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What is true love? What is love?

Love is defined in so many ways by so many people that we have lost the true integrity of what it really is. It is intangible feeling which drives you from one end of the world to another to accomplish it to satisfy it to indulge in its essence. I fell in love once it was yesterday that my heart was handed back to me… It doesn’t feel it got returned the same way it was given as, abused used and it was bleeding. Feeling like a glass toy thrown around with scratches no longer in its perfect form no longer fun to play with. It’s a lesson in life to make you stronger but the most painful lesson you can ever learn.

You give them up for their happiness forgetting all of your own; you can never be although it was meant to be. You want to see them happy although you will never be the same. Will you live on, will you? You do live on or you break so much that you can’t live. You will put up your fake smiles and happiness it’s just a joke, a game to play. I would say never to love to never suffer the pains but no one told me it would be like this no one told me those fairy tales were fake. Deception, lies, verbal seduction, was all but detraction a deception.

Don’t get me wrong, at first it seemed as if you’re in a wonderful world. Where nothing can go wrong everything is like a perfect utopia. It is the best feeling of them all; you can’t describe it even with all the words to use. They say they are there for you and are supportive. Then all you’re friends your family stop you from getting too deep they know the pains. Yet you don’t realize it, yet you don’t see it you are in your perfect utopia. One mistake and it’s all over, one mistake and the world is destroyed. There is nothing you can do for she has left you. She has left you not because of you but for the happiness of others stabbed herself and stabbed the person who was in love. She sacrificed your soul without asking you, just to keep the others happy. She pushes you away so you would hate her just so she can live without you or at least you can live without her.

All those talks all those promises go down the drain as if they held no meanings. You gave it all you had yet it has no value, it has diminished it has faded so fast you don’t know what is going on. Things start to clear up you can never forget her, you won’t but you will go on. You will live you will do good things in life; you will wait again for that special person. You will wait… wait a life time for you don’t need to have anyone just yourself and to pick yourself up. Those broken pieces and put them together yet you put it away in a fort knox security system to lock away and only to show a bit once in a while. Friends, foes, keep it locked up never let it all out else it will be abused. Life isn’t fair it never was you just make the best out of it you live.

We all have made mistakes no one is perfect but I hope you can live with the ones you do. It’s another day a bright morning a dark night, I am no longer lonely I have myself. All those midnight talks’ rings like a bell which rings in the distance so far you can barely hear its toll. The words written in stone became sand and are blown away with the wind. You will remain true to yourself, you deserve that. You would have given the world for them, yet it wasn’t meant to be. Maybe it is but only time will tell, it plays a game with you at your own expense. Please forgive me for the pains.

You are given a few choices yet you don’t take them to prevent further pains. You are sometimes offered friendship in exchange of love, it’s your offer you can accept or deny it. So you take it and try to ignore what was, or you leave it and watch them suffer. I have picked the friendship route perhaps one day it may work out. Yet it can be nothing but more pains with nothing to gain. Yet you do it anyways for you wish to see them happy you forget about yourself. Yet that is all you have left, now it’s time to play the game to put the fake smiles to show the fake joys which one day may become real again.

You’re angry, frustrated, and not content with things but you let go. You become stronger you become a better person not for them but for yourself. You do this for yourself because if you don’t no one will for you. So dust off the pants hold onto the ground and push yourself up and go on. You will fall again you will suffer again but it will be easier to deal with. So in the end you thank them for all their help their support, they have helped you learn the most painful lesson in time. Made you a stronger better person, those moment of happiness was all you needed. Perhaps one day you will find another person who will do the same. Or it may lead to a different path, a path to a great friendship a great wife/husband whom you would live with and be content with. You will forget your first love but yet never forget them for the lesson which was taught. Now you will be content with life and appreciate what it offers.

To happiness…

Description
What is true love? What is love?

Love is defined in so many ways by so many people that we have lost the true integrity of what it really is. It is intangible feeling which drives you from one end of the world to another to accomplish it to satisfy it to indulge in its essence. I fell in love once it was yesterday that my heart was handed back to me… It doesn’t feel it got returned the same way it was given as, abused used and it was bleeding. Feeling like a glass toy thrown around with scratches no longer in its perfect form no longer fun to play with. It’s a lesson in life to make you stronger but the most painful lesson you can ever learn.

You give them up for their happiness forgetting all of your own; you can never be although it was meant to be. You want to see them happy although you will never be the same. Will you live on, will you? You do live on or you break so much that you can’t live. You will put up your fake smiles and happiness it’s just a joke, a game to play. I would say never to love to never suffer the pains but no one told me it would be like this no one told me those fairy tales were fake. Deception, lies, verbal seduction, was all but detraction a deception.

Don’t get me wrong, at first it seemed as if you’re in a wonderful world. Where nothing can go wrong everything is like a perfect utopia. It is the best feeling of them all; you can’t describe it even with all the words to use. They say they are there for you and are supportive. Then all you’re friends your family stop you from getting too deep they know the pains. Yet you don’t realize it, yet you don’t see it you are in your perfect utopia. One mistake and it’s all over, one mistake and the world is destroyed. There is nothing you can do for she has left you. She has left you not because of you but for the happiness of others stabbed herself and stabbed the person who was in love. She sacrificed your soul without asking you, just to keep the others happy. She pushes you away so you would hate her just so she can live without you or at least you can live without her.

All those talks all those promises go down the drain as if they held no meanings. You gave it all you had yet it has no value, it has diminished it has faded so fast you don’t know what is going on. Things start to clear up you can never forget her, you won’t but you will go on. You will live you will do good things in life; you will wait again for that special person. You will wait… wait a life time for you don’t need to have anyone just yourself and to pick yourself up. Those broken pieces and put them together yet you put it away in a fort knox security system to lock away and only to show a bit once in a while. Friends, foes, keep it locked up never let it all out else it will be abused. Life isn’t fair it never was you just make the best out of it you live.

We all have made mistakes no one is perfect but I hope you can live with the ones you do. It’s another day a bright morning a dark night, I am no longer lonely I have myself. All those midnight talks’ rings like a bell which rings in the distance so far you can barely hear its toll. The words written in stone became sand and are blown away with the wind. You will remain true to yourself, you deserve that. You would have given the world for them, yet it wasn’t meant to be. Maybe it is but only time will tell, it plays a game with you at your own expense. Please forgive me for the pains.

You are given a few choices yet you don’t take them to prevent further pains. You are sometimes offered friendship in exchange of love, it’s your offer you can accept or deny it. So you take it and try to ignore what was, or you leave it and watch them suffer. I have picked the friendship route perhaps one day it may work out. Yet it can be nothing but more pains with nothing to gain. Yet you do it anyways for you wish to see them happy you forget about yourself. Yet that is all you have left, now it’s time to play the game to put the fake smiles to show the fake joys which one day may become real again.

You’re angry, frustrated, and not content with things but you let go. You become stronger you become a better person not for them but for yourself. You do this for yourself because if you don’t no one will for you. So dust off the pants hold onto the ground and push yourself up and go on. You will fall again you will suffer again but it will be easier to deal with. So in the end you thank them for all their help their support, they have helped you learn the most painful lesson in time. Made you a stronger better person, those moment of happiness was all you needed. Perhaps one day you will find another person who will do the same. Or it may lead to a different path, a path to a great friendship a great wife/husband whom you would live with and be content with. You will forget your first love but yet never forget them for the lesson which was taught. Now you will be content with life and appreciate what it offers.

To happiness…