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Published: 2020-02-13 23:30:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 606; Favourites: 60; Downloads: 3
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Description "Эпитафия"
Я решила нарисовать кое-что детализированное^^" Мне хотелось каждый ёбаный цветочек вырисовать с деталями. Этот рис рисовался с сентября по ноябрь - он меня оочень утомил-_- Особенно потому что он рисовался в самый пик моей ебаной болезни.. Болезнь усложняла рисование, особенно тремор рук Рисовать этот рис было сложно... я никогда не рисовала такие детализированные рисунки0.0 Я очень старалась над ним.
Этот рис посвящается моим очень сложным грустным чувствам, что я испытываю Постоянно чувствую что-то тёмное, страшное будто меня окружает смерть, ощущение наступающей смерти... Вот и назван рисунок так.
Здесь изображён мой персонаж - Кость.
"Я возьму и упаду где-нибудь среди цветов..." - Епитафия, так сказал Кость.
Нарисовано под музыку Strapping Young Lad и Nile
English
I decided to draw something detailed^^" I really wanted to draw every fucking flower with details. This drawing was drawn from September to November - I'm veery tired-_- Especially because it was drawn at the very peak of my fucking illness.. The disease complicated my draw, especially hand tremor It was difficult to draw this drawing... I never draw such detailed drawings0.0 I tried my best.
This drawing is dedicated to my very complex sad feelings that I feel I constantly feel something dark, scary, as if death surrounds me, the feeling of impending death... Therefore this drawing is named so.
Here is my character - Kost.
"I'll fall somewhere among the flowers..." - Epitaph, Kost said so.
Drawn to music by Strapping Young Lad and Nile
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Comments: 40

Okamikiba18 [2020-03-03 12:48:07 +0000 UTC]

I totally agree with the previous commenters, this drawing is great and well detailed! It has something dreamy. Other beautiful things are the wide amount of shades/colours; the bottom-up(?) perspective, which makes the character looking bigger; the fish-eye effect in the bg, which conveys the attention to the main subject I read they are not furry, so what are them? Is it a new species? Think they have something of the Atzec gods in their look.
It is incredible how such colourful works can be due to such sad and painful feelings: I do hope you'll manage to get over your illness, soon and well

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Magnus-and-Spark [2020-03-02 16:27:06 +0000 UTC]

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Grox-12 In reply to Magnus-and-Spark [2020-03-02 21:41:52 +0000 UTC]

Хехе, спасибки!))

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Lumiera52 [2020-02-24 12:40:20 +0000 UTC]

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Grox-12 In reply to Lumiera52 [2020-02-28 20:57:11 +0000 UTC]

Ох спасибо большое!!!^_^

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Xocotzin-R [2020-02-17 07:48:24 +0000 UTC]

wow, this work really shows all the effort and detail you have given it, it was worth it because the result is simply beautiful :0


I love how warm and cold colors contrast in the image, a great work without a doubt of which your time is reflected


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Grox-12 In reply to Xocotzin-R [2020-02-19 23:21:57 +0000 UTC]

Awww thanks my friend!!!
And thanks for the your opinion))

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Xocotzin-R In reply to Grox-12 [2020-03-07 03:37:42 +0000 UTC]

youre welcome c:

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Davicu [2020-02-15 18:36:13 +0000 UTC]

The whole drawing its just amazing!

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Grox-12 In reply to Davicu [2020-02-19 23:20:07 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!))

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Hocrea [2020-02-14 20:58:50 +0000 UTC]

WOW look at all those details !  
That must have taken you a lot of time to colour !
I really like how the flowers and the character have so many details since they are in front and it gets less detailed in the back ( it's a really a nice touch )  
You did such an amazing job my dear, I love it  
And I hope you'll get better soon   

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Grox-12 In reply to Hocrea [2020-02-19 23:19:23 +0000 UTC]

AWW! Thanks so much))) Oh hehe) 
Yeah... I really tired to draw this details
Thanks for your opinion, my dear friend^_^

I hope too Thanks for the support!

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Hocrea In reply to Grox-12 [2020-02-20 20:55:56 +0000 UTC]

Anytime my dear     

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Grox-12 In reply to Hocrea [2020-02-20 21:14:33 +0000 UTC]

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NightDragon07 [2020-02-14 17:17:33 +0000 UTC]

Oh my! This is so beautiful and sad at the same time. I really love all those details, and all these flowers it must have taken so much time and you must have had a lot of patience to do them.
I'm sorry to hear that your illness causes you problems to complete this drawing. I hope you feel better now, and that this illness is cured.

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Grox-12 In reply to NightDragon07 [2020-02-19 23:14:40 +0000 UTC]

Awww very very THANKS, my friend!
Oh yes - I tired to draw itDX I thought I would never finish it...
Really, it is cured??? Ohh.. but I feel more and more new symptoms of my illness Sorry to say that

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NightDragon07 In reply to Grox-12 [2020-02-20 17:35:29 +0000 UTC]

You're most welcome my friend.
I believe you when you say that, it must have been super long to draw all these flowers.
Oh no, I'm sorry to hear you feel more new symptoms of your illness, I really wish you get better.

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Grox-12 In reply to NightDragon07 [2020-02-20 21:18:18 +0000 UTC]

^_^
Only if I will go to another country with better medicine... But thanks so much, friend for your sweety words!))

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NightDragon07 In reply to Grox-12 [2020-02-21 17:54:31 +0000 UTC]

Sorry to hear that the medicine sucks in your country.
You're most welcome my friend.

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Grox-12 In reply to NightDragon07 [2020-02-22 23:01:49 +0000 UTC]

Yep, it's not a France-_-

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Kiohels [2020-02-14 08:15:02 +0000 UTC]

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Grox-12 In reply to Kiohels [2020-02-19 23:08:20 +0000 UTC]

Awww thanks!!!
I hope too...

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KunYKA [2020-02-14 07:19:21 +0000 UTC]

Гарно ноги вийшли, і кігті теж. Фон шикарний.
Прекрасно!

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Grox-12 In reply to KunYKA [2020-02-19 23:07:21 +0000 UTC]

Дуже дякую!!!
Рада, що подобається^_^

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TheCreatureOfHabit [2020-02-14 03:33:16 +0000 UTC]

You did amazing work with this. I feel like I could look at this drawing for hours and still find something new to appreciate about it. The chaos is very tangible, almost similar to something like Starry Night, where the sky and nature are turbulent and spinning around the main character, almost smothering them. It's amazing and I love it. ♥

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Grox-12 In reply to TheCreatureOfHabit [2020-02-19 23:06:19 +0000 UTC]

Oh aww - thanks so much for your amazing comment, my friend!!!

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vanillacreations [2020-02-14 02:47:08 +0000 UTC]

This is such an amazing drawing and the details are super impressive 
as always I love your art style so so much <333

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Grox-12 In reply to vanillacreations [2020-02-14 10:55:43 +0000 UTC]

Aww thanks!))

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vanillacreations In reply to Grox-12 [2020-02-14 22:16:37 +0000 UTC]

Your very welcome <3333

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Grox-12 In reply to vanillacreations [2020-02-18 22:58:40 +0000 UTC]

^_^

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vanillacreations In reply to Grox-12 [2020-02-19 02:09:59 +0000 UTC]

<3333333

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XenoCreations [2020-02-13 23:42:51 +0000 UTC]

Oh my FUCKING DAWG MAN!! I LOVE how dynamic you’ve made the field of flowers and the amount of detail you definitely input, this makes me feel like I’m in a fairy tale land or some magical place. You’ve really outdone yourself on this even if that shitting illness got in your way of completing this piece. I’m freaking proud of you for THIS!!   

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Grox-12 In reply to XenoCreations [2020-02-13 23:52:11 +0000 UTC]

Ohh... So many THANKS my friend for this support!!!

It's means a lot to me... I'm very glad what you like this details^^"
Thank-you, thanks))

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XenoCreations In reply to Grox-12 [2020-02-16 01:08:43 +0000 UTC]

 

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Grox-12 In reply to XenoCreations [2020-02-18 22:28:52 +0000 UTC]

Aww so cute foxies there!!!^_^
But I'm not an furry shit..

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XenoCreations In reply to Grox-12 [2020-02-18 22:53:18 +0000 UTC]

I know that lol, I just like the emoticon.^^,

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Grox-12 In reply to XenoCreations [2020-02-18 23:11:13 +0000 UTC]

Ok, sorry!!

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XenoCreations In reply to Grox-12 [2020-02-19 01:32:41 +0000 UTC]

It’s ok.^^

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8OV [2020-02-13 23:33:08 +0000 UTC]

your poor wrists D: such amazing detail in this. your color aesthetic is fantastic as always. incredible work, especially considering what you are physically and psychologically dealing with.

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Grox-12 In reply to 8OV [2020-02-13 23:35:47 +0000 UTC]

Oh awww... many thanks my friend for such words)))

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