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Gosh, I am exhausted, upset, and extremely angry. So I wrote this once, but then I accidentally deleted it, so I will try again, and hopefully this time it won´t megically disappear/accidentally get deleted by me, like it did before. I lost my Tellonym account, more specifically this one: tellonym.me/iloveehlmpinkconfe… So a friend of mine, whom I won´t mention the name of, for the sake of protecting their identity, but the friend of mine, is someone that I am deeply close with, but I talked with him one day about my drawing tablet that has started to malfunction and won´t allow me to draw normally, and it still wouldn´t, so once he heard that he perceived to come over to my place and restart my computer over again, without asking me first, no permission, he just did it because he believed that it would fix the problem and the issues that I have with my drawing tablet, but it sadly didn't, and once he was done restarting it, then I arrived back home to my place, and I realized that he had restarted my computer, which I got upset about, cause my Tellonym account was in it, and I sadly could not write the code down, nor login on other places such as my phone, I only could login that one time that I did when I first created my account, so I informed him about it, and then we try and fix it together, but nothing worked, and the worse part is, that when I first made my Tellonym account, then I don´t remember which email that I use to conform it, so I sadly couldn´t send a message to my email that I have lost my code and need a new one, so we try over and over again, to log me back into the account, and then my friend had the idea that I try and just make a new account, which I declaine cause I am emotionally attached to the one that I had , and even till this day we have still been trying to log back into the account. This experience made me deeply sick, and yes, I did inform my friend that what he did was wrong and that he should have asked me first before doing so, and then he apologized and said that he thought that he was doing a good thing when he restarted the computer without my permission. I don´t know why he wouldn´t have asked me first; I have always thought that he might be dealing with a mental disorder, and he shows many symptoms of that, so I told him, You need help; you need a psychiatrist because this is getting too far; you are hurting not just people around you but yourself too. He just laughed it off and told me "that´s the same thing that my son told me," he sadly wouldn´t seek help, and it´s hurting us both, deeply, so I just want to inform you all that I have lost my Tellonym account, and that we are doing whatever we can, to get it back up and running again. TW (mention of s*xu*al ab*se) This friend of mine also tried to sexually abuse me when I came back home from seeing my new school, but I tried to get away from his sexual advantages. He has been sexually abusing me since I was five years old, and being friends with him becomes harder day by day. TW (S*ic*de and thoughts of commit it) I´m not sure if I should go to psycwar, but this experience has made me deeply s*ic*dal and upset me to the point where, while we try and find the code for my Tellonym account, I let out the most demonic squack to ever come out of my mouth, just of pure pain, anger, frustration, and the desire to end it all, to just jumb out of my apartment building and crash down and break every inch of bone in my body and d**, I wanted to just d**. That's all I wanted at that moment. It was a terrible day for me. The day started off alright but ended incredebly bad. This was like a mental toture for me, and I hope that it will get better.

    Commission and my other socials
► ✧･ﾟ: *✧
here is my commissions:www.deviantart.com/iloveehlm/a…
✧*:･ﾟ✧ ◄
► ✧･ﾟ: *✧ my discord server: disboard.org/da/server/8836277…

► ✧･ﾟ: *✧ here is my instagram: www.instagram.com/iloveehlm/

► ✧･ﾟ: *✧for questions that you´ll like to ask anonymously here is my Tellonym yay!: tellonym.me/iloveehlmpinkconfe…

► ✧･ﾟ: *✧Wanna get to know my ocs? Here is a link to my Toyhouse: toyhou.se/IloveEhlms_DollHouse

my twitter account as well now you can find me on twitter as well:mobile.twitter.com/Jammyboy100… ◄

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Gosh, I am exhausted, upset, and extremely angry. So I wrote this once, but then I accidentally deleted it, so I will try again, and hopefully this time it won´t megically disappear/accidentally get deleted by me, like it did before. I lost my Tellonym account, more specifically this one: tellonym.me/iloveehlmpinkconfe… So a friend of mine, whom I won´t mention the name of, for the sake of protecting their identity, but the friend of mine, is someone that I am deeply close with, but I talked with him one day about my drawing tablet that has started to malfunction and won´t allow me to draw normally, and it still wouldn´t, so once he heard that he perceived to come over to my place and restart my computer over again, without asking me first, no permission, he just did it because he believed that it would fix the problem and the issues that I have with my drawing tablet, but it sadly didn't, and once he was done restarting it, then I arrived back home to my place, and I realized that he had restarted my computer, which I got upset about, cause my Tellonym account was in it, and I sadly could not write the code down, nor login on other places such as my phone, I only could login that one time that I did when I first created my account, so I informed him about it, and then we try and fix it together, but nothing worked, and the worse part is, that when I first made my Tellonym account, then I don´t remember which email that I use to conform it, so I sadly couldn´t send a message to my email that I have lost my code and need a new one, so we try over and over again, to log me back into the account, and then my friend had the idea that I try and just make a new account, which I declaine cause I am emotionally attached to the one that I had , and even till this day we have still been trying to log back into the account. This experience made me deeply sick, and yes, I did inform my friend that what he did was wrong and that he should have asked me first before doing so, and then he apologized and said that he thought that he was doing a good thing when he restarted the computer without my permission. I don´t know why he wouldn´t have asked me first; I have always thought that he might be dealing with a mental disorder, and he shows many symptoms of that, so I told him, You need help; you need a psychiatrist because this is getting too far; you are hurting not just people around you but yourself too. He just laughed it off and told me "that´s the same thing that my son told me," he sadly wouldn´t seek help, and it´s hurting us both, deeply, so I just want to inform you all that I have lost my Tellonym account, and that we are doing whatever we can, to get it back up and running again. TW (mention of s*xu*al ab*se) This friend of mine also tried to sexually abuse me when I came back home from seeing my new school, but I tried to get away from his sexual advantages. He has been sexually abusing me since I was five years old, and being friends with him becomes harder day by day. TW (S*ic*de and thoughts of commit it) I´m not sure if I should go to psycwar, but this experience has made me deeply s*ic*dal and upset me to the point where, while we try and find the code for my Tellonym account, I let out the most demonic squack to ever come out of my mouth, just of pure pain, anger, frustration, and the desire to end it all, to just jumb out of my apartment building and crash down and break every inch of bone in my body and d**, I wanted to just d**. That's all I wanted at that moment. It was a terrible day for me. The day started off alright but ended incredebly bad. This was like a mental toture for me, and I hope that it will get better.

    Commission and my other socials
► ✧･ﾟ: *✧
here is my commissions:www.deviantart.com/iloveehlm/a…
✧*:･ﾟ✧ ◄
► ✧･ﾟ: *✧ my discord server: disboard.org/da/server/8836277…

► ✧･ﾟ: *✧ here is my instagram: www.instagram.com/iloveehlm/

► ✧･ﾟ: *✧for questions that you´ll like to ask anonymously here is my Tellonym yay!: tellonym.me/iloveehlmpinkconfe…

► ✧･ﾟ: *✧Wanna get to know my ocs? Here is a link to my Toyhouse: toyhou.se/IloveEhlms_DollHouse

my twitter account as well now you can find me on twitter as well:mobile.twitter.com/Jammyboy100… ◄