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Description
"Heaven's gone, the battle's won
I had to say goodbye
Lived and learned from every fable
Written by your mind
And I wonder how to move on
From all I had inside
Place my cards upon the table
In blood I draw the line
I've given all my pride

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony

I watch the stars and setting suns
As the years are passing by
I never knew that hope was fatal
Until I looked it in the eye
And now I'm not sure I am able
To reach the other side
Casting out the light

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony
Goodbye agony

Not alone in forgiving
The faithful and the blind
Innocence is forsaken
I leave 'em all behind
And then I see that even angels never die

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony
Goodbye agony
Goodbye agony"

www.youtube.com/watch?v=fksBrR…

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Three young stallions stood in a small pasture up against the woods, all three stood with their heads lowered staring at the ground. All where around the same age, all young and healthy, yet all so sad.

Silver an oddly colored horse raised his eyes to the other two stallions and back down to the ground. He heaved a heavy sigh as the train whistle sounded, making him lay his ears back.

Rebel looked up at the whistle, grunting as he laid his sensitive ears back against his head, his coat just as odd as Silver's. He sighed once the train left, taking the first hundred horses away, leaving more to wait for the next one. He looked back down and shook his three toned mane.

Tide, a silver dapple bay raised his eyes, having been around the trains his whole life, he looked at his two companions and timidly asked, "W-What are you guys called?" He raised his head slightly.

Silver looked up at the silver stallion who had spoken, he looked away sadly, "I'm called Silver..." He said, surprisingly deep voice breaking the awkward thick silence. He looked at the other oddly colored stallion and the silver stallion, waiting for their replies.

Rebel looked up and sighed, "I'm called Rebel... well, now I am that is..." Rebel said in his smooth voice. He also looked at the silver stallion, waiting for his answer.

Tide gulped, these two stallions scared him terribly! They were both fitter than him and he knew he shouldn't judge books by their covers, but the cowardly horse couldn't help it. "I-I'm T-Tide." He stammered over his words, looking at the two stallions who gave him odd looks.

"S-So w-who d-d-did you two lose?" Tide stammered again, looking at the sad stallions.

Rebel flicked his ears and looked down, "I lost my family, they kicked me out calling me a disgrace, almost killed me..." He said, agony in his voice.

Tide flicked his ears back, "I'm sorry Rebel... I lost my owners and mother in a fire, and I watched, unable to do anything..." Tide said, looking at the stallion next to him, agony also in his voice, tears stinging his eyes at the painful screams of his mother.

"I'm sorry to hear that Tide." Rebel said. He turned to Silver, the stallion was looking at the ground. "Who did you loose, Silver?" He asked.

Tide nodded his agreement, looking at Silver.

Silver sighed, and raised his head, "I lost everything and everyone, I lost my herd, my father, my mother, my mate, my daughter and son, and my home." Silver said, getting quiet as he looked down, chocking on the agony he felt in his heart, tears starting to fall out of his eyes.

"We're sorry." Tide and Rebel said at the same time. Soon the three stallions where talking and trying to cheer each other up before they lost themselves to agony.

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Well, I haven't been feeling myself lately... I'm not sure if it's just because I'm trapped in my town (In my town if you don't drive, your stuck in the town), the fact that I'm going to be turning 21 in a months time, or because I still have to deal with people I would rather forget I know. What ever it is I'm sick of it, I have nothing to do, I can't go back to college (Nor do I want to, I got fed up with it!) I can't get a job, I have no way to get to the job, nor do I have the skills to work anywhere, I'm just sitting here in my town doing nothing! I feel like everyone is abandoning me for their lives and I'm on the outside looking in thinking "Why can't I have a life?" I feel like I annoy the living crap outta my internet buds (I probably do, if I do, I understand if you never want to talk to me again), I feel like no one wants to be friends with a border-line autistic girl who will never truly act her age, always acts ten years younger than she is because she can't help it, she tries and fails too. I just feel alone!

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Three new stallions of mine

The first one is Silver

The second is Rebel

And the third is Tide

Lines and background- Me

Silver's design- LadyX-LT

Rebel's Design- Paper-Wings-Ranch

Tide's design- TreckyQueen

Description
"Heaven's gone, the battle's won
I had to say goodbye
Lived and learned from every fable
Written by your mind
And I wonder how to move on
From all I had inside
Place my cards upon the table
In blood I draw the line
I've given all my pride

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony

I watch the stars and setting suns
As the years are passing by
I never knew that hope was fatal
Until I looked it in the eye
And now I'm not sure I am able
To reach the other side
Casting out the light

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony
Goodbye agony

Not alone in forgiving
The faithful and the blind
Innocence is forsaken
I leave 'em all behind
And then I see that even angels never die

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony
Goodbye agony
Goodbye agony"

www.youtube.com/watch?v=fksBrR…

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Three young stallions stood in a small pasture up against the woods, all three stood with their heads lowered staring at the ground. All where around the same age, all young and healthy, yet all so sad.

Silver an oddly colored horse raised his eyes to the other two stallions and back down to the ground. He heaved a heavy sigh as the train whistle sounded, making him lay his ears back.

Rebel looked up at the whistle, grunting as he laid his sensitive ears back against his head, his coat just as odd as Silver's. He sighed once the train left, taking the first hundred horses away, leaving more to wait for the next one. He looked back down and shook his three toned mane.

Tide, a silver dapple bay raised his eyes, having been around the trains his whole life, he looked at his two companions and timidly asked, "W-What are you guys called?" He raised his head slightly.

Silver looked up at the silver stallion who had spoken, he looked away sadly, "I'm called Silver..." He said, surprisingly deep voice breaking the awkward thick silence. He looked at the other oddly colored stallion and the silver stallion, waiting for their replies.

Rebel looked up and sighed, "I'm called Rebel... well, now I am that is..." Rebel said in his smooth voice. He also looked at the silver stallion, waiting for his answer.

Tide gulped, these two stallions scared him terribly! They were both fitter than him and he knew he shouldn't judge books by their covers, but the cowardly horse couldn't help it. "I-I'm T-Tide." He stammered over his words, looking at the two stallions who gave him odd looks.

"S-So w-who d-d-did you two lose?" Tide stammered again, looking at the sad stallions.

Rebel flicked his ears and looked down, "I lost my family, they kicked me out calling me a disgrace, almost killed me..." He said, agony in his voice.

Tide flicked his ears back, "I'm sorry Rebel... I lost my owners and mother in a fire, and I watched, unable to do anything..." Tide said, looking at the stallion next to him, agony also in his voice, tears stinging his eyes at the painful screams of his mother.

"I'm sorry to hear that Tide." Rebel said. He turned to Silver, the stallion was looking at the ground. "Who did you loose, Silver?" He asked.

Tide nodded his agreement, looking at Silver.

Silver sighed, and raised his head, "I lost everything and everyone, I lost my herd, my father, my mother, my mate, my daughter and son, and my home." Silver said, getting quiet as he looked down, chocking on the agony he felt in his heart, tears starting to fall out of his eyes.

"We're sorry." Tide and Rebel said at the same time. Soon the three stallions where talking and trying to cheer each other up before they lost themselves to agony.

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Well, I haven't been feeling myself lately... I'm not sure if it's just because I'm trapped in my town (In my town if you don't drive, your stuck in the town), the fact that I'm going to be turning 21 in a months time, or because I still have to deal with people I would rather forget I know. What ever it is I'm sick of it, I have nothing to do, I can't go back to college (Nor do I want to, I got fed up with it!) I can't get a job, I have no way to get to the job, nor do I have the skills to work anywhere, I'm just sitting here in my town doing nothing! I feel like everyone is abandoning me for their lives and I'm on the outside looking in thinking "Why can't I have a life?" I feel like I annoy the living crap outta my internet buds (I probably do, if I do, I understand if you never want to talk to me again), I feel like no one wants to be friends with a border-line autistic girl who will never truly act her age, always acts ten years younger than she is because she can't help it, she tries and fails too. I just feel alone!

-----------------------------------------------------------------

Three new stallions of mine

The first one is Silver

The second is Rebel

And the third is Tide

Lines and background- Me

Silver's design- LadyX-LT

Rebel's Design- Paper-Wings-Ranch

Tide's design- TreckyQueen