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I will keep track of my azure and exp on my latest submission, and probably wont be active until May
Ah, I forgot to mention I won't be available to RP until May too... //inhuman screech on to do list//
Apologize that the disease is not exactly accurate, hope that’s okay;;
+ who says I cant dull color ahahahahahaa
|Standard Information||
▶ Name // Shinri, Hara (心理 腹)
▶ Age // 14 years old
▶ Birthday // January 24
▶ Year // First year
▶ Rank // 5
▶ Nationality // Japanese
▶ Height and Weight // 141cm|39kg
▶ Club // Crafts
▶ Dorm // A18
▶ Roommate // Tsubaeki, Ritan
|Personal Stuffs||
▶ Personality
|xForgetful|xDim-Witted|xStupid|+Friendly|+Cheerful|+Hyper|
[ADHD+Brain Fog]
"Who are you again??"
Never count on Hara to remembering things. Worst, thinks quickly. Due to having a brain fog, it’s not rare to found her constantly pause on mid-conversation and forgetting things, even the thing she just talk about. In fact, she’ll most likely forgetting you easily. She space out a lot as well, and have slow-response in quite everything as it take her much longer to process information.
Well if you don’t mind those, the time she does response will be giving friendly attitude. She will greets you with a smile, and talk with you nicely. Well, except mostly she'll asks the 'who are you' question. She's being genuine on it though, her fogged mind makes her hard to form new memories. Get her attention though, and you'll meet a bubbly animated person to talk with when you're bored. You'll probably easy to notice she's quite the hyper. While she talk she'll gestures a lot, although sometimes her moves might be a little weird, you could say she's progressing inside her brain what to say and to gesture.
▶ Likes and Dislikes
+ Candies!
+ Penguins! Noot noot!
+ Humming
- Sour taste
- Tasks, test, etc
- Staying still
▶ History
Hara knew she’s different. She’s having harder time to really focus than regular people. She had issues with being organized, and constantly struggles to finish assignments. Yet, her parents are a perfectionist and demanding type. To make it worse, her family had a really high pride too. She didn’t dare to talk about her struggles out of fear. So instead, she worked really hard on almost everything, fighting her daydreams and distracted mind. It’s not rare for her to stay up late to work on her assignments or try her hardest to make her room visibly organized. But of course, that couldn’t be kept forever. At the age of twelve, her parents finally found out about her ADHD. She was horrified.
Of course, the respond is awful. Her parents fight badly, bantering argues like ‘I told you there’s something suspicious’ while the other defending with stuffs like ‘If you really think so check faster! That’s not my fault!’ and so on. Defending who? Not Hara of course. Hara has hide herself on her room, but that apparently blocked the shouting horribly.
It seems, her parents really despised the fact their child has mental illness. They didn’t even want to get her medicine. She’s stressed, that’s for sure. That’s definitely added more minus with her ADHD. Her parents were ‘patient’ enough to let it be for few weeks. Her parents are sure despised Hara couldn’t study better, couldn’t be organized. But the most they pissed are when her unpredictable attention strikes. They definitely not used to feel ashamed in public. They always scold here to either look up or down instead, but well, she couldn’t really help it. She’ll do it as soon as she’s ordered, but not before.
Her parents patience were finally gone when they went out shopping with Hara. The stranger she stared approached the couple and complained with her staring. They felt like that’s it. As soon apologies made, they drag Hara home and ask- …Correction, order her to pack stuffs she wanted from her room, and drove her to an orphanage.
She held her cry on the journey, but broke down when she’s eyeing the car getting further. The early days of orphan were hard. She got depress, keep having ‘what if’ thoughts. When she kept being more depressed and stressed, her brain finally grew foggy… It felt like your mind is really just… Empty, most of the time. It feels like her brain is clouded, and she started to remember less and less. If she want to be honest, it felt nice. It felt nice not remembering, even if that means she’ll be dumb. That’s why she never tried to fix it.
In 2 years spent in orphanage, the staffs were quite troubled by Hara, since she sometimes even forgotten who’s who. Hara herself is quite nonchalant about that, as she founded weird kind of peace with her empty mind. Yet, even the children of the orphan are bothered by her. They were quite, frustrated you can say. That’s why when the orphanage got invitation for Aria Academy, they were so glad Hara can got out from there. But Hara didn’t need to know that.
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| Miscellaneous ||
▶ Stuffs
۩ She is very disorganized
۩ Sometimes she forgot how to tie ribbons (and buttons, probably why she let it be)
۩ Eyes mostly unfocused except you catch her attention
۩ She didn’t quite remember her past. It’s clouded on her mind, and she plan to remain it like that.
۩ Her birthday is randomly picked by herself because she didn’t remember her birthday and probably just for data sake.
۩ It’s possible for her to remember you don’t worry, probably need a lot of time meeting and reminding again though.
▶ OOC?
۩ See that permanent bed hair looking on the bangs and the weird looking hair strands? That's important to draw
۩ Fullbody and Headshot
| Relations ||
▶ Orientation // Heterosexual
▶ Relationship // Single and spacing out
▶ Interest // Nothing in particular. We're talkin' about a girl with blank mind.
| Roleplay ||
▶ RP Media // Notes, Line, Skype(soon), [Comments], [Chatroom], Google docs?
▶ RP Method // headcanons >< Lit/Semi-Lit > Script [Chatroom Lit < Script]
The reason comments had brackets is because I don't actually mind... But I did private RP so much in these past RP life I feel awkward RPing with comments although that's the 1st method I used when starting to RP lol //cries// Chatroom had brackets cause there's like sliiiight chance I visit it. So maybe... Maybe. I don't really understand google docs but I'll use it if other side wants to.
Warnings about RPing with Hara
1. It's not rare for her to stop and just forgot everything you talked about and basically need to start over.
2. High chance forgetting you the next time you meet
3. With how unfocused she is, you REALLY need to have patience if you plan to RP with her //sweats// Kind of good news! Sometimes she got interested and become laser focused. Well. Hopefully it's the thing you're talking about though. Not the thing beside it.
4. Why is this lil girl so dumb. She's better on headcanons to be honest //cries