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Comments: 51

FlameWolf82 [2011-05-16 07:22:20 +0000 UTC]

For a short time I was in your situation (due to a leg injury) and I'm so sorry to hear this all I can say is there is so much potential for you out there despite this, remember all the things you can do, and treasure them

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Horsegirl558 [2011-05-07 23:31:28 +0000 UTC]

I am so sorry for you.

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NotThatReal [2011-04-25 15:15:32 +0000 UTC]

Aww this just broke my heart a little

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Donttouchmywand [2011-03-10 23:15:56 +0000 UTC]

Life is unfair, i know

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Donttouchmywand [2011-03-10 23:15:55 +0000 UTC]

Life is unfair, i know

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DfectivCDplayer [2011-02-22 06:25:21 +0000 UTC]

This is so beautiful and sad at the same time. Once I read the last sentence I couldn't help but cry.

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jsplollypop [2011-02-20 01:49:27 +0000 UTC]

Instead of writing a comment that will only make you feel sadder, I'll make a little comment:
Your secret reminded me of Stephen Hawking. He has been in a wheelchair for years, and yet, he values every little thing he had, even if it's not much, since he can't talk, move, anything. He speaks through an electronic voice machine, and still, he's more free than those of us who can still walk and run. He values every little thing and keeps on living (even though he was "supposed" to have died YEARS ago), inspiring people, studying and teaching.

He's one -if not THE best- of my favorite persons, and he can't walk.

What's that got to do with you? You're capable of so much, ST. Don't mourn what you don't have anymore, just cherish what you do have!

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britneyX [2011-02-20 01:16:58 +0000 UTC]

I literally burst into tears when I read this.
Life is never fair, especially to those who deserve it most.

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FlashyFashionFraud [2011-02-19 17:29:24 +0000 UTC]

I'm with Baron-Cimetiere on this. LETS ALL GO TO THE PARK AND ROOLLLLLL

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Photo-11 [2011-02-19 16:54:59 +0000 UTC]

Probably an obvious question but is that field included in the picture where you see yourself running?

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Baron-Cimetiere [2011-02-19 06:17:10 +0000 UTC]

Lets go to the park. I'll push you really fast. We can laugh at the pigeons who have no clue what it's like to effin ROLL!

Have you seen a pigeon walk? Seriously... fricken ridiculous...

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german-popsicle [2011-02-19 04:24:43 +0000 UTC]

Aw...

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Tada-no-Yume [2011-02-19 04:22:50 +0000 UTC]

It's really sad to know that people take walking for granted when some people would kill for it.

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CassielTheLostSoul [2011-02-19 03:17:58 +0000 UTC]

Christ, this made me cry...

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thecatatnight [2011-02-19 02:54:22 +0000 UTC]

this ST just hurt my heart soo much ST i wanna hug u so hard Q__Q

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Zelthie [2011-02-19 02:27:23 +0000 UTC]

Oh god.... I'm so sorry ST. :[ That is so, so, so horrible. I don't really know what to say.
I have a feeling, the reaction I've gotten from this secret (teared up), you will definitely be in my thoughts.

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JadeKrystal [2011-02-19 00:54:19 +0000 UTC]

We really don't realize what we have until it's gone.
I thank you for reminding me how lucky I am.
And I hope you can find your strength.
Don't let this hold you back

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smokingforanaudience [2011-02-18 22:54:36 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god this is a sad secret.

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MelodyMe [2011-02-18 21:43:07 +0000 UTC]

Aw....
thats so sad, i don't know what to say And I love how you set it up how fly is in the sky and cant walk is on the ground, don't know if it was on purpose or not, but...that shows your creative...!

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Withallyourheart [2011-02-18 20:26:33 +0000 UTC]

I have no words, i have nothing but a shoulder, a hand, my time, if ever in the need to talk.

I can t say how sorry i am for you, and if there was something i could do.. i d do it, st.

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flowerpower09 [2011-02-18 20:22:14 +0000 UTC]

Ohhhh ST, I'm so sorry!
I'll be thinking of you, most definitely and I wish you the best!

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Kryana [2011-02-18 18:34:37 +0000 UTC]

I can't even begin to imagine how that must feel... But I'm sorry

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AnnamaeTezuka [2011-02-18 17:41:58 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry, ST.

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FearlessEagle [2011-02-18 17:39:42 +0000 UTC]

Walking and running is overrated.

I zoom around in my wheelchair like a crazy driver.

Eh who needs legs when your brain clearly works?

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Fight-On [2011-02-18 17:22:13 +0000 UTC]

This is heartbreaking, but you can still soar, ST. Don't stop dreaming, you can still do great things.
I don't know your situation, but a close relative of mine lost his arm in a motorcycle accident. Things are never easy, but he lives a relatively normal life now.

Please stay optimistic, even when its hard.

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gaarakamaru [2011-02-18 16:23:38 +0000 UTC]

This is so sad. I also have dreams about running without having an asthma attack, which is something I haven't been able to do since I was about 5, but your case is much worse - I can still jog a short distance.

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LastCetra [2011-02-18 16:06:39 +0000 UTC]

You did an excellent job artistically on this secret, really beautiful.

This really hit me hard for some reason. ST, you'll be in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you find happiness.

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Lunar-Stellaris [2011-02-18 15:40:39 +0000 UTC]

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Lara-St [2011-02-18 14:40:29 +0000 UTC]

All I can send you is my love.

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CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-18 14:25:18 +0000 UTC]

To have walked once is better then having not walked at all.

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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-18 16:01:55 +0000 UTC]

I disagree. I'm in the process of losing my ability to walk, it's heart wrenching and painful. The physical pain of my body falling apart, the emotional pain of watching doctors, my parents, and myself fighting this everyday. Do you know how many doctors I've seen? How many I will continue to see, even after I'm disabled? I don't know if the secret teller is going through this too, or has, but its awful.

And I have that same dream. And I do fly in it.

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CatalystOfTheSoul In reply to Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna [2011-02-19 01:56:12 +0000 UTC]

All the world is full of suffering. It is also full of overcoming.

- Helen Keller

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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-19 02:39:37 +0000 UTC]

Not everyone can be a great person, like Helen Keller. And I doubt she always said things like that. She probably had days where she cried and was angry about being blind, deaf, and mute.

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CatalystOfTheSoul In reply to Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna [2011-02-19 03:17:30 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I'm pretty sure she did. In fact, I'm pretty sure she cried more than she smiled. And then what did she do?

She became one of most inspiring success stories to date. She overcame her struggles, and if she - blind, deaf - can do it, what excuse do we have?

"What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly." - Richard Bach

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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-19 04:45:20 +0000 UTC]

Again, I repeat, not everyone can be as great a person as she. If we're all happy, what does happy mean? Happiness ceases to have a meaning. We need sadness in order to understand what it means to be happy. We need not-so-great people in order to have great people. I'll be one of those not-so-great people and just make my art.

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CatalystOfTheSoul In reply to Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna [2011-02-19 21:20:11 +0000 UTC]

I understand your point concerning happy v. sad - I have the same theory about good and evil (that without evil, good would cease to exist). But your theory lacks substance in one point - while sorrow is caused by circumstance, joy is caused by reaction.

I don't know if you saw this Daily Deviation from yesterday, but I kinda think you should. [link]

People are only as great as they let themselves be. But even the "great" weren't all that great - for instance, Benjamin Franklin was a lousy drunk.

Your inhibitions don't define you; you define your inhibitions. Be that a good definition or a bad definition - it's your choice.

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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-19 22:00:43 +0000 UTC]

I want you to leave me alone. You aren't helping my mental state. I can't be like people like you. I've been fighting and trying for ten years.

And I call bullshit on the joy is a reaction while sorrow is circumstantial. Both are caused by reaction, both can be circumstantial. Every emotion can be defined as caused by reaction and caused by circumstance. Lover, happiness, sadness, loneliness. You fall in love as a reaction to another person's action, or because of a circumstance you find yourself in. You become sad because of your current state, or as a reaction to someone else, something they've said, done, etc.

Now please, leave me alone. I feel like jumping off a bridge and you aren't helping, only pushing me more.

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CatalystOfTheSoul In reply to Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna [2011-02-20 20:53:07 +0000 UTC]

I'll respect your wishes to leave you alone and I won't comment again.

I just want you to know I believe in you and wish you the best. If you ever want to chat or even just receive a hug, my friends and I will be there for you. We would love to offer any help you need.

Best of luck in life.

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Necuno In reply to Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna [2011-02-18 21:25:39 +0000 UTC]

Something similar is happening to me, and I agree with the comment above yours.
I have no regrets about what I did when I could walk correctly or, for that case, when my heart was fine.
You just have to figure out how to be happy with what you can do now, or how to do what you could do before.
It's all about thinking outside the walking box.

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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to Necuno [2011-02-18 23:01:41 +0000 UTC]

I suppose our situations are different. I guess I'm just bitter.

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JesterDae In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-18 14:32:54 +0000 UTC]

Is it? A man blind since birth won't miss the colours of the world, but will embrace it with his other senses. A blinded man who has once seen the light of day however will miss the sights.

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CatalystOfTheSoul In reply to JesterDae [2011-02-19 01:58:39 +0000 UTC]

If I had suddenly become blind, I would be content that I was given the opportunity to see what beauty looks like - and then to appreciate it.

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ErikaaBabee In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-21 06:55:45 +0000 UTC]

Yet, A LOT of people commit suicide when they become blind, suddenly. They can't live that way. It's very hard to get used to it.. I say blind since birth is best, personally.

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CatalystOfTheSoul In reply to ErikaaBabee [2011-02-22 03:29:29 +0000 UTC]

I think it sounds like an adventure, personally. And everything is always a matter of adjustment.

And I just researched your claim, and according to a study done by psychiatryonline - detailed in a data-enriched article titled "Sight Loss and Suicide", actually detailed that potential sight loss was more of a suicide factor then actual blindness causing suicide.

While sight impairment is definitely a potential contributing factor to suicide - as in many cases it causes depression/anxiety - suicide is always fitted with other contributing factors.

Thank you for your comment, but I think we're all entitled to our opinion.

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Lara-St In reply to JesterDae [2011-02-18 14:40:05 +0000 UTC]

I don’t think there is a better or a worse case at all...

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cosmicspider [2011-02-18 14:18:31 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry ST. I hope that whatever reason that makes you incapable of walking can be remedied, and that you can walk again someday.

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Shade-Duelist [2011-02-18 12:48:11 +0000 UTC]

Oh... This makes me want to cry. But maybe this helps: [link]

Maybe you can't walk anymore, but that doesn't mean you can't dream anymore...

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Firefly-Dreamer [2011-02-18 12:45:37 +0000 UTC]

Oh....
This is beautiful...
Yet I'm left with no words...

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Nimmermehr68 [2011-02-18 12:08:38 +0000 UTC]

I am sorry. And out of words. I send you strength.

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shinyzombie [2011-02-18 11:47:51 +0000 UTC]

This is almost sad to the point of beauty... if that makes sense... I genuinely don't know what to say other than you're in my thoughts ST

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