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DestinyBlue — Scared of the Light (speedpaint)

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Published: 2016-04-02 17:01:16 +0000 UTC; Views: 153252; Favourites: 8776; Downloads: 820
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It's been dark so long, the light is blinding. Its sharp harsh white rips my life open and shows, with naked clarity, all that I've been missing. At least the darkness lies to me.




~Just coming to terms with loosing a chunk of my life to mental illness

Mental health wise I'm on the up, but at the moment I'm tired a lot, which is frustrating because I want to do things but my limits are still small; accepting and working within them has been a challenge, but I'm getting there I just want to jump on board all the things I've been missing out on!
Been doing lots of pencil sketching, and speedpaints, since they aren't too demanding, and I can stay inspired

This is a 4 hour, polished up speedpaint, from photo reference. You guys said you'd like to see more of my rough work - So here this is! (please don't judge too harshly XD)

The image is based on a photo I saved some time ago to my hard drive. I have a folder of photos of people who have left kind comments to me, who's photo look interesting, so I save them to draw - Sometimes I don't get round to it, mostly I don't like the drawings I do of people, so I hardly ever share or show them. I usually save the name of the person so I can find them - but I didn't here! So say hello if this looks like you and one of your photos! Thank you, and hope you don't mind! It's a bit weird I know XD (The likeness not great, sorry XD I got the mood of it though)


Peace, Love and Ocular Adaptation,

Blue xx



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Comments: 371

vladtheodor [2022-03-05 16:46:18 +0000 UTC]

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DarkUnknow [2019-06-23 08:34:01 +0000 UTC]

I can relate. 
Once you fall in the hole. You can't get up easily.

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UncleSunday [2019-04-02 01:18:53 +0000 UTC]

Your actually an amazing painter!

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BlueAconite [2018-12-05 21:34:49 +0000 UTC]

I like the darkness, it’s calming there. I don’t like light it’s bright and it’s too harsh. I also think better when it’s dark out.

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etvoluptas [2018-08-30 05:09:54 +0000 UTC]

you should keep with this style

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Cachemirine [2018-07-30 18:10:40 +0000 UTC]

Interesting part about the light/ darkness— like how it goes with this drawing. Beautiful lighting.

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SapphiraX [2018-05-30 05:19:38 +0000 UTC]

what programs/devices do you use to draw?

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Noctis-Corvus [2018-01-30 17:33:16 +0000 UTC]

The dark doesn't lie, nor does the light. They both show their own perspectives, each denigrating the other, and you choose which to see through. I made my choice a long time ago, but it looks like you still have that choice. Choose what path you think will help you most, and choose wisely.

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uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggg [2017-10-11 00:49:03 +0000 UTC]

That is a beautiful way of showing light!

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notmor [2017-09-03 22:33:00 +0000 UTC]

wonderful done i could almost feel her fear ..beautiful image too  

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PennTheWriter [2017-05-05 22:00:26 +0000 UTC]

Too beautiful and meaningful for words!
Stay marvelous!
Lots and lots of love,
Penni

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AshDomePhoenix In reply to PennTheWriter [2017-05-23 12:06:16 +0000 UTC]

O.o ....just...just WOW!

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PennTheWriter In reply to AshDomePhoenix [2017-05-23 14:03:51 +0000 UTC]

I know, right?!

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AshDomePhoenix In reply to PennTheWriter [2017-05-23 17:35:16 +0000 UTC]

Destinyblue's art is so beautiful and the colours work so well together....amazing

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PennTheWriter In reply to AshDomePhoenix [2017-05-23 17:51:27 +0000 UTC]

It really is. She has such talent, and such skill along with it

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AshDomePhoenix In reply to PennTheWriter [2017-05-24 00:27:52 +0000 UTC]

She really does.It must have taken a lot of practice for her to create such wonderful art.

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PennTheWriter In reply to AshDomePhoenix [2017-05-24 00:36:00 +0000 UTC]

It really must have 

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A-Separate-Reality [2017-04-22 18:50:08 +0000 UTC]

You do have a beautiful style and a way with light and color!

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Dimeolas7 [2017-04-21 07:39:07 +0000 UTC]

the emotion, 'at least the darkness lies to me', so true, so true...one day...you will be so strong for all you've come thru that nothing of this world will be able to touch you.

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geanera [2017-04-16 09:33:46 +0000 UTC]

Remarkable work!

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1BeneDict [2017-04-16 08:46:19 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful! o.o

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Gillham-san [2017-03-24 16:45:43 +0000 UTC]

Such feeling and intensity.

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KMADE [2017-03-05 11:11:34 +0000 UTC]

Rough work!? This is by far one of my favorites of your works. It's beautiful!

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CinnamonBunForever In reply to KMADE [2017-03-08 12:45:27 +0000 UTC]

I know right! It's so beautiful, I don't see how anyone could judge it harshly!

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InfiniteDiversity [2017-03-01 16:30:51 +0000 UTC]

Impressive work.

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Gilthorpe [2017-02-13 05:33:59 +0000 UTC]

This is lovely, I love the colors and textures! c:

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QueenSophiaChan [2016-12-08 19:07:19 +0000 UTC]

Oh my, I really understand this. Your art is really amazing. 

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DisturbingGreen [2016-11-03 02:23:12 +0000 UTC]

tHE COLOURS HERE ARE JUST GORGEOUS

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hdzhnk [2016-10-05 18:01:57 +0000 UTC]

😍

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Mad2god [2016-10-05 09:18:23 +0000 UTC]

                               

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SilentClash [2016-08-20 17:05:46 +0000 UTC]

Very nice. I like how she has one eye peeking through her fingers, like she wants to look out the window even though it's too bright.

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Ai-to-maho [2016-08-08 10:47:16 +0000 UTC]

I'm burning! 

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Ai-to-maho [2016-08-08 10:47:13 +0000 UTC]

I'm burning! 

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Januschkah [2016-07-27 16:31:32 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful picture   

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PeachySapphire [2016-07-25 00:04:27 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful, I love the misty appearance by her arms.

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CrystalFox29 [2016-06-24 14:53:53 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry buddy I hate the light too :3

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Zastie [2016-06-19 22:47:08 +0000 UTC]

Reminds me a lot of Ava's Demon.

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Floresonance In reply to Zastie [2016-06-21 16:32:49 +0000 UTC]

Yes! One of my favourite comics.

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Hirpina81 [2016-06-14 10:59:37 +0000 UTC]

How can't I like this one?
Few people, who wants to help as a job, can understand this.

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Gcrackerz [2016-05-30 14:20:46 +0000 UTC]

I'm very intrigued by your work, I most definitely relate to the emotions that I see in them, thanx for sharing your gift!!

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CircuitryAndSoul [2016-05-27 13:27:26 +0000 UTC]

Very moving and honest.  Beautiful and hopeful!  Magical lighting as always!  

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julipegas [2016-05-26 23:56:10 +0000 UTC]

Ohh, this is beautiful! Aesthetic-wise and concept-wise.
Although you speak about your life and personal experience, your art is so relatable. I'm glad you're feeling better!

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1vyDoodle [2016-05-23 15:13:23 +0000 UTC]

This is absolutely stunning. I love the choice of colours.

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Hiba-tan [2016-05-22 16:56:54 +0000 UTC]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL

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MissJoneru [2016-05-21 16:08:39 +0000 UTC]

I wish my rough work looked like yours. Such beauty comes from you. <3

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EligitArtD [2016-05-19 03:58:54 +0000 UTC]

Wow your art is incredible, it really speaks to me and I too struggle with depression and your art makes it seem that no one is alone. Your art is very amazing I hope you keep it up

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Emzesta [2016-05-16 15:43:24 +0000 UTC]

I just wanted to tell you that I really enjoy your style and emotion in your art. I tend to silently favourite them, but you should know how inspiring your work is, and how relatable your descriptions for them are. For me personally, my feelings, present and past are very much in line with what you've expressed. You communicate your journey with a clarity I wish I knew how to express in my own art. People like you are definitely who I feel I can learn that the most from. Thank you for sharing, I wish you all the best.

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alleycatkid [2016-05-15 16:54:07 +0000 UTC]

I really like it. Maybe a bit softer light, but it's very well done.

Depression isn't very fun, is it?

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StarburstCats [2016-05-14 17:38:01 +0000 UTC]

Okay you are like my favorite artist I swear ... Your drawings a marvelous .... Beautiful. Keep up the astonishing work!

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seekeria [2016-05-14 11:25:26 +0000 UTC]

i thought its an actual real life photo holy sht

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