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I really did my best with the programs i have. I wish i could have made it better but I didnt have the right functions in my programs.
This is my first entry the second is a bit demanding so i dont think I'll be able to finish it in full by the date. (Second entry Will involve the song Tonight by FM static)
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Dear lost friend,

Over and over i think to myself what i could have done differently. You gave me so many chances to notice what was wrong, so many chances to make the right choice and fix my mistakes. You warned me over and over again. I didn't listen.

I wonder now what life could have been had i acted differently during that time. It feels like light years ago. I made the wrong choice. I lost a good friend. You helped make me who i am today, though i am no one to be proud of. I hope, in what ever galaxy you find yourself in, that you are happy. That you have found someone who could give you everything i could not.

Its been so long since that day but i still wonder. We have met half way across the infinite, beautiful space of our choices and emotions. My heart which i broke with my own stupidity has mended along the outer parts, but the inside where my love for you and your love for me is still void and shattered and broken. It's core, the experiences we share and the love that will never die remains.

I understand. I blame myself entirely for everything, but just as the universe continues to form new matter from infinity. I too will hope that in time the stardust will build my heart and yours again.

Hoping you are happy,

The idiot

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Its been such a long time since I’ve seen an adopt i so whole heartedly wanted. I know i will probably lose but i will do my best and that’s good enough for me. I have two reasons why i love this little one so much.

1. I LOVE EVERYTHING RELATED TO THE STARS AND SPACE BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND MYSTERIOUS AND AMAZING AND DBSDJBFUEBFJSDFUEBN I love star gazing, its so beautiful up there and it makes me so happy to see the infinite universe spread out in front of me

2. I can relate a lot to the idea of the design. At least, in the way i understand it. Everything is so far away in space so really getting someone or something to stay is a hard task. When you finally have someone near you, you fight to keep the gravity of your relationship strong. But sometimes others pass and you are pulled to their gravity, changing the gravity you have with the others you keep. If you lose your gravity with even one, they drift away. And in the infinite space of life that is very hard bond to mend. They could go far “Past the Stars” and you may never see them again, you may never feel the strength of their gravity. You can only hope that they are still in your field. That they are only making a long orbit around you, like Haileys comet. Maybe soon they will return and this time you’ll be smart enough to strengthen your bond.
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Pacapillars

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I really did my best with the programs i have. I wish i could have made it better but I didnt have the right functions in my programs.
This is my first entry the second is a bit demanding so i dont think I'll be able to finish it in full by the date. (Second entry Will involve the song Tonight by FM static)
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Dear lost friend,

Over and over i think to myself what i could have done differently. You gave me so many chances to notice what was wrong, so many chances to make the right choice and fix my mistakes. You warned me over and over again. I didn't listen.

I wonder now what life could have been had i acted differently during that time. It feels like light years ago. I made the wrong choice. I lost a good friend. You helped make me who i am today, though i am no one to be proud of. I hope, in what ever galaxy you find yourself in, that you are happy. That you have found someone who could give you everything i could not.

Its been so long since that day but i still wonder. We have met half way across the infinite, beautiful space of our choices and emotions. My heart which i broke with my own stupidity has mended along the outer parts, but the inside where my love for you and your love for me is still void and shattered and broken. It's core, the experiences we share and the love that will never die remains.

I understand. I blame myself entirely for everything, but just as the universe continues to form new matter from infinity. I too will hope that in time the stardust will build my heart and yours again.

Hoping you are happy,

The idiot

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Its been such a long time since I’ve seen an adopt i so whole heartedly wanted. I know i will probably lose but i will do my best and that’s good enough for me. I have two reasons why i love this little one so much.

1. I LOVE EVERYTHING RELATED TO THE STARS AND SPACE BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND MYSTERIOUS AND AMAZING AND DBSDJBFUEBFJSDFUEBN I love star gazing, its so beautiful up there and it makes me so happy to see the infinite universe spread out in front of me

2. I can relate a lot to the idea of the design. At least, in the way i understand it. Everything is so far away in space so really getting someone or something to stay is a hard task. When you finally have someone near you, you fight to keep the gravity of your relationship strong. But sometimes others pass and you are pulled to their gravity, changing the gravity you have with the others you keep. If you lose your gravity with even one, they drift away. And in the infinite space of life that is very hard bond to mend. They could go far “Past the Stars” and you may never see them again, you may never feel the strength of their gravity. You can only hope that they are still in your field. That they are only making a long orbit around you, like Haileys comet. Maybe soon they will return and this time you’ll be smart enough to strengthen your bond.
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Pacapillars