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Although it's title was "20221120",the production date of this fractal image is actually 23rd December. As mentioned before in my journal,the date in the titles of images actually indicates the production date of the base structure. It's always harder to make galaxy effects in UF and I attempted to create such effect very long before. Now I don't feel that this image is a perfect result but at least it still doesn't look too awful.

It's always very difficult to explain why I am burdened by my own healthiness. When I'm saying "I could no longer stand these other people's sickness",it will be easily misunderstood. However,although these other people's sickness are making me more and more likely to use these words previously only used by these true miserable people. For example,now I use the word "survive" more often than "keep existing". However,no matter how this process continues,it's still very impossible to let me use the word "lonely".

One day I confessed that in my perception,I'm the only undefined foreign being called "Model Sapiens" while other people who might become injured or sicked are "aborigine" of this dimension. It really made me happy that someone told that it sounds pretty cool,but then that person told me that it also sounds lonely and I don't think so. Well,it's true that it's impossible to talk a lot with anyone else because it will make me scared to hear of their experiences of getting sick or injured. However,I totally refuse to have my own precious perception defined by anyone else. There's only one word to describe all these stuff. This word is doubtlessly "healthiness".

Description
Although it's title was "20221120",the production date of this fractal image is actually 23rd December. As mentioned before in my journal,the date in the titles of images actually indicates the production date of the base structure. It's always harder to make galaxy effects in UF and I attempted to create such effect very long before. Now I don't feel that this image is a perfect result but at least it still doesn't look too awful.

It's always very difficult to explain why I am burdened by my own healthiness. When I'm saying "I could no longer stand these other people's sickness",it will be easily misunderstood. However,although these other people's sickness are making me more and more likely to use these words previously only used by these true miserable people. For example,now I use the word "survive" more often than "keep existing". However,no matter how this process continues,it's still very impossible to let me use the word "lonely".

One day I confessed that in my perception,I'm the only undefined foreign being called "Model Sapiens" while other people who might become injured or sicked are "aborigine" of this dimension. It really made me happy that someone told that it sounds pretty cool,but then that person told me that it also sounds lonely and I don't think so. Well,it's true that it's impossible to talk a lot with anyone else because it will make me scared to hear of their experiences of getting sick or injured. However,I totally refuse to have my own precious perception defined by anyone else. There's only one word to describe all these stuff. This word is doubtlessly "healthiness".