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I'll keep this brief.  I'm sorry about the unjustifiably massive delay on requests.  I spend more energy being angry at myself than I do on literally anything else.   This needs to change before I can be reliably productive.  Which means I need to accept myself instead of fight myself.

I don't expect this to learn this quickly because it involves kicking a lot of bad habits out the window.

Thank you, all of you, for sticking with me.  

I'll see you in 2019.

(In unrelated news, I'll no longer be updating my Tumblr thanks to their ass-backwards policy changes, even if they are just to preemptively accomodate laws.)

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Comments: 2

DJDavid98 [2018-12-23 15:44:51 +0000 UTC]

I wish you as happy holidays as possible, and I hope you can overcome any negative feelings you might have. Your work is beautiful, don't let anyone - even yourself - tell you otherwise!  

On an unreleted note, I straight up deleted my entire Tumblr account. They were clearly asking for users to leave their platform with their latest move, it would've been rude of me to stay.

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eternalwhitemoon [2018-12-22 22:54:32 +0000 UTC]

[posts reassuring messages of support]

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