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Published: 2010-04-07 02:56:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 987; Favourites: 36; Downloads: 4
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Description How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

~James Blunt, Tears and Rain [link]

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No more procrastinating. I'm uploading it.

First off, please don't kill me. ._.

Um...I don't know what to say, honestly. I don't wanna ruin it by over explaining it.

But, here we go:

This is what happens when I'm artistically depressed. Also, what would have happened if I'd never ever healed this poor girl. (the world hates her. No, seriously. >.>)

This has been a hard piece for me to let anyone else see. It's been pretty much done for a few weeks, but I haven't been able to bring myself to upload it. (heck, I think I over worked it in my worry) I've been forced to work on this one in school, nightmare of all nightmares, where people look over my shoulder when I draw. I hate that enough when I'm doing frivolous nothings, let alone more personal pieces as such.

When I first did this, I went away for a minute and came back, saw it, and nearly started crying. I feel so bad for her. >.<

These are just various injuries she's acquired from role plays and the like. Time is supposed to heal, but no one gives her that luxury. ._.

~Imp~

15 (c) me
'9' (c) Shane Acker
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Comments: 37

StitchpunkGem [2018-12-31 17:49:25 +0000 UTC]

   Oh my.

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Circuitreats [2010-12-21 00:50:55 +0000 UTC]

This looks like a character from Tim Burton's "9" movie. Great job dude! i love this totaly fav! Wish I was this creative. I'm better at solving problems than I am at being original. Hey, can u give me any tips to help me with coming up with my own ideas?

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to Circuitreats [2010-12-21 20:18:51 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, it is my fan-character from "9" ^^ Thank you, I'm so glad you like it. ^^
I'm not so good with solving problems xD; But, a lot of what I do when I'm trying to be original is I take something I really like--a style (like, say Steampunk), an art concept (maybe like cross hatching), a movie or character (lol,"9"), or anything else that you get inspired by (you like Tim Burton, right?), and then just tweak it. You said you are good with problem solving. Look at these things, and think how you might make it better, or change it if it were your own. Then, just keep going with it until you have something that is completely your own. ^^
...I don't know if that made any sense xD;;;....

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Circuitreats In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-12-21 22:04:40 +0000 UTC]

Yes, that made sense, thank you! My problem is that when I make my drawings I get an idea and it's mine and all but after I make the characters I'm like "Hey, that looks kinda like the cheshire cat! Aww, man! " Cause I just feel bad like i'm stealing their characters or something...idk. and yes, I am a huge Tim Burton fan. Like for instence, I was doodling and before I knew it I mixed Jack skellington with freddy Krueger and it actually looks pretty cool, and I've got this cat thing...idk what it is, but it's definetly some sort of crazy cat, lol. My doodles are my favourites.

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to Circuitreats [2010-12-22 05:09:59 +0000 UTC]

You should definitely upload the doodles! That's where all the best stuff comes from xD
And, yeah, a lot of stuff feels like it's stealing, but if you keep tweaking and working it, it becomes your own.
A good way to develop characters is to fill out questionnaires, too. You can google 'character development sheet' and get all sorts of good stuff for that, and that helps you come up with new ones, too. (or, it does me anyway. xD) My favorite one is here [link] . It takes a lot of time, but it's DEFINITELY worth it ^^
There's also a bunch of creative-process web sites that are geared to helping you develop stories and characters, etc. ^^

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cookiecutter60 [2010-04-29 03:09:32 +0000 UTC]

Awwww don't die! the hug of life!!!

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to cookiecutter60 [2010-04-29 21:46:36 +0000 UTC]

^^ aw, thanks for sharking life-huggins!

~Imp~

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cookiecutter60 In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-04-29 21:48:10 +0000 UTC]

LOL np

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to cookiecutter60 [2010-04-29 21:48:49 +0000 UTC]

I adore your icon, btw!

~Imp~

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cookiecutter60 In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-04-29 21:51:33 +0000 UTC]

oh thank you very much. I like yours to! I think that episode has to be my second fave. I love the one where cheese is first coming in xDDDDD

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EVALIOSSUSS [2010-04-18 07:38:54 +0000 UTC]

Poor babeh!!! Oh 15 I love you dont die!!!

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to EVALIOSSUSS [2010-04-22 18:44:15 +0000 UTC]

^^ she won't die.
...I don't think...
(actually, I have a sort of idea of how she would die, but...)

~Imp~

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EVALIOSSUSS In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-04-22 21:55:15 +0000 UTC]

Really do tell/

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to EVALIOSSUSS [2010-04-24 04:41:54 +0000 UTC]

pfft, I dun wanna say it all publicly...
maybe via notes, but jeez...

~Imp~

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EVALIOSSUSS In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-04-24 13:44:28 +0000 UTC]

MY SPOON IS TO BIG!!

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to EVALIOSSUSS [2010-04-25 00:52:40 +0000 UTC]

LOL
I AM A BANANA!
(do you want me to note you?)

~Imp~

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EVALIOSSUSS In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-04-25 01:19:27 +0000 UTC]

suuuuuuuure~

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Setriuno [2010-04-08 08:40:26 +0000 UTC]

Even if it's just nuts and bolts. that's pretty disturbing. But beautifully made.

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to Setriuno [2010-04-08 19:39:51 +0000 UTC]

yeah, it is. >.>
But, thank you.

~Imp~

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9-The-Movie-34 [2010-04-07 22:49:06 +0000 UTC]

it's amazing and sad.
Beauty and represents anger in my way.

And I hate people hwo watched yo what you draw -____-;;
That's why I stab them with meh pen stabstabstabstab

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to 9-The-Movie-34 [2010-04-08 00:02:24 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. beautifully said.
and, yus. I try, but I'm too nice and end up pretending I'm stabbing a fly or something. -shot-

~Imp~

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9-The-Movie-34 In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-04-08 00:14:30 +0000 UTC]



Lol.

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NaturesRose [2010-04-07 21:41:05 +0000 UTC]

Awwww .

I'm gonna say "I'm sorry" in advance, 'cause I am usually one of those people who look over others' shoulders to see what they're drawing/writing/whatever XD .

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to NaturesRose [2010-04-08 00:02:52 +0000 UTC]

lol, it's alright. (me too, actually, and I want to shoot myself every time I slip up xD)

~Imp~

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NaturesRose In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-04-08 00:09:04 +0000 UTC]

I just find looking at other people drawing really fun, that's all.

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to NaturesRose [2010-04-08 00:17:48 +0000 UTC]

it is. I just know how nervous it makes people. lol

~Imp~

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NaturesRose In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-04-08 00:22:31 +0000 UTC]

Same here XD .

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Zanyathedemon [2010-04-07 21:40:18 +0000 UTC]

D: dont cry, imp!
i find it looks good though

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to Zanyathedemon [2010-04-08 00:03:26 +0000 UTC]

thank you. (I overworked her mouth, and it bugs me, but other than thta, I'm actually really happy with this piece)

~Imp~

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LoneWolf98 [2010-04-07 05:57:48 +0000 UTC]

awwwww so sad.... TT^TT ive drawn a few pictures of my ocs like this... when im angry or depressed...
and gosh i HATE it when kids look over my shoulder when i draw or shake the table... gr so anoying... >.<
but you have a right to let out you emotions artistically.
*hugs u*

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to LoneWolf98 [2010-04-07 14:07:29 +0000 UTC]

*hugs back* thanks so much.

~Imp~

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zerowindfox [2010-04-07 03:28:14 +0000 UTC]

About time you uploaded this, its been in your sketch book forever.

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to zerowindfox [2010-04-07 03:36:57 +0000 UTC]

yeah, well...

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CommentrArtist26 [2010-04-07 03:02:56 +0000 UTC]

aww...

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to CommentrArtist26 [2010-04-07 03:10:46 +0000 UTC]

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CommentrArtist26 In reply to FostersFan-Imp [2010-04-07 03:12:36 +0000 UTC]

i think it look awesome!

soooooooooooooooooo sad.

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FostersFan-Imp In reply to CommentrArtist26 [2010-04-07 03:13:10 +0000 UTC]

aw, thanks

~Imp~

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