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Published: 2007-12-18 23:28:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 1465; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 6
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Description Materials:
8" x 16" Canvas Board
Acryllic Paint
Paper/Art/Patterned Scraps
Magazine Clippings
Novel Clipping
Metallic Pigments

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"I grew up thinking I could have everything.
I was wrong."

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"ice, a look of frustration and ager darkened her expression. She threw her arms down to her sides, her hands clenched in two tight fists."




Crash, Bang, Slam, Clatter, Slap, Whack, Thud.
Pang, Shatter, Crack, Shriek, Burst, Shrill, Scatter.
Loud, Ear-Piercing, Fragments spilling.
Lies dropping, dripping, slipping, seaping, creeping.
Destroy. Damage. Danger. Dare it.
Look out. Look up. Look away.
Heads up. Head down. Turn around. Hide away.

Shrill, the spill; the shattering, splattering, scattering glass at your feet on the doormat that welcomes you home.
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Comments: 39

bear48 [2010-07-04 02:13:29 +0000 UTC]

nice job

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carvingbackbone In reply to bear48 [2010-07-04 04:37:51 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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FunkyLilith [2008-02-23 21:45:14 +0000 UTC]

Well, you can't have it all but you can have all you want, you really can, it's just finding out what you want and what you need that can prove tricky!

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carvingbackbone In reply to FunkyLilith [2008-02-23 21:49:20 +0000 UTC]

yes that is very very true.
i always look at things that way and always deny the feeligns that went into this piece.

but for once, i just had to give myself permission to let these feelings out that still exist instead of denying them entirely and thinking "i'm better than that" "i'm not a defeatist" ... but the bottom half helped me justify the reason for the thoughts on the top half that reside in my mind whether i want them to or not

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FunkyLilith In reply to carvingbackbone [2008-02-23 21:57:31 +0000 UTC]

I love that the medium of art enables us to express our most inner emotions and let them explode into the open without fear of shame or consequences. I truly admire your courage and resilience!

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carvingbackbone In reply to FunkyLilith [2008-02-24 00:52:15 +0000 UTC]

aw, wow -- again, i can't thank you enough. and i couldn't agree more about what art does for us.

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Emma-Jen [2008-02-22 23:43:17 +0000 UTC]

oh wow thats awesome... i love your mixed media stuff!!! =] <3

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carvingbackbone In reply to Emma-Jen [2008-02-23 02:09:15 +0000 UTC]

eep! thank you so so much; you have no idea how i appreciate that truly

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Emma-Jen In reply to carvingbackbone [2008-02-23 06:12:59 +0000 UTC]

aww yayy! im so glad!!

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ADistantLullaby131 [2008-02-21 22:29:09 +0000 UTC]

loveee it!!

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carvingbackbone In reply to ADistantLullaby131 [2008-02-22 03:11:50 +0000 UTC]

aw, thank you so soo much

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NatalieLizzie [2008-02-21 18:40:06 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful, I love it.

this is the reason why I continue to fight growing up. you grow older, but you never really have to let go of all your dreams. they live on inside of you.

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carvingbackbone In reply to NatalieLizzie [2008-02-22 03:08:47 +0000 UTC]

aww... i thank you so so much for your comment
--though the last part you shared really tugs at my heart for you. i understand so well; but i hate that anyone else has to know it, feel it, ever experience that... hug??

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NatalieLizzie In reply to carvingbackbone [2008-02-22 16:19:04 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome.
I know what you mean, but you can't spend all of your time dwelling on the pains that others are going through; they must endure them, and you can be there for support, but you cannot cradle them forever in your heart, or you will hurt yourself. I know because I myself have done this. Sometimes you just have to let go and let your own happiness warm up the air around you.
...does that make sense?...

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carvingbackbone In reply to NatalieLizzie [2008-02-22 20:40:56 +0000 UTC]

wow, so so true -- and few people have the strength to admit that or speak that truth for fear of sounding selfish or uncaring -- but it's the exact opposite. only when you take care of yourself can you effectively be there for anyone else, and only then (when you're well-taken care of) can you clearly decipher whether someone ELSE is worth or truth in need of your help or if they're just going to take you down with them.

wise little words you spoke there well wise BIG words

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NatalieLizzie In reply to carvingbackbone [2008-02-24 21:40:56 +0000 UTC]

thanks
I try to see past the falsehoods that people hide themselves behind, but I am always there for people when they need me, even though sometimes it hurts me more... I have to back away at times to reassess my surroundings, but then I am there.
I hope you have someone there for you. I know that there's nothing worse than feeling horrible and having no one to talk to. If you ever need to talk, I'm here.

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carvingbackbone In reply to NatalieLizzie [2008-02-24 22:33:12 +0000 UTC]

that's such and admirable quality to possess; the ability to pretty regularly be able to balance and even assess your surroundings at ALL to know where you need to stand -- whether you should back away, it's safe to give, or could even afford to "take" a bit for yourself. so many can't even come remotely close to doing that or een knowing the SHOULD be able to do that for themselves.
and i cannot thank you enough for offering yourself my way if i ever needed someone -- that's so very sweet of you

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NatalieLizzie In reply to carvingbackbone [2008-02-27 04:42:55 +0000 UTC]

yes, but sometimes its annoying when other people don't understand.
I am so glad that you do
no problem. everyone needs help from time to time.... no matter how much we wish we could ignore it.

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carvingbackbone In reply to NatalieLizzie [2008-02-27 05:05:03 +0000 UTC]

aw, so so true.
you always speak such true and wise words thanks for your love and understanding darling

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NatalieLizzie In reply to carvingbackbone [2008-02-27 21:28:41 +0000 UTC]

these are just the words that come out of my head
you're welcome

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carvingbackbone In reply to NatalieLizzie [2008-02-28 02:59:08 +0000 UTC]

well, they're wonderfully spoken.

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brisni [2008-02-21 15:05:55 +0000 UTC]

ice. broken wine glass. anger and frantically scribbled writing. blacks and deep reds...
i love your collages.
amazing how you can put all these ideas and feelings into one canvas.

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carvingbackbone In reply to brisni [2008-02-22 05:51:48 +0000 UTC]

what i find most amazing?
is that you pay attention, see, notice, even acknowledge the importance of those images and details. so many so the whole and pass by; and while the details are clear and self-evident, few even notice them.
you do.

that makes me feel heard. seen. not ignored and invalidated.

....that amazes me.
well, it's YOU that amazes me

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brisni In reply to carvingbackbone [2008-02-22 12:18:11 +0000 UTC]

well, i am sure you put them there for a reason
even more so because you decided to post it.
and your art deserves a closer look

as i've said before: you really make me think.
and i enjoy that.
there's always something to see, something to uncover...
always a glimmer shining light into what what's going on in your heart and mind.
people don't very often put that much soul into what they're doing.

and from what i've seen of it, your soul is beautiful.

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carvingbackbone In reply to brisni [2008-02-23 21:24:23 +0000 UTC]

wowww, britt
you always leave me speechless.
it's my greatest goal and honor to make anyone think, feel, look and question... it means everything that someone would want ot put these kinds of puzzle pieces together, understand them, read them, understand their place and foundation.
that's ah, amazing to me. too many overlook and don't want to understand.
the fact you do, touches MY soul.
and i think maybe THAT'S what may help mine be "beautiful", as you say

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lil-kel [2008-02-21 07:59:26 +0000 UTC]

Just

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carvingbackbone In reply to lil-kel [2008-02-22 03:34:45 +0000 UTC]

thank you.

...truly.
forever.

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segroeg [2008-02-13 08:10:37 +0000 UTC]

I grew up thinking
I could'nt have it all
It was right


I like your collages with scraps

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carvingbackbone In reply to segroeg [2008-02-13 19:09:30 +0000 UTC]

awww such sad commentary ... hug?

and thank you so much for your compliment on my collage pieces; i hope to post more later today actually if i get the change youre sweet to me

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wkrige [2007-12-22 20:37:58 +0000 UTC]

title!
nice and messy

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carvingbackbone In reply to wkrige [2007-12-22 21:37:59 +0000 UTC]

thank ya thank ya

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ifeyescouldtalk [2007-12-20 03:14:11 +0000 UTC]

you this reminds me of something that we would of done in art thx....it has soo much emotion and feeling in it. it reminds me of my childhood... your amazing..really truely you are.

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carvingbackbone In reply to ifeyescouldtalk [2007-12-20 10:11:06 +0000 UTC]

aw, i knew it would
...as wouldn't it as both of ours

...i've actually done about seven massive "art therapy" style pieces like this recently, jam packed with explosive meaning and feeling -- i just haven't uploaded them. and then i actually DID take them into art tx anyway, and then she held onto them, so i can't clicky-clicky them to load -- but she wants slides of them made professional

...i saw she's nuts.

but hell, if someones going to do it FOR me, i'm not going to object. pscht, knock yourself out

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ifeyescouldtalk In reply to carvingbackbone [2007-12-21 05:59:10 +0000 UTC]

hella yeah!! but they are totally amazing..so let her make the slides..if you ever go to art school you'll already have slides made...alright...

shake annnnnnnd bake!!!

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carvingbackbone In reply to ifeyescouldtalk [2007-12-21 06:34:23 +0000 UTC]

omgomg, shake n bake
you are friggin hilarious.

you were my perfection today and a million others i missed. i heart you forever

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ninzx [2007-12-19 00:44:05 +0000 UTC]

nice!

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carvingbackbone In reply to ninzx [2007-12-19 01:02:19 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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ninzx In reply to carvingbackbone [2007-12-19 22:42:50 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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carvingbackbone In reply to ninzx [2007-12-20 01:45:48 +0000 UTC]

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