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Description Having been inspired by a story from which isΒ disneycow82.deviantart.com/art… "Kathy's Little Lamb" with my cartoon self sitting on my bed after I hear Dawn Bellwether enter my room while I was working on the computer.


She comes in frightened and distraught, telling me she had a nightmare of predators wanting to tear her apart with their fangs and claws, too afraid of going back in that same room she slept in. So I take her in my arms and walk her around the house for quite some time, turning on soothing background music until I sit on the bed, caressing and cradling her as if she were a baby that needs to feel loved and accepted like everyone else, something she may have forgotten and lacked in her earlier life until now. Having been through hell and back, I am one of those people that have not given up on Bellwether ever finding redemption in one way or another as I understand the pain and suffering that bullying and abuse can leave behind for anyone, hearing how some manage to overcome it while others become broken from the trauma and lifelong scars inflicted and can drive anyone into doing things they later regret. Dawn Bellwether is no exception on that. Some people only see a soulless monster, born evil to begin with, which I find a load of bull****. Those guys have no clue that nobody is born evil, villains are often made. It wouldn't even make any sense for Bellwether to be born evil and still be a victim of prejudice, bullying, and abuse. No, she's supposed to be from the same background as Nick and Judy, but due to the fact that she was a sheep, she endured it far worse and suffered from the pain and fear of predators all her life, despite possibly meeting a few friendly ones during her first few days as assistant mayor like the Ottertons.

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monstermaster13 [2022-03-01 23:46:26 +0000 UTC]

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TheBisexualYoshi [2018-09-02 19:44:49 +0000 UTC]

This is good

Except because I say that alot, I'll say something else

This is very nice

There we go.

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OkamiJubei [2017-06-25 10:46:50 +0000 UTC]

Aww... she's so small.

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OkamiJubei [2017-05-13 05:11:02 +0000 UTC]

Aww... She look so little.

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Disneycow82 In reply to OkamiJubei [2017-06-27 01:51:50 +0000 UTC]

Holding her is like holding a small child in need of love and comfort whenever they feel scared and alone.

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S1l3ntGr3y [2017-02-08 23:56:29 +0000 UTC]

Dawn is lucky to have You. I also can`t see her as an evil person just because she enjoys it. There is something that must have drove her to the dark side of life. Something in her life went horribly wrong. Maybe she suffered for years, decades, experiencing pain that changed her forever and left unhealable scars. Her place is not in prison. But that`s just my personal opinion.

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Skullmaiden98 [2016-08-21 04:11:24 +0000 UTC]

awww this is so cute you such a good friend to her

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Disneycow82 In reply to Skullmaiden98 [2016-08-21 05:00:12 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, despite being a villain, I wanted to show how much I feel her pain and sorrow deep down that nobody else seems to want to see, but to only focus on her bad side. The least I could do was make a cartoon version of me.

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Rebelspecter7 [2016-08-21 02:22:51 +0000 UTC]

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Disneycow82 In reply to Rebelspecter7 [2016-08-21 02:28:22 +0000 UTC]

That is so true. Too bad others just want to hold a grudge and focus on the bad side of every single villain instead of being more understanding that not all of them start off villainous when they're born.

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Rebelspecter7 In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-21 05:32:51 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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Disneycow82 In reply to Rebelspecter7 [2016-08-21 05:53:18 +0000 UTC]

She really needs help, someone to help her see that she doesn't have to be afraid of predators all her life, but was always too ashamed of her own fears to admit it, scared that it makes her nothing but weak and pathetic, as she was often labeled as. Not to mention she was very small for a sheep and that was part of what made her an easy target.

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db1993 [2016-08-20 18:41:21 +0000 UTC]

Aww, that look so sweet. I wish I could hug her

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MustLoveFrogs [2016-08-20 17:47:31 +0000 UTC]

I wish I had a pet Bellwether.Β  And cool overalls.Β  <3

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fox-mccloud [2016-08-20 14:22:28 +0000 UTC]

This one would gladly do the same, carrying the sad little sheep in one's arms like a frightened child, which reflects well on just how she was feeling deep down. She's that scared little lamb from school, being tormented by large predator bullies. Appropriate in how she and Judy were alike, only Bellwether never was able to stand up for herself as a child, and gain the courage to do what's right for herself. Bellwether looks as though she's about to cry here, and that makes wanting to give her a big hug moreso. She's so adorable in her appearance, despite feeling sad and lonely. Having yourself present adds to the emotional comfort of the moment. (Am curious how you would appear as a mammal in Zootopia, as well.) BIG for Bellwether.

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Disneycow82 In reply to fox-mccloud [2016-08-21 00:03:06 +0000 UTC]

I plan on writing a story on Bellwether myself later, but still need to think of the beginning and ending. I have the same plush Bellwether I got from the Disney store, that sleeps with me every night in my room with the other Zootopia plushes. I don't give a damn what others say, the ones that have already given up on her and just continue to demonize her as a soulless monster with no redeeming qualities according to their ridiculous theories that make no sense. It would make no sense for her to be born a bad seed, otherwise she'd already appear as either an unlikeable character who is rude and horrid to everyone, or a criminal who is already in jail for a vast number of crimes. Not all of her niceness was all nothing but an act, but shows that perhaps she is someone trying too hard to be something she's not and part of her knows if, but she's been too busy lying to herself about the whole situation bringing her happiness, when in truth she was running away from herself the whole time, unable confront or overcome her anger, fear, stress, and confusion the right way...too highly ashamed of admitting to herself or anyone else that she is still the same scared little lamb who spent her whole life in fear of predators...scared that it makes her nothing more than weak and pathetic, which is why she attempted to bottle up her emotions, only for them to burst out of control. We never truly know if Dawn ever had any friends in her life, only to lose them to different circumstances and nobody ever taught her how to move on from friendships that either didn't work out or when one of them moves away without a choice and loses contact with them. There is no doubt Bellwether already feels sad and lonely, and scared that her actions have forever cost her the love, respect, appreciation, and friendship with everyone that possibly thinks of her as nothing but a monster who deserves to rot and die alone with nobody to say "I love you" or even a visit from old friends or family members. If I were a mammal, I'd probably be a deer in the Zootopia world.

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fox-mccloud In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-21 00:10:00 +0000 UTC]

A cervine would be very endearing to see of a Zootopia character for yourself. Considering how we got Gazelle, being a hoofed beauty, while Judy's neighbours are just hilarious. Plus, does are graceful and naturally beautifully, kinda like Bambi's mum. Having soft hearts and gentle nurturing dispositions. One such as yours definitely corresponds to Bellwether. That may be something to include in this one's story with Dr. Brushtail, that of Bellwether making a friend in a deer that would serve as a caricature of yourself. As for Bellwether getting an "I love you", she'll definitely get that in her foxy psychiatrist in due time.

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Disneycow82 In reply to fox-mccloud [2016-08-21 04:05:48 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, maybe my animal anthro self would be a deer like animal with a good heart, like Bambi's mom. I sure haven't given up on Bellwether like some people already have, the ones that just want to see another heartless power hungry monster in there instead of realizing monsters are made, not born. That goes for the other villains on my sympathy list. Sure all of them made bad choices later in life, but that doesn't mean you still can't feel sorrow or sympathy for them and realizing how they were driven on that path in the first place. If she was beyond help and saving, the creators would not have spared her life in the end. I hear others mention how Bellwether is pretty small for a sheep, which could mean she was possibly born premature or the runt of the litter, unless she was the only child. I so would love it if there was a caricature of myself in the story, in the form of a deer. Maybe she would have the same background as me, being born with a disability that was hard to live with and control which lead to others bullying me for it, and despite what Bellwether did, I found myself relating to her as there were times I felt dark inside and wanted to hurt those who wronged me. Either she works in the prison facility as another staff member, or she's a close friend of Brushtail who comes to see how he is doing every now and then. She needs love, support, and compassion, not further hate or aggression.

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CoolNova45 In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-22 20:54:17 +0000 UTC]

No one is predisposed of being evil. It's either taught to be evil, or lacked the learned thinking and behavior of right and wrong.

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Disneycow82 In reply to CoolNova45 [2016-08-22 22:05:45 +0000 UTC]

Even a lot of villains and monsters can come from loving families and still turn evil by their own choice, as I read in many articles. But depending on how they're either raised or what their situation in later life is, they don't start out evil to begin with.

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CoolNova45 In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-23 04:13:54 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I forgot factor in bullying and harassment.

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Disneycow82 In reply to CoolNova45 [2016-08-23 05:16:26 +0000 UTC]

Some may learn to overcome it as they grow older, while some like Bellwether here that might have had it far worse with no comfort, support, or anyone to teach them how to move on from friendships or broken dreams, they end up making choices they later regret.

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CoolNova45 In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-23 06:08:56 +0000 UTC]

And that too.

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Captain-Art-Hero [2016-08-20 10:33:25 +0000 UTC]

This is so beautiful. I'm glad you're looking after Bellwether like that.Β Β 

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Disneycow82 In reply to Captain-Art-Hero [2016-08-20 11:34:02 +0000 UTC]

Someone had to look out for Bellwether, even if it had to be me.

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Barricade379 [2016-08-20 08:17:51 +0000 UTC]

That is so sweet^^

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Disneycow82 In reply to Barricade379 [2016-08-20 11:34:13 +0000 UTC]

Still on holiday?

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Barricade379 In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-20 14:42:39 +0000 UTC]

Got back today

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Disneycow82 In reply to Barricade379 [2016-08-21 00:04:46 +0000 UTC]

I still love that script you gave me for my birthday that it makes me want to do a comic version of it. Only I may need more images of the snake guy and his henchmen.

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Barricade379 In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-21 12:55:06 +0000 UTC]

The henchman is something I made up for this comic alone. Frank is gone BTW

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Disneycow82 In reply to Barricade379 [2016-08-22 02:39:57 +0000 UTC]

I see, well he is still a rather interesting minion.

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Barricade379 In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-22 08:02:13 +0000 UTC]

I don't even have a name for him

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Disneycow82 In reply to Barricade379 [2016-08-22 08:50:28 +0000 UTC]

It will have to do something related to reptiles like Viper Face, Fangs, or Chameleon.

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Barricade379 In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-22 09:15:03 +0000 UTC]

Are those Disney characters?

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Disneycow82 In reply to Barricade379 [2016-08-22 10:41:05 +0000 UTC]

I'm not sure. But the name Viper has already been taken.

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Barricade379 In reply to Disneycow82 [2016-08-22 10:46:06 +0000 UTC]

And I have a good hearted snake girl named Viperia

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