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Jadite — to be left alone
Published: 2011-11-24 01:21:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 188; Favourites: 11; Downloads: 2
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Description she's sitting at the edge of her bed, staring at the wall blankly. "where did i go wrong?" she asks you.

"you haven't gone wrong, you're only sixteen, there's nothing that you could have screwed up too badly yet."

she just nods, and continues staring at her wall. you two sit there, until she speaks up again. "i think you should leave now." you do, and she falls backwards onto her back so that she is staring at the ceiling. she did not tell you that she had already screwed up, because she's lied so much she doesn't know what the truth is anymore. she did not tell you that she does not remember what happy is, because she's been sad for so long. she did not tell you that she doesn't have the strength to go on.

she sits up, and then pastes a smile on her face, and stands up, and walks out her door.
she doesn't not tell anyone how much effort that took her, because none of them really understand. and if they did, they would never leave her alone, and that was all she wanted: to be left alone.
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OhSententia [2011-11-25 01:12:56 +0000 UTC]

this is soo pretty. o: <3 and for some reason, the style of writing kind of reminds me of 'the perks of being a wallflower.' idunno why.. xux maybe that book was just on my mind recently cause it was so good.
nevertheless, that's a compliment. xDD ~

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Jadite In reply to OhSententia [2011-11-25 07:04:06 +0000 UTC]

aw, really? i'm glad you think so liz. <3
i'm going to try and get it tomorrow ^^

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OhSententia In reply to Jadite [2011-11-25 20:17:33 +0000 UTC]

hehe.
good <3 :'D it was an AMAZING book. i'm sure you'll read it in like, really fast.

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Jadite In reply to OhSententia [2011-11-27 04:17:37 +0000 UTC]

i bought it, and i haven't finished it yet since i have not had the time. i love it to bits and pieces so far though. <3 it doesn't seem like an urgent book to me, i get to savor it.

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OhSententia In reply to Jadite [2011-11-27 17:38:53 +0000 UTC]

@u@ yeahh, isn't it wonderful?
and yeah, it's the kind of book that you can savor
each and every chapter, and just not take it too
quickly.

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Jadite In reply to OhSententia [2011-11-27 22:38:35 +0000 UTC]

yes yes. which also means i'm allowed to do homework first before finishing it.

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OhSententia In reply to Jadite [2011-11-28 03:11:29 +0000 UTC]

ffft. homework. who does that? i do.

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Jadite In reply to OhSententia [2011-11-28 03:35:58 +0000 UTC]

i do homework P:

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LadyxXxBug [2011-11-24 01:23:50 +0000 UTC]

I relate so much to this. Good one. I wonder though, what makes you so sad dear?

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Jadite In reply to LadyxXxBug [2011-11-24 19:22:31 +0000 UTC]

thank you. it's nothing important (:

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