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I just wanted to tell you guys my story of becoming an Atheist. Agnostic Atheist to be precise.

I'll admit, I started learning about Atheism from the internet. I like to watch DP and Jacklyn. But I think it's good to learn these things instead of covering my ears. My dad did NOT like this. I'm not allowed to watch YouTube Atheists but I do it anyways. I should have kept my mouth shut but I never think before I do. Now they know.

For about a month I would read the Bible and ask my dad questions. I can't anymore because he gets really mad when I do. He told me I had a smug look on my face whenever I asked a question he didn't have an answer to and that I was the main reason he got mad. I doubted he would be able to answer them all but I wasn't trying to start anything. Most of the time I stay quiet about my Atheism.

A few days ago at my Grandma's house one of them brought up Christianity. I would have stayed out of it but dad HAD to drag me in. He still got mad whenever I said anything. He really wants to change me. But Grandma and Grandpa were both surprisingly open minded. I was relieved. Sometimes they had to interrupt dad because he wouldn't let me answer his questions. I was told he wants to talk to me about it but he always gets mad and it just makes everything worse.

It was over when they let me believe what I wanted. I still think I should have shut up from the beginning. Maybe I just wanted to be wrong about God. Trust me, I think if God wanted to "save" me he would. But unless he comes to me in some form or another it's not savior.

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I'll probably remake this later... stamp template: sergeant-mcfluffers.deviantart…

I just wanted to tell you guys my story of becoming an Atheist. Agnostic Atheist to be precise.

I'll admit, I started learning about Atheism from the internet. I like to watch DP and Jacklyn. But I think it's good to learn these things instead of covering my ears. My dad did NOT like this. I'm not allowed to watch YouTube Atheists but I do it anyways. I should have kept my mouth shut but I never think before I do. Now they know.

For about a month I would read the Bible and ask my dad questions. I can't anymore because he gets really mad when I do. He told me I had a smug look on my face whenever I asked a question he didn't have an answer to and that I was the main reason he got mad. I doubted he would be able to answer them all but I wasn't trying to start anything. Most of the time I stay quiet about my Atheism.

A few days ago at my Grandma's house one of them brought up Christianity. I would have stayed out of it but dad HAD to drag me in. He still got mad whenever I said anything. He really wants to change me. But Grandma and Grandpa were both surprisingly open minded. I was relieved. Sometimes they had to interrupt dad because he wouldn't let me answer his questions. I was told he wants to talk to me about it but he always gets mad and it just makes everything worse.

It was over when they let me believe what I wanted. I still think I should have shut up from the beginning. Maybe I just wanted to be wrong about God. Trust me, I think if God wanted to "save" me he would. But unless he comes to me in some form or another it's not savior.