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Horsegirl558 [2011-05-07 23:31:28 +0000 UTC]
I am so sorry for you.
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NotThatReal [2011-04-25 15:15:32 +0000 UTC]
Aww this just broke my heart a little
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DfectivCDplayer [2011-02-22 06:25:21 +0000 UTC]
This is so beautiful and sad at the same time. Once I read the last sentence I couldn't help but cry.
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jsplollypop [2011-02-20 01:49:27 +0000 UTC]
Instead of writing a comment that will only make you feel sadder, I'll make a little comment:
Your secret reminded me of Stephen Hawking. He has been in a wheelchair for years, and yet, he values every little thing he had, even if it's not much, since he can't talk, move, anything. He speaks through an electronic voice machine, and still, he's more free than those of us who can still walk and run. He values every little thing and keeps on living (even though he was "supposed" to have died YEARS ago), inspiring people, studying and teaching.
He's one -if not THE best- of my favorite persons, and he can't walk.
What's that got to do with you? You're capable of so much, ST. Don't mourn what you don't have anymore, just cherish what you do have!
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britneyX [2011-02-20 01:16:58 +0000 UTC]
I literally burst into tears when I read this.
Life is never fair, especially to those who deserve it most.
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FlashyFashionFraud [2011-02-19 17:29:24 +0000 UTC]
I'm with Baron-Cimetiere on this. LETS ALL GO TO THE PARK AND ROOLLLLLL
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Photo-11 [2011-02-19 16:54:59 +0000 UTC]
Probably an obvious question but is that field included in the picture where you see yourself running?
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Baron-Cimetiere [2011-02-19 06:17:10 +0000 UTC]
Lets go to the park. I'll push you really fast. We can laugh at the pigeons who have no clue what it's like to effin ROLL!
Have you seen a pigeon walk? Seriously... fricken ridiculous...
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Tada-no-Yume [2011-02-19 04:22:50 +0000 UTC]
It's really sad to know that people take walking for granted when some people would kill for it.
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CassielTheLostSoul [2011-02-19 03:17:58 +0000 UTC]
Christ, this made me cry...
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Withallyourheart [2011-02-18 20:26:33 +0000 UTC]
I have no words, i have nothing but a shoulder, a hand, my time, if ever in the need to talk.
I can t say how sorry i am for you, and if there was something i could do.. i d do it, st.
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FearlessEagle [2011-02-18 17:39:42 +0000 UTC]
Walking and running is overrated.
I zoom around in my wheelchair like a crazy driver.
Eh who needs legs when your brain clearly works?
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Fight-On [2011-02-18 17:22:13 +0000 UTC]
This is heartbreaking, but you can still soar, ST. Don't stop dreaming, you can still do great things.
I don't know your situation, but a close relative of mine lost his arm in a motorcycle accident. Things are never easy, but he lives a relatively normal life now.
Please stay optimistic, even when its hard.
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CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-18 14:25:18 +0000 UTC]
To have walked once is better then having not walked at all.
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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-18 16:01:55 +0000 UTC]
I disagree. I'm in the process of losing my ability to walk, it's heart wrenching and painful. The physical pain of my body falling apart, the emotional pain of watching doctors, my parents, and myself fighting this everyday. Do you know how many doctors I've seen? How many I will continue to see, even after I'm disabled? I don't know if the secret teller is going through this too, or has, but its awful.
And I have that same dream. And I do fly in it.
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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-19 02:39:37 +0000 UTC]
Not everyone can be a great person, like Helen Keller. And I doubt she always said things like that. She probably had days where she cried and was angry about being blind, deaf, and mute.
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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-19 04:45:20 +0000 UTC]
Again, I repeat, not everyone can be as great a person as she. If we're all happy, what does happy mean? Happiness ceases to have a meaning. We need sadness in order to understand what it means to be happy. We need not-so-great people in order to have great people. I'll be one of those not-so-great people and just make my art.
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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-19 22:00:43 +0000 UTC]
I want you to leave me alone. You aren't helping my mental state. I can't be like people like you. I've been fighting and trying for ten years.
And I call bullshit on the joy is a reaction while sorrow is circumstantial. Both are caused by reaction, both can be circumstantial. Every emotion can be defined as caused by reaction and caused by circumstance. Lover, happiness, sadness, loneliness. You fall in love as a reaction to another person's action, or because of a circumstance you find yourself in. You become sad because of your current state, or as a reaction to someone else, something they've said, done, etc.
Now please, leave me alone. I feel like jumping off a bridge and you aren't helping, only pushing me more.
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CatalystOfTheSoul In reply to Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna [2011-02-20 20:53:07 +0000 UTC]
I'll respect your wishes to leave you alone and I won't comment again.
I just want you to know I believe in you and wish you the best. If you ever want to chat or even just receive a hug, my friends and I will be there for you. We would love to offer any help you need.
Best of luck in life.
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Necuno In reply to Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna [2011-02-18 21:25:39 +0000 UTC]
Something similar is happening to me, and I agree with the comment above yours.
I have no regrets about what I did when I could walk correctly or, for that case, when my heart was fine.
You just have to figure out how to be happy with what you can do now, or how to do what you could do before.
It's all about thinking outside the walking box.
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Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna In reply to Necuno [2011-02-18 23:01:41 +0000 UTC]
I suppose our situations are different. I guess I'm just bitter.
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JesterDae In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-18 14:32:54 +0000 UTC]
Is it? A man blind since birth won't miss the colours of the world, but will embrace it with his other senses. A blinded man who has once seen the light of day however will miss the sights.
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CatalystOfTheSoul In reply to JesterDae [2011-02-19 01:58:39 +0000 UTC]
If I had suddenly become blind, I would be content that I was given the opportunity to see what beauty looks like - and then to appreciate it.
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ErikaaBabee In reply to CatalystOfTheSoul [2011-02-21 06:55:45 +0000 UTC]
Yet, A LOT of people commit suicide when they become blind, suddenly. They can't live that way. It's very hard to get used to it.. I say blind since birth is best, personally.
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Lara-St In reply to JesterDae [2011-02-18 14:40:05 +0000 UTC]
I donβt think there is a better or a worse case at all...
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Firefly-Dreamer [2011-02-18 12:45:37 +0000 UTC]
Oh....
This is beautiful...
Yet I'm left with no words...
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Nimmermehr68 [2011-02-18 12:08:38 +0000 UTC]
I am sorry. And out of words. I send you strength.
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