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Published: 2020-05-05 01:41:05 +0000 UTC; Views: 209; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 0
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Each time I’m going outside,Walking in a crowded street,
I feel no ground under my feet,
I feel just like I have no pride.
“Me” means a lot for all people,
Not to me, caged within dreams,
I’m trapped into the rabbit hole,
Simply fading under sunbeams.
Each day I try to speak louder,
But the wind cut off my word,
I think I play the cursed chord,
This life is not getting brighter.
Now, I’d like to be noticeable,
Until today I’ve felt so invisible,
I need to find, I have to enter,
The gates of glory and splendor.
I wonder why I can’t enjoy,
The brighter days of summer,
Am I still this shy tiny boy,
Who was just seen as a loser ?
Is there a meaning to my life ?
I came into this world of strife,
If I’m not strong, I shall fall,
Because I’m nothing after all.
HydromelKing
May 5, 2020
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It's a question I have struggled with a lot. In the end, or rather now, I guess (since I hope my end is not right now), I have come to understand that my life has the meaning I choose to give to it. After wondering whether this made sense, I decided to accept it and no longer strive to discover the meaning to my life. What I found out later, was that it was the question that was meaningless. Sharing with you in the hope that perhaps it will help. Note that I often feel invisible as well, and I am learning to live with it. Anyways those are my answers, and what suits me might not suit you.
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Thanks for your advice. It's difficult to feel useless and
invisible even if it's not true. I've always had a lack of
confidence since I was a child probably because
I was too kind and maybe too naive. I try to fight against
my own shyness every day. I feel very often not at ease
in society and stressed by the way people will see me
or the way they will interpret my words.
This is why I stay at home most of the time and
why I have difficulties to make new friends and new
relationships.
I feel like I've wasted years of my life trying to find
my place in this world and I don't know if I will ever
find it but I hope my future will be better.
Sorry but I like to complain a lot about my life and
I should focus more on the positive things instead of
being sad.
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Be grateful for what you have (compare yourself to someone who has it far worse) for say... 6 months? Really truly try it, and see how you feel? Volunteer (if there is something you could be interested in doing) is another sugestion. Anyways, good luck.
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All I have is a roof over my head, I have no friends, no girlfriend
no job and no goal in life, it's not enough for me to stay very positive
these days. The only ones who are less fortunate than me are
homeless people. The only thing I can bring to people is knowledges
and a little bit of culture because a lot of people are still ignorant of
the world and the richness of cultures all around them. But I do not
want to become a teacher it's an ungrateful and so depreciated job
in France nowadays. Plus I don't have a good contact with children
and no authority at all. I prefer to speak with adults.
Thanks for your words, I will try to think about something else than
my situation and I'll try to forget my sadness for the moment.
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I hug you back ! (with a mask)
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sounds like a tough emotional space to inhabit
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I know, but this is pretty much the kind of emotional space I'm living in.
It's the kind of feelings I have to deal with since I was a teenager.
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