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Description Although I do kind of wish that you coulda run round Crispin's head in the game, I appreciate how damn difficult it must have been to make the minds available so strikingly different from each other, and give every character their own issues and stories. That's half the reason Psychonauts rocks so much. In the RPG I do, I gave Crispin a weird fear of moths, a history of delusional parasitosis attacks, and this memory to explain both.

I did want to have a go at one of Crispin's memory vaults, though. I don't generally do sad stuff, but there is actually a lot of dark stuff in the game, so. I'm not saying Crispin's a bastard just because he thinks he killed his sister, or even that's the one reason he went crazy, to me that's as dim as saying, to misquote Jhonen V, 'Nny kills like the damned cuz he was pantsed at skool.' But, in the thinkings out I did while drawing this, I made up about Emily because I thought there should be some kind of Thing he feels bad about, although he's wrapped it up so tightly that he never thinks about it day-to-day. Something that needs exorcising. Crispin's a conniving little weasel because that's who he is, but all this is is the idea that this happening in the autumn when he was twelve that started him off down that path.

I used the frames and mottling from the game files, and I had to have a brain-hurtingly good look at the way the other titles were written to make this new one up. I dislike panel 5, because his head is too big, and my favorite has got to be 8.

Crispin Whytehead and all things Psychonauty are (c)Tim Schafer, Scott Campell, and Double Fine.

EDIT 28/03/08 I'm moving this to scraps, mainly because my ideas of Crispin's history have changed a lot since this piece. Que sera...
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Comments: 34

Twistanturnu [2009-09-01 19:43:39 +0000 UTC]

I wish Crispin's mind was avalible to explore too- Loboto and Crispin's minds were TAUNTING me, I say!!!
Okay, that's a bit much, but I still really wanted to go into them.
I am amazed by this, it looks identical to a real Memory Vault. You should be insanely proud of yourself.
It actually made me tear up a little. Poor Crispin :'(

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outlawgirl265 [2009-02-06 18:07:35 +0000 UTC]

Wow. Tim Schafer commissioned you for any artwork lately? ^__^

This makes me feel like I just popped open someone's vault in real life. Ah, the sweet scent of victory and being a Psychonaut!! *delusional*

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NakkiStiltz [2008-05-29 22:05:19 +0000 UTC]

Gawd... I feel so bad for Crispin. )': What's his story nowadays?

....*wants to pet his little boy hair*

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bookdust [2008-04-14 05:19:51 +0000 UTC]

Wow this is an amazing piece. I love Psychonauts and to this is just so awesome! Truly Psychonauts' fan are of a different breed. I never thought much about Crispin, but your work sheds some light on him. Which I guess is what art is about: giving light to a subject.

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halley42 In reply to bookdust [2008-04-14 07:43:13 +0000 UTC]

thanks!

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Lou0 [2007-11-17 21:00:49 +0000 UTC]

Wow, from the sounds of it you really thought it through, impressive.
Yeah I was dissapointed when I couldn't go through Crispin's mind .
But I love this concept a lot, now I don't dislike him so much

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Zosalot [2007-08-25 04:58:32 +0000 UTC]

I love when people do memory vaults. I think Crispin looks cute here too. And I wish we could go into his head too. He just stood there. We couldn't see what made him human. That is why Psychonauts is as amazing as it is. Not only is every character full of life, but we even get to see what makes them human. You showed a good point. I like what you used on the vault.

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lint [2007-07-01 04:26:21 +0000 UTC]

This is awesome. I always liked Crispin, but he was skipped. D: I'm sure they wanted to do his mind at first, but had to do without it.

Very interesting and well done!

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Littlest-Elder-God [2007-04-08 06:57:09 +0000 UTC]

Wholly madness!
Me and my buddy came up with a crazy back story for em to... Only ours involed cults, divorced parents, saints, demons, fires, and was pretty much a cross over between psychonauts and a game series called Silent hill (which I would recomend BTW)
I ronicly enough, one of the charecters, from the third SH, looked and sounded like a realistic female version of Crispin (seriously, here's a link to a pic of her ([link] ) we, maybe its not the best, and her forehead isn't as big, but after playing the game for hours on end and listening to her voice, the simalarities are uncanny) So, I made that lady his twin sister.
Even though their parents had devoiced only a month before they were born, Claudia (SH lady) and Crispin tried to stay good friends. Claudia was forced to stay with her abusive and insane father while Crispin stayed with their mother back in the UK, but they tried to stay in touch, and.... Damn, I'm blabbering again. Sorry, I jus drank half of a 24oz energy drink and I cant stop shaking XD
but anyways, this looks like offical art, seriously! And lil Crispy juz lookes so adorableXD and his forehead lookes a little more normal. Poor kid, that thing'll probably never stop growing XD
(BTW, I have a friend whoes afraid of moths)

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halley42 In reply to Littlest-Elder-God [2007-04-08 19:05:40 +0000 UTC]

I totally get what you're saying about this Claudia lady. She's creepy, pale, and has more than her fair share of forehead allowance. i know what you mean about her voice, too. thank you for all the comments!

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Littlest-Elder-God In reply to halley42 [2007-04-08 21:58:34 +0000 UTC]

XD I'm glad someone agrees with me^^

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jameson9101322 [2007-02-21 16:30:26 +0000 UTC]

I meant to favorite this a long time ago. Its so good, it makes me really want to get into Crispin's head.

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Aceles [2006-06-03 02:52:01 +0000 UTC]

I absolutely love this! It looks exactly like the memory vaults in the game. They were always my favorite things to find, since I was always so curious about whatever unfortunate thing had driven the person nuts. Awesome!

P.S: Poor Crispin. ._. I know someone who's afraid of butterflies. XD Close!

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Llamachik [2006-06-02 04:23:02 +0000 UTC]

You see, I was raised in one of those families where we're not allowed to have video games. Or sugary cereal. It was a HUGE treat to get frosted flakes. I mean HUGE. You have never seen children this excited by frosted flakes.
And I was okay with that. I had my cheerios, and lots of free time to do more exciting things. Like play with bricks.
And then, I start reading about Psychonauts. It sounds like fun. A lot of fun. More fun even than bricks. And my happiness bubble is broken.
You broke my happy bubble. I hope you know that.

(Oh, but as always, I love your art. Much love.)

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halley42 In reply to Llamachik [2006-06-02 09:02:50 +0000 UTC]

I do not think I have ever seen frosted flakes within the threshold of my house, either. My parents were of the unfathomable opinion that they were bad for the teeth. So now I have no fillings but I am so unused to artificial flavourings that I can get high off a single Oreo.
I am sorry that I broke your happy bubble. *gives glue*

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CluelesssEvil [2006-06-01 22:21:10 +0000 UTC]

woh thats pretty wild... this game u speak of... i don't think i've really herd of it.

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Felolira [2006-06-01 03:07:59 +0000 UTC]

i wanna play that game!

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halley42 In reply to Felolira [2006-06-01 09:25:05 +0000 UTC]

It's an amazing game.

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Felolira In reply to halley42 [2006-06-01 15:52:23 +0000 UTC]

where can i get it?

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halley42 In reply to Felolira [2006-06-01 16:38:36 +0000 UTC]

Well, Psychonauts came out in the States a while ago, I got it when it came out in the UK last month. I got it in a Virgin, I guess just try your local games place.

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VykkerLady [2006-05-30 14:00:36 +0000 UTC]

aww poor crispin *hug* and poor emily *more hugs*
i love how you drew baby crispin... i wanna play with his hair XD

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Davio [2006-05-30 10:50:52 +0000 UTC]

I love the grim, dirty lensed style. eez deleeshious.

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ShiCat [2006-05-30 05:30:35 +0000 UTC]

I like how you made the reel look exactly like the ones in the game! :3

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Turquoisephoenix [2006-05-30 03:47:14 +0000 UTC]

Heee...I remember that JV quote. =3 *nerd*

Oh man, I remember hearing about this in a chat. The moment I heard it, I was intrigued, partly because, hey, we all have this kind of guilt when a loved one dies, and even moreso when we're there when they die...it kind of twists you.

The last panel just rocks in terms of atmosphere. You can almost hear sinister children laughing and those creepy nightmares from Milla's level going "WHY DID YOU LET ME DIE?" "I LOVE YOU!" "CRISSSSSSPIN!" and various happy stuff like that.

Anyways, excellent job.

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Theblackmistrules [2006-05-30 02:25:32 +0000 UTC]

awww how sad...poor Crispin.

u wouldnt belive how much this looks like its from the game...seriously...

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queen-dedede [2006-05-30 02:21:18 +0000 UTC]

this is so much like to originals. Kudos for that KUDOSINDEED

D'aww I've alwyas wondered how this played out. Por Poor Poor Emily and Porr Crispin too

but yeah VERY UBERTEH AWSOME!

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vpf [2006-05-30 01:13:15 +0000 UTC]

Oooomg. <3

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twilightghost [2006-05-30 00:57:48 +0000 UTC]

.....

I can't even begin to describe how this looks like the real thing... and how awesome this is!

I've read about this on Crispin's appe. 'Man, this would've been such a neato little memory vault. This just seems so like him.' And wa-la! You drew it! <33 *happy jig*

Sad how Emily died, though. And it's sort of creepy to see her all glowy-eyed in the last panel. Poor Crispin. He shouldn't really blame himself.

Just a little guess, but his next vault will probably be how he ended up working for Loboto. But hey, maybe it isn't. Leave that question to still be a mystery.

Gawd, I still can't get over this. It looks like a REAL memory vault! I know you copied the lettering and sides, but the pictures! They look like they're straight from the game! That's so.. cool. (My grand vocabulary returns!)

I hope that you can do some more things that are like this. I really enjoyed it.

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Aki-san [2006-05-30 00:19:33 +0000 UTC]

Ah I had to read the description XD

Whereas I agree with a lot of the things Jhonen Vasquez says, that one kinda irks me. If your character doesn't have a conflict, you don't have a good story. There always has to be some kind of interal or external conflict with the character, even with Johnny!

Great job, I like the style!

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halley42 In reply to Aki-san [2006-05-30 01:05:59 +0000 UTC]

oh, truetrue, but what I took him to mean is that you shouldn't make some twagic incident in the Past the entire foundation of a character. Sometimes it's just better that someone always was and always will be a total arse.

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DoubtingSalmon In reply to Aki-san [2006-05-30 00:58:22 +0000 UTC]

I think JV's just too lazy to spend the time giving NNY a backstory. Well, it's that and he doesn't want us to empathize with NNY.

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Llamachik In reply to DoubtingSalmon [2006-06-02 04:06:40 +0000 UTC]

If people started empathizing with NNY, the world would be a VERY bad place. Imagine all the stick figure cartoons and carcasses just lying in the street. Those things are fire hazards...

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DoubtingSalmon In reply to Llamachik [2006-06-02 15:06:05 +0000 UTC]

Exactly!

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Aki-san In reply to DoubtingSalmon [2006-05-30 01:00:25 +0000 UTC]

Right right XDD probably! I mean...look at Happy Noodle Boy...

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