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Part I – Death of a soul.

I gave my heart to a picture
Never to be listened.
I feel I have no future,
My path is not glistened.

I highlighted black stars on the flawless sky,
Wanting to avoid the night,
The beautiful night of light
Because every single star
Means something I cannot attain.

And while my dreams spilled beneath my feet,
I just cry and see them lay in defeat!
And I bleed, I just bleed!
Bleed illusion, breed confusion.

By silent steps, I try to run,
Run away from this shadow
That I whispered so blindly
Running up that endless meadow.

This love has turned in pain,
This love I had has made me my own slave.
- It was everything in vain!
Never for what I crave.

How can I even think?
How can I even think,
Your skin someday would be in my lips,
Your eyes would look upon this eclipse?

I cannot blame you anymore,
The one with hope was me.
-There was never hope,
Just a dream that slope
Into to the darkest pound.

I buried myself in my obsession,
I caged in my own passion.

I gave myself to you,
You ended with everything left on me.
Of what matters there is few,
But Happiness for me is no more.

I can’t hate thou,
-I don’t’ want to.
I just love thou,
-I don’t want to.

“And thus it all became dark, the father of lies, the father of hate.
Never to retreat again, never to retry.
The slavery passion of his hoodwink heart ended with him… bit by bit he lost the way,
And at the end she ended with him.
Is disgusting what love can do, is disgusting you can control what you do, what you feel.
Never his, never his; she didn’t even care about his death.
She never even knew he existed at all, but he died for her.
And all for what? All for what?
For being lost in the fog of eternity? For never been even loved or known?
Is this supposed to be life?! Is this suppose to make us joy?!
It can happen to everyone of us, after all, love, that insipid feeling, we don’t feel it when we desire, we just feel it and that’s all.
In sand, in lies, in grief, in tears, in dark…
Good bye my love, if you read this the, one who died is me… wanna know my name?”

Part II – The Phantom

This love has turned in pain,
This love I had has made me my own slave.
- It was everything in vain!
Never for what I crave.

This love has turned in pain,
This love I had has made me my own slave.
- It was everything in vain!
Never for what I crave.

How can I even think?
How can I even think,
Your skin someday would be in my lips,
Your eyes would look upon this eclipse.

I cannot blame you anymore,
The one with hope was me.
-There was never hope,
Just a dream that slope
Into to the darkest pound.
The earth is stained with me,
I can see me body in lay…
Why do I still here?
Why can I still feel?
I am dead! Am I dead?

My soul floats in the ocean,
Of your careless dreaming.

Your roams won’t be forgotten.
In this eternal night of dreams.
Your roams won’t be forgotten.
You roamed in my heart once.

My soul floats in the ocean,
Of your…
No… they are my tears.

And the nightshade of what won’t be,
Still torments me.

I find no way out!
I FIND NO WAY OUT!

“The weeping tear of deafing silence,
Will forever be forgotten, no matter how loud it should scream out,
It won’t be hear by who need to be heard,
I killed my hopes, my joy, my life, I killed myself for you!
The cold wind covered my sorrow and dried my last cry, there won’t be remain,
There shall not be remain but a shattered heart in the snow,
Spotted by the red stain of the blood spilled,
The day I fell in love with you,
The day I carved my heart out.”

Part III – A beautiful lie, one last promise.

This love has turned in pain,
This love I had has made me my own slave.
- It was everything in vain!
Never for what I crave.

I see you arrive there,
Where my body lay.
You have tears in your eyes,
And the ice-cold of your blue,
Freezes every soul around.

You pat my face,
Say you are sorry.
Somehow I feel your warmth,
And you take my hand.

In the edge of this winter,
I found the truth of it.
At the other side it lies,
Trough Mountains and time.

I feel life in me again,
And I open my eyes.
You are there, all there for me.

You give me a hand to stand,
I take it and step in this sand.

I look around, you are not there,
You’ve never been there.
But this breath of life was real…
It was real…

I don’t know what fate have for me,
But I promise this is my last song for you.

Description
Part I – Death of a soul.

I gave my heart to a picture
Never to be listened.
I feel I have no future,
My path is not glistened.

I highlighted black stars on the flawless sky,
Wanting to avoid the night,
The beautiful night of light
Because every single star
Means something I cannot attain.

And while my dreams spilled beneath my feet,
I just cry and see them lay in defeat!
And I bleed, I just bleed!
Bleed illusion, breed confusion.

By silent steps, I try to run,
Run away from this shadow
That I whispered so blindly
Running up that endless meadow.

This love has turned in pain,
This love I had has made me my own slave.
- It was everything in vain!
Never for what I crave.

How can I even think?
How can I even think,
Your skin someday would be in my lips,
Your eyes would look upon this eclipse?

I cannot blame you anymore,
The one with hope was me.
-There was never hope,
Just a dream that slope
Into to the darkest pound.

I buried myself in my obsession,
I caged in my own passion.

I gave myself to you,
You ended with everything left on me.
Of what matters there is few,
But Happiness for me is no more.

I can’t hate thou,
-I don’t’ want to.
I just love thou,
-I don’t want to.

“And thus it all became dark, the father of lies, the father of hate.
Never to retreat again, never to retry.
The slavery passion of his hoodwink heart ended with him… bit by bit he lost the way,
And at the end she ended with him.
Is disgusting what love can do, is disgusting you can control what you do, what you feel.
Never his, never his; she didn’t even care about his death.
She never even knew he existed at all, but he died for her.
And all for what? All for what?
For being lost in the fog of eternity? For never been even loved or known?
Is this supposed to be life?! Is this suppose to make us joy?!
It can happen to everyone of us, after all, love, that insipid feeling, we don’t feel it when we desire, we just feel it and that’s all.
In sand, in lies, in grief, in tears, in dark…
Good bye my love, if you read this the, one who died is me… wanna know my name?”

Part II – The Phantom

This love has turned in pain,
This love I had has made me my own slave.
- It was everything in vain!
Never for what I crave.

This love has turned in pain,
This love I had has made me my own slave.
- It was everything in vain!
Never for what I crave.

How can I even think?
How can I even think,
Your skin someday would be in my lips,
Your eyes would look upon this eclipse.

I cannot blame you anymore,
The one with hope was me.
-There was never hope,
Just a dream that slope
Into to the darkest pound.
The earth is stained with me,
I can see me body in lay…
Why do I still here?
Why can I still feel?
I am dead! Am I dead?

My soul floats in the ocean,
Of your careless dreaming.

Your roams won’t be forgotten.
In this eternal night of dreams.
Your roams won’t be forgotten.
You roamed in my heart once.

My soul floats in the ocean,
Of your…
No… they are my tears.

And the nightshade of what won’t be,
Still torments me.

I find no way out!
I FIND NO WAY OUT!

“The weeping tear of deafing silence,
Will forever be forgotten, no matter how loud it should scream out,
It won’t be hear by who need to be heard,
I killed my hopes, my joy, my life, I killed myself for you!
The cold wind covered my sorrow and dried my last cry, there won’t be remain,
There shall not be remain but a shattered heart in the snow,
Spotted by the red stain of the blood spilled,
The day I fell in love with you,
The day I carved my heart out.”

Part III – A beautiful lie, one last promise.

This love has turned in pain,
This love I had has made me my own slave.
- It was everything in vain!
Never for what I crave.

I see you arrive there,
Where my body lay.
You have tears in your eyes,
And the ice-cold of your blue,
Freezes every soul around.

You pat my face,
Say you are sorry.
Somehow I feel your warmth,
And you take my hand.

In the edge of this winter,
I found the truth of it.
At the other side it lies,
Trough Mountains and time.

I feel life in me again,
And I open my eyes.
You are there, all there for me.

You give me a hand to stand,
I take it and step in this sand.

I look around, you are not there,
You’ve never been there.
But this breath of life was real…
It was real…

I don’t know what fate have for me,
But I promise this is my last song for you.