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Description Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there with you.

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Ballet-Princess [2017-01-31 04:21:15 +0000 UTC]

Yugioh + ballet = Favorite!!! <3           

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Yamigirl21 [2015-08-09 17:01:54 +0000 UTC]

Aw, its bittersweet seeing Anzu finally acheiving her lifelong dream, but missing Yami, Yugi, her friends, or all of the above! I like how you can read so much into this piece, from her solemn expression, to her unenthused body language.  I really like the texture of her tutu, and I envy her for making it to toe shoes so quickly, for after 4 years of ballet myself, I never got to wear them!   Great job with the simple, yet effective background too! I especially like the statue of liberty, and how the lighting is hitting Anzu's hair!  Beautiful!

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chocolapeanut In reply to Yamigirl21 [2015-08-10 08:00:27 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Alexstraza34 [2015-05-21 21:25:34 +0000 UTC]

This piece of art is simply breathtaking. Thanks for sharing it with us ! It's a shame I haven't seen it before. Anyway, you made my day
I totally adore Anzu's expression, you captured her feelings so well. I completely agree with you on the fact that Anzu will never be the same after Atem's leaving, even if one day her dream of becoming a dancer come true, somehow she will never really feel complete. Someone is missing, and time will not heal this kind of scar.

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chocolapeanut In reply to Alexstraza34 [2015-05-21 22:32:40 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! ♥

This couldn't be more true, Anzu would be in for some depression for a good while though she'd try her best to hide it from people around her.

This leaves me wondering how Atem could have made such an impact on her, though. There must be a lot of reasons for this methinks. Anzu's  a romantic at heart, but I suspect there must be some variant of Stockholm syndrom in her emotional attachment: he's saved her life more than that can be counted, the intense feelings she have felt while being rescued by Yami/Atem must play a part in that (fear, the rush of adrenaline, then relief and a feeling of safety). Who knows? 

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superpower-pnut In reply to chocolapeanut [2016-02-19 04:50:51 +0000 UTC]

Atem was just a voice and a hormonal fantasy, as evidenced by the photo of the blacked-out superman-type Shaadi found in her soul room.  But what about her love for Yugi?  She freely admits to preferring his company to Yami's in Duelist Kingdom, and exhibits jealousy at Rebecca's advances.  Yugi was/is her loyal love, the rock she may not have realized til this moment she was so dependent on...

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chocolapeanut In reply to superpower-pnut [2016-02-20 20:18:09 +0000 UTC]

Just a voice and a hormonal fantasy, eh? 

Okay, be prepared for a serious rant ahead.

Anzu's initial attraction to Yami Yuugi stemmed from hormones and thrill associated with the danger he's repeteadly saved her from -- that's true. But what about all the next events in the anime/manga, mmh?

Let's keep in mind that by the time Shadi's visited her soul room, Yami was still believed to be Yuugi's other self. A shadow without identity on his own. And that belief remained in the gang until Duelist Kingdom - which is likely the reason why in the scene you've referred to , Anzu told Yuugi, "Just stay the way you are" or "it's fine with the regular Yuugi," depending on the manga translation (which, by the way, has nothing to do with Anzu preferring Yuugi's company over Yami's). Since the two Yuugis are reportedly parts of the same individual; she thought being with the normal Yuugi equated to being with the other one, too.

But the following events that led to Battle city came to prove the contrary to Anzu and the others. They discovered Yami was an ancient Pharaoh. That is, a whole different person Anzu actually came to care for. Someone whose needs and hopes she acknowledged and respected - enough to pep talk him into pursuing his goals. Into looking for his memories, because no matter how much she wanted Yami to stay in the modern world with his friends - with her - Anzu knew it was egoistical to keep him from moving forward. So she just encouraged him to do what his heart was urging him to. Even though it meant he might leave them some day. 

The Doma arc is the culmination point where she discovered Yami was a just human, with shortcomings and many defaults too. Yet, she still trusted him - enough to jump into the other train wagon, confident he was going to catch her. She believed in him to save Yuugi's soul, supporting him throughout all his duels. A few episodes later, in the Memory arc, she offers him that cartouche so he can later inscribe his name upon it - and that's even that gift that will allow Atem to defeat Zork.

Of course, you're free to interpret the canon however you like. You're free to ship your otp; to say Anzu was actually in love with Yuugi; but love or friendship - the fact remains there was a bond between Yami/Atem and Anzu. That is, a mutual trust that goes beyond the voice and a hormonal fantasy thing, and which definitely needs more recognition. 

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superpower-pnut In reply to chocolapeanut [2016-02-21 07:04:37 +0000 UTC]

I believe Anzu'd be likely to marry Honda, tbh.  You make good points - I readily admit it's been an age since I saw the original series.  Btw, my OTP is Yami/Yugi

.....and Sejou (d'aww, so cute!)

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Alexstraza34 In reply to chocolapeanut [2015-05-22 09:58:59 +0000 UTC]

I totally agree with you ! You've made a great analysis in my opinion.
Can't wait to see more of your amazing work

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KeeperoftheKeys92 [2015-04-04 13:30:15 +0000 UTC]

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chocolapeanut In reply to KeeperoftheKeys92 [2015-04-04 22:23:53 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, me too. ♥

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SnowPrincess95 [2015-04-02 05:20:37 +0000 UTC]

reminds me when i first did point ballet such fond memories 

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Renaikum0 [2014-10-28 19:13:32 +0000 UTC]

Ohh, I love it <33
Great how this just says all without any words, awesome job!♥

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chocolapeanut In reply to Renaikum0 [2014-10-28 19:38:51 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I'm glad you like it.

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Blue-marin [2014-10-14 17:44:01 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful

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Black-Wren [2014-07-20 02:06:50 +0000 UTC]

I love how this says it all.  Great job!  She's living her dream but missing her friends.

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chocolapeanut In reply to Black-Wren [2014-07-20 02:08:31 +0000 UTC]

Glad I could manage to convey this idea. Thanks!

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stinkulousreddous [2014-06-26 23:38:38 +0000 UTC]

love it!!!!!

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chocolapeanut In reply to stinkulousreddous [2014-06-27 02:01:27 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Tebi-chan [2014-06-21 10:03:21 +0000 UTC]

Hello,

the thought that she's not happy as a dancer, I had too. And I have see other authors who think that too.
It's also a difficult road for Tea for sure. As a viewer, she seemed to us always more like a great friendship-fanatic, but how strong her desire is to be a dancer, has been shown less clear. But Tea speaks of dancing during the series again and again, so I think she will hold ambitious to that desire. I believe that Tea will be a while sad, but I'm of the firm belief that she will overcome this for her dream. She wants it too much and I think she's well aware that it will hurt to let friends and family back. But the true is, no one knows how her life will go on. Your interpretation is quite possible.
The fanart has become really pretty. Although her foot looks a bit too small, but her face is pretty. She has wonderful full lips and pretty big eyes. What I also find good: Although she looks so sad, I can see the tension that she has in her dancing pose. She is professionally no matter how she feels. I really hope that Tea will overcome her sadness soon. A beautiful, evocative, sad picture. I want to take her in his arms. And I like the skyline. The Statue of Liberty is so rich in detail. You are as always very good.

Greets,
Tebi

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chocolapeanut In reply to Tebi-chan [2014-06-21 23:26:12 +0000 UTC]

True that, that's pretty much what Anzu would do.  

Thank you!

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Tebi-chan In reply to chocolapeanut [2014-06-23 08:56:34 +0000 UTC]

Ups, I want to take in MY arms. Sorry for the mistake. XD

No problem.

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ChibisSister [2014-06-20 19:06:29 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful!

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chocolapeanut In reply to ChibisSister [2014-06-20 19:07:19 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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bookwormsteve [2014-06-19 21:19:46 +0000 UTC]

very nice

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chocolapeanut In reply to bookwormsteve [2014-06-19 23:54:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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bookwormsteve In reply to chocolapeanut [2014-06-20 00:15:27 +0000 UTC]

yw

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HinaTheBlue [2014-06-19 21:09:39 +0000 UTC]

Oh myyyyyy, I've never seen her drew so beautiful!! So amazing and the scene is perfect!!

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chocolapeanut In reply to HinaTheBlue [2014-06-19 23:54:34 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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WhitePedal25 [2014-06-19 13:01:17 +0000 UTC]

Awesome!

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chocolapeanut In reply to WhitePedal25 [2014-06-19 18:57:56 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! ^^

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WhitePedal25 In reply to chocolapeanut [2014-06-19 19:00:28 +0000 UTC]

np,

Tea looks so lonely but so dedicated in her dancing.

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EngelchenYugi [2014-06-19 09:53:22 +0000 UTC]

This is my favourite fanart of Anzu now.


She looks simply beautiful in her dancing outfit. You've done a great job on her facial expression. Just looking into her eyes makes obvious how much she misses her friends, family and everyone else she left back in Japan. By the way the quote fits more than just perfectly to her situation. This fanart makes me wanna write fanfiction again.


Wonderful image. I'd love to see more like this!

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chocolapeanut In reply to EngelchenYugi [2014-06-19 19:04:47 +0000 UTC]

Heheh, let me know if you ever write this story!

 Thanks! This drawing comes from a color palette meme I've just opened on Tumblr, and someone asked for Anzu. I've never seen any fanart that dealt with the idea Anzu may not entertain her dream as she thought she would, so glad I could illustrate this situation.

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SamCyberCat [2014-06-19 08:11:17 +0000 UTC]

Bawwww, this is the most beautifully tragic quote that fits perfectly with the lovely image you've created.

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chocolapeanut In reply to SamCyberCat [2014-06-19 08:14:00 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! I'm glad it fits the theme.  

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Djpunupipi [2014-06-19 07:33:48 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww, c'est vraiment une jolie image!!
C'est vrai que Téa se retrouverait seule aux Etats-Unis pour ses étude de ballet! Vraiment bonne idée, je ne pense pas avoir déjà vu une image faisant référence à cette situation~
Mention également pour l'art qui est juste génial! J'aime vraiment ton style!

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chocolapeanut In reply to Djpunupipi [2014-06-19 08:07:08 +0000 UTC]

Aaah, Anzu. Au moins, tu as le téléphone et internet pour les contacter.

Contente que ce dessin t'ai plue !

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Djpunupipi In reply to chocolapeanut [2014-06-19 08:32:49 +0000 UTC]

Bah ouais! 'Y a Skype aussi! Allez, il est passé où ton p'tit sourire? XD

Yes! J'aime vraiment beaucoup!

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bluerosefantasy [2014-06-19 02:45:51 +0000 UTC]

Magnifique ^^ J'adore l'expression que tu as donné Tea dans cette oeuvre. ^^

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chocolapeanut In reply to bluerosefantasy [2014-06-19 02:47:21 +0000 UTC]

Merci ! Contente de savoir que son expression mélancolique est réussie. ^^

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bluerosefantasy In reply to chocolapeanut [2014-06-19 02:49:23 +0000 UTC]

De rien ^^ Il est très réussie ^^

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Startistica [2014-06-19 01:31:34 +0000 UTC]

I saw this on tumblr, but I just wanted to comment here and say this is absolutely gorgeous!   I truly love how you drew this and the facial expression on Tea's face! The shading and lightning here also creates a very pretty effect.  

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chocolapeanut In reply to Startistica [2014-06-19 01:51:27 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the comment, dear I'm glad you like it!

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Startistica In reply to chocolapeanut [2014-06-19 02:33:13 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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AmysAnime [2014-06-19 01:07:17 +0000 UTC]

Tea always have that dream to be come a dancer and want to go to NewYork City ^_^ I just love tea so much you do really amazing color of Tea you have the amazing talent dear keep up the good work

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chocolapeanut In reply to AmysAnime [2014-06-19 01:16:25 +0000 UTC]

Yep, she's a lovely lady.  

Thanks a lot!

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GisLt [2014-06-18 23:36:57 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I could tell it was Anzu n3n
As always your coloring is gorgeous
I wonder how much she could hold on before meeting her friends again (: Probably not much~

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chocolapeanut In reply to GisLt [2014-06-18 23:40:13 +0000 UTC]

No, she prolly wouldn't.   

Thank you! <3

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BigMac1212 [2014-06-18 23:19:47 +0000 UTC]

Love the lady's strapless outfit.

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