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grouchywolfpup — Paranoia

Published: 2010-10-29 00:52:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 1598; Favourites: 69; Downloads: 0
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Description This was inspired by the lovely 's piece, [link] , because at the time that I looked at it, I was also in emotional distress, and the tone this image really struck me hard. She is a lovely artist, and I suggest you go take a look at her gallery.

I'm feeling much better now, though So no worries.
Honestly, the sadness that inspired this piece lasted all but an hour, tops. Silly boy decided that he wanted to date another girl, and I found out about it, but decided that I'd give him a chance to make a decision or bring it up. But did he after the few days that passed? No So I did! lol. I really wasn't even sad about him being gone, to be honest. I mean I did like him, but... I dunno. For me, it crushes me more knowing that ONCE AGAIN, I am the backup girl. I have been one-up'd by other girls so many times, it is flat out ridiculous. Up until now, I always pictured myself married in the future, possibly with adopted kids, but now I'm really only setting the bar as high to have a shepard breed of dog and a place to myself with a career as a graphic designer. No men period. And that makes me a little sad. :<

Also, it has come to my attention that I bottle my emotions up, pretty badly. I have so many walls up, I don't even remember who I am, unless I'm with my best friends. So, I'm gonna work on that. C':

Good luck reading those words XD bad handwriting...

Megan (character pictured) (c) ~grouchywolfpup
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Comments: 13

IceStormWolf [2010-11-06 21:08:34 +0000 UTC]

this looks amazing~ megan looks adorable (but sad) and you're handwriting is perfectly fine
I'm sorry you're the backup girl, I'm glad you being upset over that didn't last long, but I know exactly how you feel, I've never been the backup to any boy, (because i've never had a boy) but I have been to my friends~ And I'm glad you were able to get over your sadness~ and if it makes you feel any better, setting your bar low only means that when something good finally happens, you'll feel even more surprised then if you were expecting something to happen :3
i'll be surprised if any of that makes any sense ~

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psychofoxpickle [2010-11-05 21:21:34 +0000 UTC]

omg his si sooooooooo good ITS SO GOOOOD!!

and i love the colors 0-0 *faints from how awesome u are*

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micalakp [2010-10-30 15:14:46 +0000 UTC]

omg i just feel in love with your coloring 0.0
i just love it !!

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sannedoggy [2010-10-30 13:30:23 +0000 UTC]

aaw
realy nice work ^^

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Luminanza [2010-10-30 13:03:06 +0000 UTC]

Your words suits me thoughts so well, you have no idea! x( Ohwell, dont wanna think about that! XD

Its good that youre feeling better!!:'D And I like this, even though its.. sad, and not very.. I dunno, cheerful? Its still colorful and whatnot, Im as always horrible at explaining, lol XD

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Fukari [2010-10-29 20:33:08 +0000 UTC]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw! ;A; I WANNA HUG YOU, MEGAN!

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x-Lucky-Girl-x [2010-10-29 15:56:51 +0000 UTC]

It's beautiful Great work!

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Kri2120 [2010-10-29 02:09:19 +0000 UTC]

have i mentioned i love the fluffy top of her head

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grouchywolfpup In reply to Kri2120 [2010-10-29 16:18:39 +0000 UTC]

Aren't fohawks just love? haha

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Kri2120 In reply to grouchywolfpup [2010-10-30 15:42:45 +0000 UTC]

they are. its adorable xD

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Weird-Honey [2010-10-29 00:54:37 +0000 UTC]

wow i did a paranioa pic today too XD this is awesome~

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grouchywolfpup In reply to Weird-Honey [2010-10-29 00:56:51 +0000 UTC]

It's because we're all itching for friday to get here... haha C:
Thanks

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Weird-Honey In reply to grouchywolfpup [2010-10-29 01:00:31 +0000 UTC]

haha yes and np ^^

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