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chocolate-queen401 — 'Emo Freak'
Published: 2010-11-06 00:46:48 +0000 UTC; Views: 4117; Favourites: 74; Downloads: 48
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-You all thought you were so cool.So popular and loved.
You bragged about how great that hick town was.
Yet it only reeked of filth and trash.
You all stuck up your pig noses and decided that I wasn't good enough for your little clique.
Just because I was different, you treated me like shit.
Those notes in my locker.
Those lonely days where I sat alone at lunch.
Those horrible things you said to me.
All those nights where I dreaded to get online, and then ended up crying myself to sleep.
All those names you called me...
Was it worth it?
Was it worth it to call me "Emo Freak" and break me down to tears?
And by the way? I'm not an "Emo Freak"
I'm Emily.
In Picture: Me~ (Chocolate-queen401)
Picture Taken By: ShinraiFaith
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Comments: 72
This is great. I absolutely love it. Especially the poem. I'm a self proclaimed emo freak.
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Well thank you. I really appreciate it. :]
And yeah, well I hope you got from the poem that I'm saying that I'm not an "emo freak", and that I'm really just myself, Emily.
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Yeah.. :/ People are terrible, sometimes.
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Oh My God! this is what some people called me in my old primary school! i am in year 9 now, i have adopted the name emo, which i am now fine with, but 'emo freak' is just sick. and also my real name is Emily.
but now i have put those days behind me. i will live my life while i am in the light.
GREAT picture and very touching words, i love this!
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Really? Yeah.. :/ People really can be horrible sometimes. It's fucked up. Yeah.. It is. Haha! No way? Is it really? How funny. :] haha. Hi Emily! Yeah. Well that's just what you gotta do. Exactly. You got this. Haha. 
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yes, humanity is so cruel.
Hello!
you're very welcome.
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Yeah, it is. Hah Thank you. <3
p.s. I like your name ;].
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you're welcome.
thank you
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Awwwwww, Dont Cry! *hugs*
VERY good. Creative and Dramatic! ^_^
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Hahaaha. *hugs back* Thank you. I really appreciate it.
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i know how you feel....i go through the same shit
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Yeah. Bleh.. :/ I'm sorry. If you ever need to talk, I'm here.
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Thank you bunches :3
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emily you are amazing and everything i want to be, i like a lot of different things but at my school, nobody likes those things. it sucks. ill be your friend!
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I'm sorry that no one at your school likes those things. Yeah, that must suck :/
Haha! Awh! That's very sweet of you(: Thank you!
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it's okay haha ^^ ill live. and no prob!! ^_^
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Hi, Emily. Do you want to be my friend? ^___^
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Thanks! ^___^
So what do you want to talk about, Em?
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Haha! Anything and everything[:
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lol Fair enough.
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Aw... You seem like an ordinary person to me, and if we crossed paths, we'll be friends. ^__^
People are so cruel nowadays... >.>
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Hahah! Awhh C: That's super sweet of you!
Yay for crossing paths and becoming friends! lmao xD
And yes, yes they are. >.< Too bad, 'cuz they're only ruining their own lives.
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Aw... You're welcome, sweetie.
And you're right about those people ruining their own lives. >.>
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Is that a poem? Or a song? Oh, god, I freaking love it.
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It's a song that I wrote. And thank you(x
I'm really glad you like it. 
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You are very, VERY right. Very right.
And I'm really sorry that you know exactly how I feel. It's not right that we have to go through this. It really fucks a person up, you know?
People in this world judge way too quickly and put people in groups. Almost everybody today, whether we want to admit it or not, classify people into groups and label everyone.
I don't understand why we feel the need to do so, but we do. And it's not right. We're all humans? We're all trying to live in this crazy, hectic world. We all should be treated equally and not be labled, so we can help each other along the way.
Anyways, sorry about the random rant. xD
People are stupid.
But it's their fault for judging us too quickly and not getting to know the real us, because they're definitely missing out.
x]
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i couldn't agree more. i hate how people have all these untrue steriotypes about us. Even my family does and i can never be myself aroound them because they don't except me for what i am.
All these people who are hating us emos for who they are have no life. You don't care about other people's feelings and you are just being stuck up. Before I got into these groups of friends I thought that i was alone but I now Know thAT THERE ARE MORE AND i CAN SHARE MY PAIN.
And for those againt emos WHY DON'T YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP! It's already bad enough that I have to go home each day to a family of emo haters. I mean come on you don't even know any emo people and if you do know any emos then your selfish and there are a lot of people who would gladly hate you for your self-righteous,holier than thou attitude and I hope you die a slow agonizing fearful death.
BURN IN HELL EMO HATERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'm so sorry :/ That must be really hurtful. Just remember things will get better, ok? Keep your head high.
&You're right. People who focus on bringing other people down and bullying them don't have their own lives, or they're not happy with it. It's actually really sad. Sometimes they're just jealous, or they're not happy with their own life so they want to bring other people down. Or they're not self confident and have a low self esteem, so they feel better when they pick out other people's problems and make them sad. Or they just simply don't have a big heart/mind and don't know how to be happy and kind.
And being happy is everything.
Trust me on this one. I live in the middle of Hollywood, am homeschooled, have absolutely NO friends, and I'm stuck in a tiny apartment and barely leave the house. These past couple of months I have been so lonely and depressed, that I've had problems with eating, sleeping, and just getting through the day. I woke up every morning and rememberd the friends that I DIDN'T have, and asked myself..."What's the fucking point?" I sersiouly felt like no one even needed me here. What's the point of living, when you're alone? I'm still in the same position and have the same thoughts, but I'm starting to realize that sulking by myself is not going to get me anywhere. I have to have hope and be happy.
And guess what? I'm actually getting things done now and I'm pretty dang active on Deivantart. Being happy and ambitious is EVERYTHING.
But just don't let it get to you. Turn your head away and let them tire themselves out.
Because I'm pretty sure that they're not as "cool" or "happy" as they come off to be.
So instead of telling them to burn in Hell, tell them you hope they open their eyes one day and grow the fuck up. Or else you're sort of stepping to their level, I guess. The bigger person is always the...bigger person? xD lol
And I'm so sorry that your family doesn't except you for YOU. But like I said, just keep your head high and remember that things can only get better from worse.<3
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Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!Your advice and what you told me about being homeschooled and feeling alone really got to me. My eyes are tearing up. i love your advice and i think your right. Emo haters should grow up. Also, being happy is really hard for me because i've been depressed for so long But being depressed isn't going to get me anywhere. As long as i have a great friend like you to talk to i'll be happy.
Thanks for listening to me and being here for me.<3
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Heehee[x I'm glad. I'm really, really glad that you actually listened and cared about what I told you!
Haha. Most people don't really care when I tell them about my troubles. Or they just brush it off.
And of coures<3
I will always be your friend and I will always be here for you!
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Awwwwwwww, thanks. What you told me meant alot. Yeah, same with me. I hate when i start telling someone something serious and they eighther change the subject, could care less, or forget what i told them.I also hate that when it's not my choice about something i get the hate towards me. When i was dating my friend Login last year, he meant the world to me.<3 But my overprotective parents warned me to stay away from him. i figured that i could sneak date him, but when my parents found out i was in HUGE trouble. So i stayed away from Login and he began thinking that i was ignoring him.
This kind of thing also happends with events. Yesterday i was supposed to go to a banquet for volleyball but my Mom couldn't bring me because she had a farmers market the next day (i live on a farm.)So i told my coach and teammates that i couldn't go and they're all mad at ME. I HATE THAT!!!!
By the way, thanks for listening. This means alot. I will also always be here for you too<3
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You're very welcome(:
And oh, I'm so sorry...
Why is your mom like that? How come she doesn't like you to do anything?
I'm reall sorry that you're stuck in this position. Maybe you could talk to your mom and figure out why she's like that and why she doesn't like Login.
& No problem. I love helping people and I'm always to here listen<3
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i don't know. My parents are always wondering why i'm not that friendly, but whenever i make any friends they never like any of them and tell me that i can't be friends with them. Login meant everything to me. But my Parents told me to stay away from him. So i secretly hung out with him. But my stupid sister ratted me out.
My Dad warned me that if i see him one more time they would send me away. So i stayed away from him. Whenever he walked up to me to talk i had to walk away. This broke my heat every time. mnths later i decided it was safe to be with Login again but it was too late. He figures i was ignoring him (he still does.) He told everyone that i was. i didn't say anything but when i got home i cried my heart out.
This has happened everytime i've fallen in love with them. Another thing i hate is that someone you didn;t even know loves you but by the time you find out, it's too late.
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Yeah, that really sucks. I am really sorry that you had to go through that. But if things are meant to be, then things will work out, okay? You only have to live with your parents for so long, remember that. And you can always try talking or asking your parents why they do those things.
Again, I am really super 'uber sorry. :/ I't's not fair that you have to go through that.
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Awwwwwwwww, thanks. Yeah, u do have a point there. I'll be graduating and moving away to college this summer. I'm just worried about asking my parents why they do those things because they might say something really hurtfull to me.
Also thanks again for listening to me and giving me advice and your support. That means a lot.
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You're very welcome <3
I don't mind it at all. I just want to make people happy.(:
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Awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!! Thats soooo nice
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Awh(:
Thank you sooo soo much
<3
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So Very welcome <3
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Heehee[:
I'm glad you agree.
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I know how you feel.
God, kids can be so mean, huh?
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Oh yeah?
&Yes, yes they can. Haha.
I will never completely undertand why they do the things they do, or why they say the things they say, or how they fucking sleep at night!...
But whatever steers their car, I guess?
xD Thanks.
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