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InaRosdal [2011-08-11 17:57:01 +0000 UTC]
I like the colours.
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cjheery In reply to InaRosdal [2011-08-12 12:29:07 +0000 UTC]
Thanks. It was a stretch. I'm not sure I like it.
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merpagigglesnort [2011-08-07 22:08:58 +0000 UTC]
it feels very alive and vibrant. the details ground it. wonderful!!
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cjheery In reply to merpagigglesnort [2011-08-08 15:09:59 +0000 UTC]
Yes, please send me the whole thing.
I'll check that site out. Thanks.
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merpagigglesnort In reply to cjheery [2011-08-08 15:31:41 +0000 UTC]
ok, sure!
how are you doing? i had an appalling night last night. the combo of all the meds made me feel hot and then cold (i think that's probably my "menopause" lol! and the gyno gave me some estrogen replacement pills and i thought they made the hot spells worse..) but i haven't made another appointment with him to discuss a different medication.) omg dreams--i dream and dream all night long and when i wake up i feel like i just had a whole day. the worst part is that i can't remember what i dream v. reality! a few weeks ago i was sleeping and peter just yells "stop it!" (and i was really freaked out b/c he almost never raises his voice. i was like...huh? and he said i reached out (while i was aleep!) and pinched his arm really hard, 2x! i was as surprised as he was. he got all grumpy and went back to sleep, but i was laughing. when we got up we were both busting up about it. last night i was sure i'd said, shut the fuck up i'm practically falling off the bed on my side. (it's always a pull/push thing about who's too close to the middle. lol) in the morning i asked him if i'd really done that and said out the blue i said i'm falling of the bed! but that was all. my memory is a very strange place!
i'm working out the meds slowly. i'm getting used to the mix and have had some better days. i see my shrink on thursday, i'm not sure if we'll make changes or not. part of the problem before is that i would or wouldn't take all my meds an then i couldn't be sure if i took them or not and usually i decide to be on the safe side and not take them. over the weekend i realized i hadn't taken anything but the seroquel. omg! i was freaking out so bad. it was not fun. but once i got them back to normal (ha!) i started feeling a lot better. i'm going to get one of those 7 day pill boxes, so if it's empty for that day, you know you took it. honestly i feel like senile!
i so know what you mean about just existing. sometimes it feels a lot like that. it's so EASY to just go back to bed when anything is making you upset, you know? i'm not sleeping quite as much and i'm managing to paint and draw which is excellent. i really appreciate your support. thank you so much!
xxx ooo
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cjheery In reply to merpagigglesnort [2011-08-08 17:21:55 +0000 UTC]
The pill planner is a great idea. I used to use one too. Now taking my meds is so much of a habit that I don't need it. Just make sure you fill it up or it won't work (LOL).
Please stay on top of things. Hiding in bed is not the answer. But I am so glad that you haven't been sleeping so much and you are painting and drawing!! That's a great sign!! It made me very happy to read that. You are in my thoughts.
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Kastalite [2011-08-05 22:29:09 +0000 UTC]
Love this colour combination!
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cjheery In reply to Kastalite [2011-08-06 07:10:04 +0000 UTC]
Thank you!
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