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Okay, with so many of you guys out there thinking life is horrible, that you go burn and cut yourself, I want to tell you something- you're not alone and there people who have faced your "emotional problem big enough you'll die"; and they have survived, became happy, and enjoyed life to the fullest.

Cutting, burning, committing suicide is not only dumb, but selfish. Every story of another person who commits suicide, starts cutting, etc encourages another person out there to do the same. By hurting yourself, you are the cause of at least one more person who hurt them self as well. It's harsh but true.

I could go one about about how cruelly treated I was, how I spent years imagining my deaths, how I refused to talk to any of my classmates, how I hid my pain under smiles, how I helped everyone but myself, how I was bullied, how I was put down for how smart/dumb I was, how for years I realized my dreams might be nothing but dust, how I kept dark secrets, but guess what?

I won't. I won't go into detail how grueling it was. Because I know you faced it. I don't even have a point of sharing most of these experiences. I've come out from most of these "horrors". I stayed strong, I never gave up on life, I smiled making others smile, and on the last day of school on my graduation day, someone helped break the sad spell I was in. I'm still not "okay" which is why I'm here, but I broke half of the spell I was in.

So what was my "cheats"? How did I do it? How did I manage to come out from more than half of my woes?

There is no "cheat" because every one of you has the ability to face these problems and solve it. I did, billions of others did it, so can you. Remember my drawing Masks- fav.me/d50kdj3 Marc… . I was crying, thinking nobody understood me, I would always be alone, that no one would ever see my true smile.

Two months later- major change.
fav.me/d53v00r I smiled genuinely for the first time since 2009, June fifteenth, same year I drew masks. Don't tell me my "horrors" were easy. They weren't. Maybe for you, but not for me. And I got out of it. So can you.

Truth is, people are going to judge you;some by covers, others by the inside, people will hurt you; verbally of physically, people will abandon you; emotionally or literally, life will not go the way you want, you will feel at times you're facing something bigger and riskier than you can do it, you will die at some point, you will be bullied, you will be pressured, you will make mistakes, you will to things you regret, you will be rejected, and you will feel as though the world you once knew is disappearing. It's the truth and it hurts.

But- so you're human? You're flawed and different from others. Everyone is different. Everyone is flawed. No one deserves to die. No one deserves to be hated.

You have to cope with the facts, and realize every nerve that is telling you that you can't do it is wrong. You can do it, you have the right to do it. There is no right or wrong. It's our human instinct that tells us what is "right" and what is "wrong". Is killing yourself right or wrong? For some, it's a blessing; others torment. But no right or wrong. I personally think it's selfish. Then there's hate. You have every single to hate someone. No one can stop you. But are you really going to waste your energy hating someone; whether or not they've been terrible to you?

Every single word I say is merely my opinion. But I believe everyone has the ability to stand up and enjoy life. It's not the world that chooses how you live your life, but how you cope with it. You think you're alone in what you're facing? Go ahead, comment on how you're life was miserable. I will find someone; whether its me or someone else who faced the same or similar situation. And that person I find will have come out of it.

When you feel like your life is the worst and that it can't go any harder or worse, look at the stars. That's how many people out there. At least one million people out there have faced what you faced, are willing to be your friend, and will love you to the very best.

Life is short but bittersweet. It all depends on you and how you decide what to do with it.

Thank you.