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Description Hi this post is more like irony more than anything

small vent so warning here— I’ll probably remove this part after a bit but??
so uh- this is honestly based on something that happened on thursday?? That was ridiculous??.? In summary my mama threatened not to take me to school because I wouldn’t change my jeans I’ve been wearing for two days in a row— It became a stand off and I sat in the car for like 30 minutes (wasn’t going to do what she said at that point because I’m not gonna reinforce the idea that threatening and telling me things like “everyone will make fun of you” is gonna get me to do stuff)
Blah blah blah it escalated a lot and stuff and by the end of it my mom said “you know what? Fine, you win. I’m a terrible mother.” And took me to school— Drove there, she drove hella fast and it was actually terrifying since I thought we were gonna get in a wreck,, I got told a bunch of stuff on the way there that really hurt-
But I was able to kinda hide that because I had these BIG ASS reflective sunglasses that I now love and wear whenever I’m in the car just to keep my face unreadable

And yeah uh the second I stepped into school I just started hysterically sobbing. The teachers helped me out which was really nice and I’m very grateful for my school— but the situation was just kinda brushed under the rug by my parents and I’m honestly just?? Depressed after it. I’ve vented about my ma before on here (albeit usually impulsively) and honestly I’m tired of stuff like this happening and I’m tired of feeling like the worst daughter in the universe.
I’m doing better now, but, ACK.

My dog has been helping a lot (:
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Comments: 9

BUGFlower413 [2019-11-25 23:03:31 +0000 UTC]

I don't think you are a bad daughter. I don't know how all of that happened just because of a pair of jeans. It's really nice that your teachers cares about you, and also is nice that you can cry out all the sadness, otherway all of that would crawl up to something worst. A dog always help to survive a little the problems. I'm glad of you feeling better, and I really hope that thing keep getting better. I know that you have depression, and I also know how hard is to overcome it (I'm not really sure if is possible to actually overcome it. ᴵ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ ᴵ ᵈᶦᵈ ᶦᵗ ᵐᵒⁿᵗʰˢ ᵃᵍᵒ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉⁿ ᴵ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵏᶦⁿᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵉᵐᵒᵗᶦᵒⁿᵃˡˡʸ ᵘⁿˢᵗᵃᵇˡᵉ ᵃᵍᵃᶦⁿ ⁽ˀ⁾). Hide the feelings is never a solution, repress them neither. The only way to deal with them is confronting them. I'm aware about the hard situation between your mom and you, but remember that you can count on your friends and other family members to talk about how are you feeling. ^w^
(And you look pretty cool with your sunglasses. I mean, you are always really cool, but the sunglasses always makes everything and everyone looks even cooler   )

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IsabellaGraceS In reply to BUGFlower413 [2019-11-28 03:06:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for your words— sorry it took me so long to reply. I already read your message, but sometimes I don’t know how to respond—

Seriously though, thank you. I appreciate your words.

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BUGFlower413 In reply to IsabellaGraceS [2019-11-28 03:09:17 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry buddy, sometimes I neither know how to respond, so I understand that feeling very well UwU

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dyonisia96 [2019-11-24 14:54:33 +0000 UTC]

I read the description and I'm sorry that happened to you... As someone who never cared that much about how I'm dressed, your clothing doesn't matter at all (if you're clean and in order, I mean, what's wrong with it? Even if you kept your jeans for two days, if they're still clean, you can wear them one last day no problem). You're not the worst daughter just for a pair of jeans... I don't know you, but from the little I've seen in da you seem like a chill and nice person, don't let it get to you, even though it's hard. I live in the same house as my grandma and she can be harsh sometimes, but with years I grew a thicker skin, I just don't care anymore, even though sometimes it still gets to me if I'm nervous or stuff. I love her lots, but she's the kind of person who never apologizes XD I hope you feel a little better now and feel free to cancel this comment if you'll erase your description

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IsabellaGraceS In reply to dyonisia96 [2019-11-25 17:17:38 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, thank you a lot. Your words there mean a lot to me x’D

I’m feeling a lot better currently. I’m really thankful for the teachers at my school,, they helped a lot— didn’t go to any class periods, just hung out and talked about what happened. Glad to have a safe space there.

Exhausted still but definitely recovering. I agree with what you said xD thank you

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dyonisia96 In reply to IsabellaGraceS [2019-11-26 18:32:50 +0000 UTC]

I'm happy you feel better <3 At least you have some good people in school who listen to you

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IsabellaGraceS In reply to dyonisia96 [2019-11-28 03:07:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <3


And yeah. The teachers were so nice— principal took me to a nearby cafe and I got a sandwich.


She was wearing a onesie the whole time. Gotta love that.

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NalaCatBoo [2019-11-24 14:44:52 +0000 UTC]

Adorable !

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IsabellaGraceS In reply to NalaCatBoo [2019-11-25 17:05:53 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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