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I'm so sorry about that... I know I'd be devastated if that happened with my boyfriend and I... )'=>
They may have either moved on or something.. well, bad.. happened to them..
You should find them.. or at least try to.. you don't want to spend the rest of your life wondering what happened to them..
best of luck to you
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Find them. Ask why they just stopped talking. That way you can find out if they really cared, and you can get closure, finally.
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awwww, i'm so sorry for you 
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i know exactly how you feel; except not 6 years worth of knowing. only 3. still hurts. i'm sorry <3
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I feel like crying after reading this secret. It is beautiful. 
I'm sorry this happened to you, ST. I wish you good luck in the future. I know how you feel, to an extent. It sucks. But... life goes on, with or without us.
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Oh gosh I did cry...
I'm not even going to go through my 270 deviaitons because I'm going to turn of my lappy top and cry...>.>
St good luck...stay strong...keep your head up...
Btw this reminds me of butterfly effect a little...
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This made me cry so hard!
I don't think it's pathetic to miss someone for six years... I have three.
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Was there texting six years ago?
I had a friend like that. . . we got in contact and everything changed for the worse.
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This has hit home for me...Maybe not hit home, but it feels like it directed at me...it makes me sad...
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This reminds me so much of a friend...almost so much that a part of me thinks it's for me. Only difference is, mine happened 5 years ago. I've thought of that person so much since.
It's not too late to get back in contact with that person, you know. Maybe they had no way to contact you, and are in the same boat. You never know.
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I went through this for a year and I could hardly stand it. Six years? Honey, my heart cracked slightly when I read that, bless you. <33
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This secret, I read it, and it scares me so much. I'm moving in a month and a half... and I'm afraid this will happen with me and my (I hate the word boyfriend, I hate it I hate it I hate it... but fiance isn't QUITE accurate either, and the love of my life sounds a bit over the top...)
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omg st, i know exactly how you feel. this secret scared me cuz it was like someone ripping the words right from my head. only it was 5 years for me. it's hell it really is. i'm so sorry you have to go through this.
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What's sad, is that I know someone with this exact situation. And I think the exact amount of years.
ono;; I just hope this isn't them. I don't want them to hurt any more.
But I know how you feel, ST~
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Yeah, my ex promised me the same thing...we dated for almost 6 months...its been 4 months now...I just dont understand how people can make promises and just leave as if the person they "loved" never mattered...chin up, love you're not alone.
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I think. You need. To move on.
I'm sorry, but if you haven't been able to contact this person in 6 YEARS. Or 77 months old, or 338 weeks, or 2,368 days, or 56,851 hours, or 3,411,096 minutes, or 204,665,782 seconds of your life have been spent missing this person.
You're missing out on life.
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ST, I'm so sorry. I hope you find them, or, if you don't, that you find the strength in you, the hero in you, to put it behind you, dry your tears and move on. I know I sound like cheddar cheese, but I am very touched. All the best, ST
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is like you read my diary :'(
and it's been only 3 months...
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I'm really sorry ST, I hope you find them someday?
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When I was little I had this best friend Christina who I ALWAYS adored, no matter how much she'd make fun of me [not in a mean way, it's just what we did... funny, thats how my current best friend is...] And for 8 years after I moved we'd lost contact and I still missed her. I missed her so much that during the school I dedicated a sonnet I wrote in class for her and I KNEW I HAD to find her, if I wanted some kind of closure, I don't think I ever got a real goodbye. Well, this May, my mom and I went on facebook and she looked her up. Turned out that she JUST got one and we started talking a little. I was so excited, but one thing that surprised me was how much she changed in all that time, and how much I did. But none-the-less I found her and I'm happy I did :] Maybe you can too! Never give up hope.
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When I was younger I got mad that my only friend at the time was leaving to move to the states. So I didn't leave contact information or anything. And then miraculously my English teacher had their address because she still kept in touch with his mum. And we talked again and it was great. Keep your chin up, okay? <3
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Ahh look how many people you have touched through this secret 
I'm real sorry you feel like that...I hope you see them again soon.
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Can you call them? If it's at all possible, you might at least be able to get closure, and find out why they haven't called.
But I'd assume that you've already tried getting in contact... After that, I've really got no idea what to say, love. I won't say I know exactly how you feel, because I don't. I've had a few situations where I lost someone like this, but never to the same degree.
I really wish I could tell you something that would help, or some perfect way to deal with it, but... I don't have one. I'm sorry. All I have to offer is that I'm here if you'd like to note me, and I'll be happy to talk. I wish you the best of luck, ST.
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oh wow, I'm sorry D:
I'm sorry you have to go through that, ST. the worst thing in the world to me is no closure. I went through something similar to this, but only half the time.
I hope you're okay. you can talk to me, if you want.
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Where could he (he?) have gone as to completely dissapear from the map? Oh, well... I don't know his reasons, but I know your feelings... lovely, I think that forgiveness is the option if you are feeling tied by his memory.
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Oh, babe... There comes a time when you just have to move on.
*is open for noting*
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I know how you feel the exact thing happened to me and every day when i leave the house i look for him. and wonder if he is looking for me. and if he's reading this Stephen i Love you and want you to come back to me. all of my relationships have failed and i have no one else that cares for me like you did. and i feel if you come back everything will be okay i know i was'nt the Best Girlfriend. but I Love You.
i know how you feel. how helpless you feel.
I hope things get better for the Both of us.
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I'm so sorry...this would kill me, i know it would...to be able to have gone through that and still be ALIVE, is something i have to salute. Bittersweet pleasure, to be sure, but oh ST...
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For closure, call this person. Or find some way to contact them. Ask they why they haven't called. Be frank.
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before the six years part, reminded me of twilight.. lol
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*hugs* Oh honey... I am in a situation just like this...not for nearly as long though. I know how awful it feels though
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Wow. Thats me sometimes with someone else I know. O.O
I didnt see them for 3 years, but now I only see them once a year, and they turn up unexpected so I never know whether Ill miss them or something because Im out...
I feel for you.
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Oh ST this made my heart break
You must be such a strong person to cope with something like this for so long, I really wish you the best, so so much.
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I'm interested in Your story. So if You bored...
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I assume that you can't contact them..such a shame. My best friend recently returned for Sweden, and I know I'll never see her again...
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