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Jadite — sweet nothings
Published: 2012-01-09 04:31:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 388; Favourites: 14; Downloads: 4
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and the knife whisperedsweet somethings in my ear that night.
( i was too weak to resist )
the pills danced
in my eyes, promising blessed
nothings, a fine line
between greatness and failure.
the world is watching,
so don't you dare fall.
you have the hopes of everyone
resting upon your shoulders.
there is no cure
only damnation.
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This is absolutely beautiful 
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addict... i get where you're coming from..
try to be okay, hun.
and you're not a failure, never ever.
the pills danced
in my eyes, promising blessed
nothings, <-- and THAT is just stunning. <33
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i was actually okay for a while. for months and months.
i thought i was going to be strong enough.
you need to try to be okay too. <3
thank you. (: i actually had the most trouble with that part.
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i do, i really try, but sometimes i just get tired.
<3
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oh i know, i know dear.
i just always try to remember that in the end, i'll be stronger for trying. (:
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i agree with kris.
to me, you're anything but a failure.
'the world is watching,
so dont you dare fall'
^^ genius
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it's grades. it's always grades.
well, that and body image, but that's not as bad as it used to be.
thank you. <3
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ahh, and that's the other way around for me.
grades don't bother me as much as they used it.
my body, well, looking in the mirror gets me every time.
it's just a raging struggle that i'll just have to get over.
you're welcomed, love. <3
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see, for a while the body image thing was worse.
i'm waiting for it to rebound. though, i did stop really looking in the mirror.
lately my grades just... aren't good enough, you know?
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'the world is watching,
so dont you dare fall'
Failure? I'd never put you and failure in the same sentence. and addict?
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maybe you wouldn't, but i do. on an almost daily basis. it got better, a lot better for a while, but lately, with the grade thing, it's gotten a whole heck of a lot worse.
erm yes, addict. i thought i broke the habit, i suppose not.
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But your grades are amazing, not only for the situation your in, but for a person in general! You go to honors classes, take that to account? what kind of addict, if you dont mind me asking?
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eh. i know. you know how i feel about the grade thing though, and why it just sucks so much.
i'm working on not being as bothered by them, but last night was just baaad.
i used to self harm. i got better, for a while. relapse last night.
it was never really, really serious though. cause i'm afraid of blood.
god, it's so hard to talk about it, it used to be easier.
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Yeah, I know how you feel about it but I dont want you to kill yourself over it! ...and I used to do it too but I dont have the fear of blood and all [I was never too serious either] Im sorry about your relapse ;^;
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i'm noting you, right now. C:
i won't kill myself. i haven't been that sad in a long, long time.
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I didn't actually mean it literally, I dont even want to think about it. Your my friend, please take care of yourself...
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oh good. xD i was hoping you didn't mean it literally.
i'm getting a lot better. really.
did i tell you? i talked to my teacher (who's like, the only adult i can talk to about these sorts of things), and that's the first step, right? telling and adult?
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yeah, most of the time it is (: I mean, talking with my councler really helps me so I suppose :3
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oh good. C:
i'm working on it. really. <3
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i enjoyed this piece. it's well written and powerful...one minor mistake...
it's supposed to be *damnation. clearly a typo
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ah, thank you! i didn't catch that. it's fixed.
thank you. i'm glad you liked it. (:
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