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"Hell Bent On Misery"
by Beautiful World

"I'm not sad if you laugh at me
I have a sense of direction

It makes no difference if you don't agree
You can't see any future
You could be changing your destiny, except
You're hell bent on misery

There's a worth, a greatness in you
It's only fear that stops you breaking through

Douglas Bader reached for the sky
Beethoven heard notes in his mind's eye
Martin Luther gave his life to be free
But you, you're hell bent on misery

Will you stop hating yourself
Just because you think you don't make it

Look at your life all over the place
You like to wallow in self pity
So much to offer, it's plain as can be
You blindly refuse to see

Refrain

All these people refuse to give in
Defeat was not in their equation
You could change you have the key
But you, you're hell bent on misery"

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this song fit pretty well... and it is making me think. a lot... of course, that's kind of confusing because everything is so confusing to me right now. and this song makes me thiiiiiink. do i do what the song is talking about? do i have the key to change? i know i do... and it's so true... only fear is stopping me. only fear...

this image... the cut is not real. i'm not brave enough to cut myself that badly on my arm. plus, i don't cut myself on my arms. cutting isn't bad, so don't worry i also added a little bit of makeup around my eyes... to make myself look more tired than i already am... and stuff like that.

the rest... you can just come to your own conclusions.

¤3/28/04¤
edit - resized the image finally. this is one of my favs and it was one of the first taken with my new camera and i didn't like the size. so i did stuff and now it's easier to see and stuff.

Description
"Hell Bent On Misery"
by Beautiful World

"I'm not sad if you laugh at me
I have a sense of direction

It makes no difference if you don't agree
You can't see any future
You could be changing your destiny, except
You're hell bent on misery

There's a worth, a greatness in you
It's only fear that stops you breaking through

Douglas Bader reached for the sky
Beethoven heard notes in his mind's eye
Martin Luther gave his life to be free
But you, you're hell bent on misery

Will you stop hating yourself
Just because you think you don't make it

Look at your life all over the place
You like to wallow in self pity
So much to offer, it's plain as can be
You blindly refuse to see

Refrain

All these people refuse to give in
Defeat was not in their equation
You could change you have the key
But you, you're hell bent on misery"

-----------

this song fit pretty well... and it is making me think. a lot... of course, that's kind of confusing because everything is so confusing to me right now. and this song makes me thiiiiiink. do i do what the song is talking about? do i have the key to change? i know i do... and it's so true... only fear is stopping me. only fear...

this image... the cut is not real. i'm not brave enough to cut myself that badly on my arm. plus, i don't cut myself on my arms. cutting isn't bad, so don't worry i also added a little bit of makeup around my eyes... to make myself look more tired than i already am... and stuff like that.

the rest... you can just come to your own conclusions.

¤3/28/04¤
edit - resized the image finally. this is one of my favs and it was one of the first taken with my new camera and i didn't like the size. so i did stuff and now it's easier to see and stuff.