin is crumbling

So many things that I miss are irretrievable
I keep confusing myself
Words leave my mind, heard by no one
More questions bury themselves in me
It hurts..

The one closest to me
The love I have left for that person
The gap feels like it can't ever be filled
Constant words different every time
Confusing me again, what do I have to do?
It feels like I'm chained down in the water
Unable to make a move
Blindly following nothing

Is it natural?
I doubt it
I doubt everything
I hate it
I hate the fact that I can always decide what's right for others
While never being able to do a thing for myself

I keep getting different signs
I don't know when to believe it
I don't know when to not believe
It is driving me crazy
I look up at the full moon for help
Beautiful as it sits there in the dark night
I ask the moon
Was she really the one for me?..

Description
My chest is aching
My heart is filled with emptiness
Missing pieces scattered around
I try to make things clear
The fog in my eyes won't go away

I feel pain going up to my head and down to my chest again
Constantly swinging
I want it to end right here, right now
I feel as if my skin is crumbling

So many things that I miss are irretrievable
I keep confusing myself
Words leave my mind, heard by no one
More questions bury themselves in me
It hurts..

The one closest to me
The love I have left for that person
The gap feels like it can't ever be filled
Constant words different every time
Confusing me again, what do I have to do?
It feels like I'm chained down in the water
Unable to make a move
Blindly following nothing

Is it natural?
I doubt it
I doubt everything
I hate it
I hate the fact that I can always decide what's right for others
While never being able to do a thing for myself

I keep getting different signs
I don't know when to believe it
I don't know when to not believe
It is driving me crazy
I look up at the full moon for help
Beautiful as it sits there in the dark night
I ask the moon
Was she really the one for me?..