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My dad died when I was 14. I moved on pretty quickly, I guess I was never one to dwell on the bad things in life. After burying him, I have never been back to his grave.

I loved my dad, and I thought he was a great person. Yet when he was gone, I really didn't spend to much time thinking about him, or crying about him not being here for me, or anything that was expected of a person my age when they lose a parent.

Now that I'm getting older, I'm starting to realize that although I never spent to much time dwelling on his loss, he has effected me in his death, even as much as he would of had he been alive still. I am the way I am today because of the things I have gone threw or not gone threw. My father not being in my adult life, has shaped me in a certain way. To be honest, I really love who I am, and am very happy with where I am going. When people ask me if I would trade back the years and have my father back, I tell them no.

I wrote some lines after he died, because I saw that my sister was terribly distraught from it, while I was not. I loved my dad mind you, so it felt weird I guess you could say, to not be that sad.

The words were

"You never disappear from the corner of my mirror
And when I turn around you're never standing there
I never dream of you while I'm in my sleep
I never think of you thinking what you think of me"

Now that I am older and I guess a little more understanding of the situation, and just how much he is a part of my life without being here, I have taken the line from Thrice's song "To Awake And Avenge The Dead" and added the Chorus line onto the end of my own words, which is "But I still feel you despite your tombstone"

And what you see on that note in the middle is a marriage between the words.

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Side notes- The girls name is Jessie. She has amazing collar bones, haha I love those. I love when a girl has good fashion since, makes my pictures wonderful. Her necklace and shoes were awesome.

Hope you all enjoy it, as always the photo means a lot to me. I thought I would upload a conceptual piece early since it was done, and today is DA Day, seemed fitting.

Description

- Framed Art Prints

My dad died when I was 14. I moved on pretty quickly, I guess I was never one to dwell on the bad things in life. After burying him, I have never been back to his grave.

I loved my dad, and I thought he was a great person. Yet when he was gone, I really didn't spend to much time thinking about him, or crying about him not being here for me, or anything that was expected of a person my age when they lose a parent.

Now that I'm getting older, I'm starting to realize that although I never spent to much time dwelling on his loss, he has effected me in his death, even as much as he would of had he been alive still. I am the way I am today because of the things I have gone threw or not gone threw. My father not being in my adult life, has shaped me in a certain way. To be honest, I really love who I am, and am very happy with where I am going. When people ask me if I would trade back the years and have my father back, I tell them no.

I wrote some lines after he died, because I saw that my sister was terribly distraught from it, while I was not. I loved my dad mind you, so it felt weird I guess you could say, to not be that sad.

The words were

"You never disappear from the corner of my mirror
And when I turn around you're never standing there
I never dream of you while I'm in my sleep
I never think of you thinking what you think of me"

Now that I am older and I guess a little more understanding of the situation, and just how much he is a part of my life without being here, I have taken the line from Thrice's song "To Awake And Avenge The Dead" and added the Chorus line onto the end of my own words, which is "But I still feel you despite your tombstone"

And what you see on that note in the middle is a marriage between the words.

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Side notes- The girls name is Jessie. She has amazing collar bones, haha I love those. I love when a girl has good fashion since, makes my pictures wonderful. Her necklace and shoes were awesome.

Hope you all enjoy it, as always the photo means a lot to me. I thought I would upload a conceptual piece early since it was done, and today is DA Day, seemed fitting.