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I never thought you'd leave. You promised you never would.

My heart is too broken, it always has been. I shouldn't have hurt you the way I did.
I used to drink, just to cope with what I was doing to myself in your name.
Since you've been gone, my world fell apart. I need help.
Smiling was my only reaction to the pain, pretending this doesn't hurt.

You left me to my own devices. Yet I can't help but want you to come back.
One night changed my life, set off a terrible chain of events that would consume me.
Under normal circumstances, I'd have gotten through it. Though normally I had your words.

Caught in a web, I struggled to break free from a world I once knew, a world that killed me.
Love is bullshit. It's nothing more than a lie. A lie I've only heard stories of.
A lie I used to believe in. How foolish was I to think someone could see more than a beast?
Unlimited hope I held for the future. I worked myself into insanity to see a smile.
Doomed from the beginning my plans always are. I just wasn't strong enough.
I don't know anymore. I've changed. Become consumed by my anger and jealousy. I'm jaded.
And yet... I miss you. I still love you, after what you did. I'm so alone...

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I never thought you'd leave. You promised you never would.

My heart is too broken, it always has been. I shouldn't have hurt you the way I did.
I used to drink, just to cope with what I was doing to myself in your name.
Since you've been gone, my world fell apart. I need help.
Smiling was my only reaction to the pain, pretending this doesn't hurt.

You left me to my own devices. Yet I can't help but want you to come back.
One night changed my life, set off a terrible chain of events that would consume me.
Under normal circumstances, I'd have gotten through it. Though normally I had your words.

Caught in a web, I struggled to break free from a world I once knew, a world that killed me.
Love is bullshit. It's nothing more than a lie. A lie I've only heard stories of.
A lie I used to believe in. How foolish was I to think someone could see more than a beast?
Unlimited hope I held for the future. I worked myself into insanity to see a smile.
Doomed from the beginning my plans always are. I just wasn't strong enough.
I don't know anymore. I've changed. Become consumed by my anger and jealousy. I'm jaded.
And yet... I miss you. I still love you, after what you did. I'm so alone...