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Published: 2016-03-04 22:22:42 +0000 UTC; Views: 1387; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 24
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Even if I'm nice nearly the whole time,Even if I try to be cheerful,Β
Even if I always try to help people which I love more than everything else.
Sometimes my issues and depressions start to eat me from the inside of the rest from thisΒ shambles of my heart
My inner self can't handle all this and my Masquerade start to crumble. Then you can see my sadness and from pain signed heart.
It's a kinda hopless masquerade.
This is one of this moments when I'm just depressed and when I see that I'm definitly not strong.
I made this picture a while ago but decided to upload it now because my mood just fits it so yeah.
I'm not really a person to show how I feel to everyone but this time I just wanted to do it I guess~
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My dear little sister just let it out
tell me what your troubles are all about
Cry if you need to my dear.
Big sister will be there to dry your tears
Scream and shout if you need to
I know what you say is true
So much pain you bare here
But losing you is one of my biggest fears
Now little sister it's ok
See us all around you like an anime
You don't need to carry this burden alone.
Head held high let me walk you to your throne.
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Nah, I already had professional help and I still have professional help~
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Thankies~ *hug*
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Your welcome, *hugs back*
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*comforts you* there, there, it's ok. if there's anything i can do to cheer you up, just ask.
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Saki you know me and Loner and everyone else care for you and will help you no matter what it was were always here to talk to you and cheer you up. Β Remember that we are here for you and will help at the drop of a hat. If you ever want to talk to me just send me either pm on skype or here on DA.
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I really appreciate you're all there for me..but I think it's one of my problems. I'm not sure everytime if other people really care about me..I mean I don't want to sound rude against you or somebody else from the group. But my fear for trusting people and being left behind is very very big and it's hard for me. I fear that I like you all but maybe you don't like me and I feel dumb when I ask so often.
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I understand what you mean I know plenty of people who think the same as you do but I can promise you this. You and I are friends and as your friend it is my job to make sure you are cared for. I have known what it is like to be stuck in a world of darkness alone. When I got out of it I promised myself that I would never let any of my friends ever experience that. So that is why I am here to help you in any way I can.
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I sure damn care about you, Saki, even if we had recently met! 
If you want, I can do a drawing for you, to cheer you up! That is, if you allow me to, Saki!
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Saki, I hope you get better soon! ^^
And this picture sure shows how you are filling, right now. I do have this kind of moments, but I try my best to not let them bring me down.
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Very touching and poignant . Its a hard, heavy burden to have an appearance of strength and determination when inside you are breaking. Great work on the piece and as always, I wish you the very best.
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You can't keep letting these feelings eat away at you. If you do, nothing ever changes. At least if you do something then things might start moving in the right direction.
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It's more to easy say it than to do it~
It's not that I don't try to change or that I ignore your help or the help from someone else, it's just that I'm broken and it's hard to stuck all this little pieces into a whole thing again.
I really really try with every strength I still have to fight all this feelings but sometimes I just can't be strong anymore.
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