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I had a friend runaway from home this summer, and she posted on her Facebook a story that said that same thing in it, and I never hated her, never ever, and I never will.
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This is so sad it made me smile... I know... I know that too... somehow...
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So give up, why don't you?
You can't live like this? Then don't. Don't live at all.
If that's how you're gonna go out, fine.
If you're gonna call yourself terrible and if you hate yourself, fine.
If you're going to let that dark monster inside of you take control of your life, fine...
But just know that you've lost if that's how you wanna go.
Maybe you aren't stronger than that.
But maybe you are.
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The first step to improvement is knowing that you need to improve...
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sometimes I feel like this too , but realizing your problems means your half way there. always remember that it's never too late to change and you've always got a second chance <3
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I feel for you ST. I worry, a lot of the time, that I feel like I have a inferiority complex just to cover up a superiority complex.
Just be strong. Talk to your friends, really communicate to them how you feel. You call yourself terrible? If you really were such a bad person then you wouldn't be able to look at yourself and say that. Find support from you friends! Get professional help to get yourself out of that ditch. I bet that behind those self-hating words there's a wonderful person!
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Me to a T
i can't go a single day without lashing out at those who love me... and i wonder why i feel depressed
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We all believe that about ourselves...
We just need someone to covince us we're not. And it is a hard job, but worth it
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You can change, ST.
By the way this secret sound I can feel you really want to, and trust me, when you really want something you can get it. It just takes babysteps.
Good luck
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"I don't know if I'm unconsciously faking my problems for attention or not" ST, you're definitely not alone there. I worry about this a lot.
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OK, so we all figured out we feel just like that sometimes. Maybe we shouldn't treat this as a secret but more as a wake up call. Now if you'd excuse me, I think I need to go and say hey to a few people I haven't talked to in ages...
... maybe you should too ^^
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I've felt like this too, more so in recent years then ever before. I also no how hard it is to stop doing the things that make you feel like a bad person. And to those who say "oh just get help" I say I have gotten "help" I have a therapist and a wonderful fiancΓ©e who tries his best to help in any and all ways. Yet STILL I feel this way at times. The only advice I can possibly give is this. Keep trying. Do whatever it takes to keep taking one more breath. This will pass. It may not feel like it but it will. And it will come back. but even when it comes back it will pass again. That is the cycle. I do not believe there is any way to stop the cycle for people like us. Take heart. msg me if you want to.
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Me too, you know.
You know, as long as there's still someone to whom you can apologise things can be just fine. Even though it takes courage.
And you know, there are people who will stay, no matter how much you hurt them. It may only make the guilt worse, haha. But at the same time guilt means you're not that horrible a person after all. 
As for faking your problems... Well, even if you are, that means there's a problem lying underneath, so if you think you can handle talking to someone about it, do it. Even if it means us here on DAS.
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You don't like who you are, change. Simple as that.
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i was just about to write those very same words.
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I know someone who this could easily relate to, and you know what? I still love them. After all the hurt and drama I still care for them, even if we don't talk any more. It's true when they say you only get hurt by the ones you love.
But you know what? They're worth it. I know that they're a great person, they just have to get rid of some of the bad for more people to see the good.
And you know what else? I know you are too. I know you're wonderful and amazing and can amount to amazing things, you just have to let yourself.
If you're stuck in the mindset that you're terrible, and that all you can see of yourself, well then, you've got some work to do. Trust me, once you can convince yourself you're better that what you give yourself credit for, you'll start seeing the better and soon enough, soon will others.
Stay strong, ST! I know you can do it!
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I feel you too much, ST. Too much. :/
/hugs
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Jesus, ST, if you're that one guy then I didn't know you were on dA. If you are that guy, drop me a line and we'll talk. I just hadn't had time yet to reply to you.
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Even if you are a "terrible" person, the fact that you're acknowledging this (and regret being that way) makes you a better person than you think, in my opinion. Take baby steps to change yourself, if it'll make you happier and more accepting of who you are. Start off small and easy, and work your way up. Best of luck, ST.
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I have my moments when I feel like this :C It's terrible, and no human being deserves to feel this way. Ever.
Stay strong, ST.
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Sounds a lot like me.
but only recently have i been able to make friends that don't care about it. Things will get better, even when it seems it won't
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Please don't do anything rash. I've felt this way before, until I met the one person who didn't push me away even though I was a total jerk to them. I hope you meet your person soon.
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Sounds like someone I know.
Though I can't imagine her of all people writing this secret.
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I know. Me too. It feels like I'm taking up an existence that's just putting everyone I come in contact with in pain, and I'm too much of a coward to end it
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You don't have to be like this. If you want someone to talk to who's willing to listen and give honest advice, drop me a note.
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Sometimes I feel like this, too. ST, you're not alone.
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Did I submit this without realizing it?
I feel the exact same way and I absolutely hate what I've become.
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Me three!!
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Ok, your a terrible person. Why don't you try changing? If you don't know how, try finding a therapist or a friend who will be willing to help you.
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I agree with you, it sounds like the ST could really use some professional help, because, if what the ST is true then s/he could use the help to find out the answers to the question they have and improve ... Or this is self-hatred caused by something that is far from the truth.
Either way it's far from good, so I completely agree with you.
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What happened to no judgment? Don't call ST a terrible person please, everyone has their moments and feels like shit, regrets things said and done, lashes out, etc.
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I'm not judging, there's a little thing where you agree with a person and support them and let them know that if they feel something is wrong, you let them know that there are ways out there, from the looks of this secret this is a long lasting thing that has a suicidal air to it so I am letting her know (s)he should get help if they feel that way.
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