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WOOF--look at her original art ; it's nasty
Anyways, Holly is a medical proxy of steampunk112 's Santaman !! (and girlfriend of their Merciless Anne)

Dr. Holly's full name is Holly Anne Xavier. She was born into a biracial household and was very close with her paternal grandmother. However, due to severe bullying and familial issues, Holly developed debilitating anxiety attacks when she would become stressed. These attacks could go so far as to send her into a minor psychoses where she could hear voices. Holly would have to be homeschooled for the rest of her high school career, and she would move into her grandmother's house as her parents sorted things out at home. After this, Holly would only be able to visit her parents on holidays.
One particular Christmas Eve, Holly would receive news that she could go back home. She was so excited and got into the car that night to head back home, deciding to get her belongings the next day. However, that night, her family's car would suddenly fly off the icy roads and crashed into the forest. Holly Anne would wake up the next morning in the hospital, alone. Christmas day was a nightmare she couldn't awake from.
The only positive that came from Holly's accident was that her experience shaped her career goals. After spending so long under the care of gentle doctors and nurses, she began to aspire to join them in the field of medicine. While in the hospital, she received the best care she had ever had in her life; she didn't want to let that go. So, despite dealing with so much mental stress and massive weight gain (due to medications and being bedridden for so long), she studied her ass off. Holly craved the calm she had felt during her time as a patient.
When Holly entered university, money was more than tight. She wasn't able to receive the scholarships she required to attend school, so Holly took on multiple jobs to make sure she got her degree. Her mental health was getting worse, and her anxiety attacks became more frequent. She struggled to keep her grades up. Holly was starting to become desperate. So, during the Black Friday rush at her retail job, Holly took advantage of the situation. Throughout the night, she slowly siphoned money from the cash registers. That night, she left her crappy part-time job having grabbed $3k unnoticed. Then it became worse and worse. Holly was trusted at her work, no one suspected that she might be the one stealing. Suspicions ran high, someone had to take the blame. Holly refused to crack. She became more bold, taking more. Holly didn't care what happened as long as she was able to make it through college. By Christmas Eve, Holly had stole a total of $12k. That night, everyone was brought into the break room for a talk. Since they were unable to catch the culprit, the company decided to let a portion of their employees go--the ones they deemed the most untrustworthy. Holly sat there and said nothing while they handed a pink slip to 12 low-income, ex-con, and or elderly workers. None of these workers would receive a Christmas bonus, as to cover the stolen revenue.
After that interaction, Holly remembers going outside into the cold to throw up. She had a meltdown; shivering, crying, screaming. Why was it so hard? Why did it have to be this way? She wished she could disappear. That's when it appeared. It was a long, snow-white figure dressed in a red gown. It dragged chains behind him which rattled deafeningly. Holly was horrified. It had no face. She couldn't move. Holly knew it was coming for her. She passed out.
Holly woke up strapped to an examination table. Was she in the hospital? She could hear movement, but other than the harsh white light shining on her, all she could see was black. That's when she felt an unimaginable pain on her left thigh; her skin was lit of fire, scorched, branded. Holly let out a petrified scream. That's when she saw the creature again. His outline was towering above her, but she was in too much pain to be scared. Holly ripped at her restraints, screaming at the creature to help her, profusely apologizing, crying, hyperventilating, begging for it to end, promising that she'd do anything. Then the burning stopped. Her restraints were loosened, and she sat up, sobbing. When she looked up, she could see 2 women in the room with her. One was sat in the shadows, brandishing a sniper rifle, her red hair tied back in a ponytail. The other stood right in front of Holly, she had pale skin and dark, cold eyes. She handed Holly a clipboard and candy cane colored pen. It was an application...for becoming a medical...proxy?

Headcanon tiime--

Sadly, the problems at home were regarding her mother's struggle with alcoholism; it got so bad the parents were aiming for a divorce, but they instead went to couple's therapy and Holly's mother was on the road to recovery after successfully going to rehab. Because of Holly's condition, they didn't want her to see her mother's withdrawals and their arguments/emotional breakdowns. The Christmas they died was also a celebration of Holly's mother's first full year of sobriety.
More sad news, Holly was bullied for being outed as a Lesbian as well as being biracial. The person who revealed this information was her own crush and best friend..
Before gaining weight, Holly was actually underweight--she's so much happier as a thick goddess!!
Holly brews everyone cocoa before bed
She probably plays Animal Crossing (her favorite villager is Freckles)

Description
WOOF--look at her original art ; it's nasty
Anyways, Holly is a medical proxy of steampunk112 's Santaman !! (and girlfriend of their Merciless Anne)

Dr. Holly's full name is Holly Anne Xavier. She was born into a biracial household and was very close with her paternal grandmother. However, due to severe bullying and familial issues, Holly developed debilitating anxiety attacks when she would become stressed. These attacks could go so far as to send her into a minor psychoses where she could hear voices. Holly would have to be homeschooled for the rest of her high school career, and she would move into her grandmother's house as her parents sorted things out at home. After this, Holly would only be able to visit her parents on holidays.
One particular Christmas Eve, Holly would receive news that she could go back home. She was so excited and got into the car that night to head back home, deciding to get her belongings the next day. However, that night, her family's car would suddenly fly off the icy roads and crashed into the forest. Holly Anne would wake up the next morning in the hospital, alone. Christmas day was a nightmare she couldn't awake from.
The only positive that came from Holly's accident was that her experience shaped her career goals. After spending so long under the care of gentle doctors and nurses, she began to aspire to join them in the field of medicine. While in the hospital, she received the best care she had ever had in her life; she didn't want to let that go. So, despite dealing with so much mental stress and massive weight gain (due to medications and being bedridden for so long), she studied her ass off. Holly craved the calm she had felt during her time as a patient.
When Holly entered university, money was more than tight. She wasn't able to receive the scholarships she required to attend school, so Holly took on multiple jobs to make sure she got her degree. Her mental health was getting worse, and her anxiety attacks became more frequent. She struggled to keep her grades up. Holly was starting to become desperate. So, during the Black Friday rush at her retail job, Holly took advantage of the situation. Throughout the night, she slowly siphoned money from the cash registers. That night, she left her crappy part-time job having grabbed $3k unnoticed. Then it became worse and worse. Holly was trusted at her work, no one suspected that she might be the one stealing. Suspicions ran high, someone had to take the blame. Holly refused to crack. She became more bold, taking more. Holly didn't care what happened as long as she was able to make it through college. By Christmas Eve, Holly had stole a total of $12k. That night, everyone was brought into the break room for a talk. Since they were unable to catch the culprit, the company decided to let a portion of their employees go--the ones they deemed the most untrustworthy. Holly sat there and said nothing while they handed a pink slip to 12 low-income, ex-con, and or elderly workers. None of these workers would receive a Christmas bonus, as to cover the stolen revenue.
After that interaction, Holly remembers going outside into the cold to throw up. She had a meltdown; shivering, crying, screaming. Why was it so hard? Why did it have to be this way? She wished she could disappear. That's when it appeared. It was a long, snow-white figure dressed in a red gown. It dragged chains behind him which rattled deafeningly. Holly was horrified. It had no face. She couldn't move. Holly knew it was coming for her. She passed out.
Holly woke up strapped to an examination table. Was she in the hospital? She could hear movement, but other than the harsh white light shining on her, all she could see was black. That's when she felt an unimaginable pain on her left thigh; her skin was lit of fire, scorched, branded. Holly let out a petrified scream. That's when she saw the creature again. His outline was towering above her, but she was in too much pain to be scared. Holly ripped at her restraints, screaming at the creature to help her, profusely apologizing, crying, hyperventilating, begging for it to end, promising that she'd do anything. Then the burning stopped. Her restraints were loosened, and she sat up, sobbing. When she looked up, she could see 2 women in the room with her. One was sat in the shadows, brandishing a sniper rifle, her red hair tied back in a ponytail. The other stood right in front of Holly, she had pale skin and dark, cold eyes. She handed Holly a clipboard and candy cane colored pen. It was an application...for becoming a medical...proxy?

Headcanon tiime--

Sadly, the problems at home were regarding her mother's struggle with alcoholism; it got so bad the parents were aiming for a divorce, but they instead went to couple's therapy and Holly's mother was on the road to recovery after successfully going to rehab. Because of Holly's condition, they didn't want her to see her mother's withdrawals and their arguments/emotional breakdowns. The Christmas they died was also a celebration of Holly's mother's first full year of sobriety.
More sad news, Holly was bullied for being outed as a Lesbian as well as being biracial. The person who revealed this information was her own crush and best friend..
Before gaining weight, Holly was actually underweight--she's so much happier as a thick goddess!!
Holly brews everyone cocoa before bed
She probably plays Animal Crossing (her favorite villager is Freckles)