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//this was a while ago, and I’m much better now! But here’s the description from Instagram://

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I’ve been listening to Oktavia’s Cover of Melancholy of the literary boy for weeks now, mostly on the bus and, even though it reminds me how sad and miserable I am, I find comfort in it. The lyrics she based the translation on really resonate with me and it makes me reflect on recent events that have happened in my life. Part of that being, ending a 2 relationship between my ex and I. Reflecting on it, they were extremely emotionally abusive, as well as manipulative. But, I loved them. I loved them a lot..and it hurt me beyond what I imagined it to. We still continued to talk for a few weeks and they lashed out at me, being very malicious and well, just very hurtful to me. When they weren’t being like this, they kept mentioning when we were together, which made me very upset and lonely. It was a hard enough relationship. It being a long distance relationship with us miles and miles away from each other, made me miss them desperately. They were there for me when they weren’t being abusive, always trying to cheer me up, saying the most lovely things about me. They made me feel loved, and not alone. I had to cut ties with them, and if you know me well enough, you’d see this was extremely hard on me. The following weeks up to now, I’m still extremely lonely, unhappy, and just depressed. Since this is getting long, doesn’t make too much sense, and to not go into too many personal details about this situation I’m going to cut it here.
That’s all.
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Description
//this was a while ago, and I’m much better now! But here’s the description from Instagram://

“
[Big big vent ahead] -
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I’ve been listening to Oktavia’s Cover of Melancholy of the literary boy for weeks now, mostly on the bus and, even though it reminds me how sad and miserable I am, I find comfort in it. The lyrics she based the translation on really resonate with me and it makes me reflect on recent events that have happened in my life. Part of that being, ending a 2 relationship between my ex and I. Reflecting on it, they were extremely emotionally abusive, as well as manipulative. But, I loved them. I loved them a lot..and it hurt me beyond what I imagined it to. We still continued to talk for a few weeks and they lashed out at me, being very malicious and well, just very hurtful to me. When they weren’t being like this, they kept mentioning when we were together, which made me very upset and lonely. It was a hard enough relationship. It being a long distance relationship with us miles and miles away from each other, made me miss them desperately. They were there for me when they weren’t being abusive, always trying to cheer me up, saying the most lovely things about me. They made me feel loved, and not alone. I had to cut ties with them, and if you know me well enough, you’d see this was extremely hard on me. The following weeks up to now, I’m still extremely lonely, unhappy, and just depressed. Since this is getting long, doesn’t make too much sense, and to not go into too many personal details about this situation I’m going to cut it here.
That’s all.
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