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Saiyan-Chang [2009-11-12 16:44:40 +0000 UTC]

I've been anorexic and bulimic for four years.

I've been in hospital three times, because I was nearly dead.

Some of those thinspiration pictures circulating out there are ME

It has ruined my life.

Don't let it suck you in, because it will break you too.

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HannaPaulson [2009-08-02 08:45:07 +0000 UTC]

sweet jesus.
Im 14, 5'5, 118 lbs.

YOURE PERFECT. (:

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ChironsGate [2009-07-20 07:03:44 +0000 UTC]

Wow I just googled that site and it made me sick to my stomach. Wanting to be toned is one thing but looking like someone UNICEF should help is another.

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mascaraCoverStorie [2009-07-07 00:01:38 +0000 UTC]

You're at an utterly perfect weight for your size.

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Leahh23 [2009-07-05 23:21:26 +0000 UTC]

you're perfect

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FragileReveries [2009-07-03 01:27:55 +0000 UTC]

Hey, it's not exactly something you choose.
but y'know, stay away from it, just causes yourself shit for the rest of your life, I know enough people who've been through it to know that much.

and anyway, who wants to be with someone THAT skinny?
curves are way better!

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AvoidingTheObvious [2009-07-01 19:33:28 +0000 UTC]

I was reading secrets from a while ago, and there was one about thinspiration. So I searched it on youtube and clicked a random video and when it came up the first thing said "Anorexia is a lifestyle.". I thought that was absolutly sick...

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AcidicTastebuds [2009-07-01 09:31:37 +0000 UTC]

=/ I used to go to sites everyday for it. Still do maybe a couple of times a month. No, I'm not anorexic, and never used to be, it just started me hating myself a little more everyday.

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snihplod [2009-06-28 06:54:35 +0000 UTC]

thats not that bad? i know sometimes you might feel bad about yourself, but im pretty much similar height and weight, and i started running and stretching in my free time and i feel better about myself. :] it helps if you have someone to motivate you too. :] diets dont work, in my opinion. and theres a difference between dieting and eating healthy. dont give up or give in ST! (and youre young, so if you dont exercise that much even a little can go a long way!)

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KisstheDream [2009-06-28 06:45:42 +0000 UTC]

For fourteen year olds the BMI range is 15.8 to 23.3.
You're around 21.6 from the info you gave.
So you're healthy.

I mean, I'm fourteen too but I'm 5'5" and weigh 115.
But I'm not a stick either so don't even think that.
My BMI is 19.1 so I'm in between the healthy range.
And I mean, I eat like a monster too.

But don't even think you're underweight or anything, okay.
Your body is perfect the way it is don't change it.

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GingerSpice019 [2009-06-26 16:35:33 +0000 UTC]

YOU SOUND HEALTHY. I'M AN INCH SHORTER AND I'M 127.

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betweenthepages [2009-06-26 15:55:12 +0000 UTC]

you're fine, thats a good size, really, its everyone else whos got it wrong, now if your cholesteral is through the roof thats different, my older sister is your hieght, 21 and 200 lbs. you're fine

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SunGryphon [2009-06-26 15:52:02 +0000 UTC]

You're the perfect weight for your height. Just get into the habit of eating healthy and exercising within moderation NOW and you'll be fine for the rest of your life.

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bottomofastairwell [2009-06-26 13:27:35 +0000 UTC]

Please secret teller, get some help so you can be happy with who you are

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fudging [2009-06-26 10:25:43 +0000 UTC]

Rarrrgg. Avoid it at all costs.
My father professionally works with these people, and they're never happy once they've gotten into the situation. Avoid it, it's easiest now.

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wiccan-willow [2009-06-26 07:08:13 +0000 UTC]

i just googled it, and my god i have to say, that is so wrong. not everyone needs to be stick thin. some girls look great being the size they are, but many think they need to lose weight. i have a friend who is 17, 5'4" or so, and about 107 pounds. and i think she needs to put on some weight. but all my other friends seem to think im the one with the problem, not her. i may be considered underweight, but i eat a lot and my hands dont look like claws. i cant help it if ihave a fast metabolism. she can.

anyways, ST just try to be comfortable with your size. i dont see anything wrong with your current weight. *hugs*

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ToaVeka [2009-06-26 06:09:03 +0000 UTC]

ST, you are skinnier than me at that weight, and I'm as thin as healthiness allows for my body.

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GreenFaerie13 [2009-06-26 06:01:53 +0000 UTC]

I used to know someone that was obsessed with that stuff. I think it looks unnatural and kind of disgusting...
you are a perfect weight, don't ruin it. <3

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Kitamai [2009-06-26 05:16:27 +0000 UTC]

I think that's a perfectly healthy weight to be. Don't sell curvyness short. It's much more attractive than skeleton-like. And much more healthy too. As soon as you start making yourself skinnier than nature designed you to be, you run the risk of messing up your hormones and the general functioning of your body. You are never as fat as you think you are. You just aren't. None of us are.

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LadyReaderofBooks [2009-06-26 04:01:27 +0000 UTC]

Hi. I'm just 13, 5ft 3in, and I weigh more than that. Don't beat yourself up. Just be happy for who you are.

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Len-onibaba [2009-06-26 02:57:40 +0000 UTC]

Anorexia is dangerous.
After a summer spent around girls like that, I developed the mindset of a certain way of beauty, and spent my first year of high school starving.
I was lucky in the way that it didn't take a hospital to realize it was wrong.

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SasukeUchihaFangirlx [2009-06-26 02:48:20 +0000 UTC]

Darling darling darling...
14, 5'5, and 140 here. :3
Let me tell you: Not eating is stupid.
No seriously. Its stupid.
Is dying worth being skinny? I dont think so. :3
ive been trying to loose weight too, and im taking the special K challenge, not snacking and simply eating 3 times a day and drinking water.
and ya know what? its working. :3

Trust me, love. Things will get better. It doesnt matter how other people see you; its about how you see yourself. Ribs and hip bones and cool, but not when covered with a layer of malnourished skin.

and 120 pounds? thats perfectly healthy. :3 If you dont like the way you look, run around your block once a day. Dance to some of those favorite songs. Laugh :3 Every time you laugh, it burns 2-3 calories. Seems a lot more fun than starving yourself doesnt it? ^_^ <3

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TwistedAlice In reply to SasukeUchihaFangirlx [2009-06-26 13:44:58 +0000 UTC]

It really don't matter so much while you are young if you are a little 'overweight' and actually, 10stone for that height, its verging on underweight, its still healthy.

I'm only 5'2", and i'm 8 stone... thats 112 pounds. Thats underweight. It wouldn't be so bad if i was only 15, but I'm 25 and being underweight afects me in some health problem ways, getting enough sleep, periods etc.

While you are still growing its not a bad thing to have a little extra weight or whatever, I wish I weighed that bit more when I was your age, I wouldn't feel this way maybe now?

and I eat like a HORSE ! (not out of a nosebag, from a plate )

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mylovebattlefield09 In reply to TwistedAlice [2009-07-02 07:02:10 +0000 UTC]




Well, I find people eating out of nosebags uber-sexy.

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TwistedAlice In reply to mylovebattlefield09 [2009-07-02 09:57:23 +0000 UTC]

*kinky face* O rly!?

*throws a nosebag on* nomnomnomnomnomnomnom

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mylovebattlefield09 In reply to TwistedAlice [2009-07-02 12:28:43 +0000 UTC]

I was being silly.

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TwistedAlice In reply to mylovebattlefield09 [2009-07-03 09:12:23 +0000 UTC]

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!! I thought I had found someone to share my crazy!!

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mylovebattlefield09 In reply to TwistedAlice [2009-07-03 16:53:38 +0000 UTC]

I like crazy.

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TwistedAlice In reply to mylovebattlefield09 [2009-07-04 14:30:48 +0000 UTC]

Fecking Sweet !!

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mylovebattlefield09 In reply to TwistedAlice [2009-07-04 15:40:00 +0000 UTC]

Yeap.

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Purplecherry5 In reply to SasukeUchihaFangirlx [2009-06-26 03:06:10 +0000 UTC]

I know, right? I'm 14, 5"2' and a LOT more than 122! I agree with you 100%

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toxic--sunrise In reply to Purplecherry5 [2009-06-26 04:20:41 +0000 UTC]

again, i agree. i'm 15 only 5'3'' if i'm lucky, and i weight just under 110 cause of my fast mtabolisum. it doesn't pay to starve yourself, really.

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cloaked-life [2009-06-26 02:40:35 +0000 UTC]

I used to spend hours upon hours on thinspiration sites.
It's not something you want to get in to. It's not worth the "side effects".
If you need any help or advice, feel free to note me.

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Ms-internet-stalker [2009-06-26 02:40:01 +0000 UTC]

I just googled too, and looked... and I think that's really sick. =/ This is coming from someone who's battled with being thin for a very long time, and been accused many times of anorexia and bullemia (because I'm a picky eater, and when I don't like something I gag uncontrollably.)
Yeah, I know that didn't have much to do with ST..

ST- stay strong, mk? Take those "thinspiration" girls as inspiration NOT to be that. Take it as example of what anorexia and bullemia can lead to. Don't fall into a spiral like that, convincing yourself that it's okay or right.

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JinxLinden [2009-06-26 02:35:31 +0000 UTC]

Trust me, it is not something you want to get into.
It's very dangerous & can only harm you in the end.

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