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happy-horse-for-life — Isn't it great to find your really worth nothing..

Published: 2013-12-16 02:02:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 439; Favourites: 10; Downloads: 13
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Description "So let's face it this was never what you wanted
But I know it's fun to pretend
Now blank stares and empty threats
Are all I have, they're all I have.

So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I'll find you before I drift away

Now you still speak of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up into flames
And isn't it great to find that you're really worth nothing
And how safe it is to feel safe. 

So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I'll find you before I drift away

The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to keep ourselves alive." 



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Just.. much needed vent art. What I found out Friday will always burn in my mind. I am beyond hurt. 

Dont expect much productive activity from me for a while. I feel too emotionally drained to work on anything that isnt vent art. Im sorry.. 

Its just that everything is dead.



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Comments: 16

Crockori [2013-12-24 23:55:34 +0000 UTC]

Honey honey honey! What has happened?!

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happy-horse-for-life In reply to Crockori [2013-12-25 02:39:05 +0000 UTC]

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Anhurs [2013-12-16 04:05:26 +0000 UTC]

If ya need to talk im here yo

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happy-horse-for-life In reply to Anhurs [2013-12-16 04:16:28 +0000 UTC]

Its nothing I would want to burden you with, but thank you

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Anhurs In reply to happy-horse-for-life [2013-12-16 04:38:00 +0000 UTC]

Alright well my offers out there

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horselady36501 [2013-12-16 02:21:18 +0000 UTC]

vent away love vet away, and you know im open to talking any time note me or Skype me if you have it? and BTW this is great!

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happy-horse-for-life In reply to horselady36501 [2013-12-16 02:27:08 +0000 UTC]

I dont have skype, but I will be getting one hopefully soon.

And thank you, it helped to draw..

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horselady36501 In reply to happy-horse-for-life [2013-12-16 03:01:37 +0000 UTC]

well when you do add me and if it helps then keep it up id say

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AngelOfChange [2013-12-16 02:16:08 +0000 UTC]

Awww. If you need to talk. You can skype me or note me Hon.

It's the same as my DA name.

Feel better soon. okay?

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happy-horse-for-life In reply to AngelOfChange [2013-12-16 02:28:24 +0000 UTC]

Im trying hardest I can to cope. Its just going to be hard for a long time.. and I am so sorry to you guys that your going to see me as low as I am, but its going to be hard.

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AngelOfChange In reply to happy-horse-for-life [2013-12-16 02:31:27 +0000 UTC]

It's okay. I understand. perhaps I've never had the same pain. but I know what it's like to fee lower than dirt.



Like I said if you ever need to chat. I'll be willing to listen be a shoulder to cry on.

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happy-horse-for-life In reply to AngelOfChange [2013-12-16 02:34:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank you..

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AngelOfChange In reply to happy-horse-for-life [2013-12-16 02:45:21 +0000 UTC]

Never a problem. 

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arteater1 [2013-12-16 02:07:09 +0000 UTC]

This is actually nice...I like it but the crying eyes are something I think most people will miss. I feel like doing that as well and no one ever...ever has time for me, and in this world of people saying they care....I laugh in their face because I never see it...just almost NEVER..... but everyone THINKS and Talks about how caring they are. I wonder why they can't see they never actually do it??


I guess the right answer is, we keep ourselves blind to everything we want to.

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happy-horse-for-life In reply to arteater1 [2013-12-16 02:09:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you..
When it comes down to it, we are the only people in our lives. The more you open your heart to other people, the more you make yourself vulnerable to the pain they can cause you. The more pleasure you feel, the more pain you can feel.
Its vicious and sick.

And painful.

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arteater1 In reply to happy-horse-for-life [2013-12-16 02:17:55 +0000 UTC]

It's better than not being in this world ......

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