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Description I'll let the image speak for itself....title says it all really.



Drawn in Photoshop with a Wacom Intuos tablet.
Kaidan Alenko from Mass Effect 3 by Bioware.

Do not copy/use etc etc without my permission, thank you.
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Comments: 72

KAYLASHY [2013-02-04 09:51:56 +0000 UTC]

MY MAN!!! LOL LOVE IT!!!!

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whw668 [2012-11-11 11:34:50 +0000 UTC]

can't forget it
but
what a watermark...

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Gwevin-Benlie-fan [2012-09-04 21:34:38 +0000 UTC]

Great... Now I'm crying. And it's your fault!

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Jhourney In reply to Gwevin-Benlie-fan [2012-09-05 06:57:26 +0000 UTC]

awwww, sorry

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BelovedofTHEKING [2012-06-05 02:36:08 +0000 UTC]

thank you.

I was pissed about the ending, Esp. when I brought Kaidan with me and it looked like everyone died and then he gets off the normandy and i'm like "when did you get picked up?"
This is something i expected, i hope the new DL expanded ending will deal with some things they seemed to ignore.

/CRY.

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Jhourney In reply to BelovedofTHEKING [2012-06-05 06:09:53 +0000 UTC]

I hope the same. Going to wait until it's released and others have played it though, can't stomach being disappointed again.

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BadAsSquirrel [2012-04-21 14:48:44 +0000 UTC]

Perfection. I couldn't tolerate the serene, content look on his face when he irrationally stepped out of the Normandy that he had no way of even being aboard on the stupid random jungle planet after I had just died a horrific death. *This* is as it should have been.

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Jhourney In reply to BadAsSquirrel [2012-04-21 18:42:09 +0000 UTC]

So much of the whole ending is such an unbelievable mess. He told Shepard he would fight his hardest to be able to hold her again and yet he's seen on the Normandy, without a single scratch, smiling happily at the horizon? Rubbish. All those 'ending' scenes are. Lazily done, as if they ran out of time and money and just threw something together...even if it goes against everything we know and love. THAT is not Kaidan and the Shepard on the Citadel ain't my Shepard either

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BadAsSquirrel In reply to Jhourney [2012-04-22 13:20:30 +0000 UTC]

Solidarity. The ending was such a betrayal, such a catastrophic heartbreak. I made myself play through again just so that I could be with my favorite characters, but I couldn't make myself go farther than the FOB. And there were so many points at which I yelled at the game when I went through again. When she says to him "You're right. Give us hope, and a fighting chance..." I lost it. Because there was no chance of that. Nothing to hope for. And no matter what I did or how hard I fought there was only one possible outcome. I would lose everything, as a character and as a player. I keep meaning to write something about that. In any case, he would never have left her again. If they're to be true to the character, to all of the characters, they have to admit that. Joker certainly would not have been fleeing. And even if they all thought she was dead, Kaidan would not have gone for that a second time. She had died once, he had left her, and then he hadn't been there when she needed him. No way. Not even death would have stopped him this time. He wouldn't have believed it, or accepted it, until he had her in his arms and no that everything that could be done had been done. But here I go again. This is a very sore point for me. In my mind, when Anderson says "we followed you up" he meant Kaidan and James, who were running with me towards the beam. Then, after Anderson bleeds out, they up and finds me, and Kaidan desperately carries me out in the moments before the Crucible activates and destroys the Reapers. That's my ending. Bastards.

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Jhourney In reply to BadAsSquirrel [2012-04-22 14:33:44 +0000 UTC]

Agreed. It's rather sad actually, I finished ME3 once....and never touched it again. This is Mass Effect! The games I keep on playing, keep on creating fanart for and harrass my bf with....but now? I just don't know anymore. Don't think I'll ever touch the games again, the trilogy feels so hollow now....there's no point in playing if it will always end the way it does.
Whooo victory at the Citadel in ME1? Hey Shepard, laugh it up, you will die a few months later, get resurrected by Cerberus, 2 years pass, you'll loose everything, go on a suicide mission and can possibly die AGAIN, but if you survive? Yeah laugh it up again because no matter what you do or how hard you fight...you'll end up dead. Unless your sidekick(the player)did some multiplayer missions and then you'll take a gasp of air while your crew flew off to a tropical planet and left you behind...
So....let Saren win...give the Citadel to Sovereign, and watch what happens, no way to avoid it

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BadAsSquirrel In reply to Jhourney [2012-04-22 15:00:18 +0000 UTC]

I keep holding tight to a particular quote: If nothing we do matters, then all that matters is what we do. Try to make it about the journey, about the characters, about the moments that mattered to you along the way. Does it suck? Oh yes. Indescribably. But Mass Effect remains one of the most remarkable fiction experiences you can have. My own wounds have not scarred over yet. But I hope when they do I'll be able to play again, and get at least some fraction of the enjoyment I used to get out of it. You're right. It's *Mass Effect!* The games we all played over and over again (at least the first two), wrote stories and produced art about, immersed ourselves in. It has meant so much to me that I hope I can find some value in it again someday, even if I all I do is play up to the F.O.B, then stop.

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BadAsSquirrel In reply to BadAsSquirrel [2012-04-22 13:24:17 +0000 UTC]

Sorry for the language at the end there. I get a little wound up.

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izzameg [2012-04-19 17:17:21 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful, Thank you. Sums up for me the the almost exquisite cruelty of the juxtapositioning of Kaidan telling my faithful FemShep that he can't lose her again with the ending. Truely painful!

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Jhourney In reply to izzameg [2012-04-19 17:59:22 +0000 UTC]

That it is...really thought it would at least be avoidable this time around.

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izzameg In reply to Jhourney [2012-04-19 21:41:16 +0000 UTC]

Me too - haven't got over it yet!! Your beautiful artwork helps, sad though the subject matter is

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Gabygou [2012-04-15 23:02:51 +0000 UTC]

I love your work Jhourney. I just had to add it to my favorites.
Now I'm gonna cry everytime I see this... Why Bioware, WHY?!?

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Jhourney In reply to Gabygou [2012-04-16 05:04:19 +0000 UTC]

Yeah Bioware, why? Glad you like the picture though

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DelphiRose [2012-04-12 16:07:37 +0000 UTC]

Oh, Kaidan...

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Jhourney In reply to DelphiRose [2012-04-12 17:37:52 +0000 UTC]

Awww, sad emoticons

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DelphiRose In reply to Jhourney [2012-04-12 17:38:41 +0000 UTC]

But a beautiful picture.... as always.

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EmbersOfAmber [2012-04-09 17:31:48 +0000 UTC]

That's beautiful, Jho, as always. As I look at this, I hear Raphael Sbarge in my head: "I can't lose you again."

BRB, crying forever. ;______;

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Jhourney In reply to EmbersOfAmber [2012-04-09 20:17:27 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, that line killed me

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Pickerupper [2012-04-06 06:19:25 +0000 UTC]

MY CRIES.

i just- I can't-

This is amazing and makes me weep with all the feels. I love this. I Love it with all that I am. God I just love the way you do the hair. And the skin and well... okay basically everything. I've missed your work.

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Jhourney In reply to Pickerupper [2012-04-06 06:28:25 +0000 UTC]

After a horrible night, you just made my morning...thank you

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Pickerupper In reply to Jhourney [2012-04-06 06:36:59 +0000 UTC]

I'm so glad I could do that for you! Now that I've collected myself I bit better, I just have to say that hairline. That seems like such a silly thing to compliment but god It's so amazing. The little wisps make me want to lick my finger and push them back into place.

Also, I really hope you have a better day!

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CelticWolfwalker [2012-04-05 21:38:34 +0000 UTC]

*sniff* Okay, had to come back and see this again, Jho. Stunning...as always!

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Jhourney In reply to CelticWolfwalker [2012-04-06 06:12:46 +0000 UTC]

Aw so many sadness around here *sob* ...thanks

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Cardboredbox [2012-04-05 21:02:04 +0000 UTC]

arrarrarrraaaaarrr *grabs kleenex* nooo Kaidan don't cry...I'll start up too.

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Jhourney In reply to Cardboredbox [2012-04-06 06:13:14 +0000 UTC]

Now where's that kleenex emoticon when you need one...or two...or a dozen

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Cardboredbox In reply to Jhourney [2012-04-06 21:39:34 +0000 UTC]

I dunno but I intend to find out!

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DoctorHyper826 [2012-04-05 19:15:15 +0000 UTC]

I literally teared up at this!!! This is sooooo beautiful

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Jhourney In reply to DoctorHyper826 [2012-04-05 19:26:44 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, really glad to hear it had such an effect..which sounds odd I know

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acidqueen [2012-04-05 18:00:58 +0000 UTC]

My feels! My feels! *snuggles Kaidan*

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Jhourney In reply to acidqueen [2012-04-05 18:04:50 +0000 UTC]

hehe awwwwww

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SolarDiamond [2012-04-05 17:53:44 +0000 UTC]

Aw, Kaidan can cry. I knew it.

lovely work :]

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Jhourney In reply to SolarDiamond [2012-04-05 18:04:56 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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TysonWinn [2012-04-05 17:06:26 +0000 UTC]

Why Bioware why T0T

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XaryenMaelstrom [2012-04-05 11:02:17 +0000 UTC]

Congratulations... you just made me tear up with just a picture.

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Jhourney In reply to XaryenMaelstrom [2012-04-05 11:21:45 +0000 UTC]

Greatest compliment I can get, thank you

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Rana-E [2012-04-04 18:24:33 +0000 UTC]

All the feels!

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Jhourney In reply to Rana-E [2012-04-04 18:51:01 +0000 UTC]

Sorry, that emoticon just made me laugh...can't help it lol

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Rana-E In reply to Jhourney [2012-04-05 11:55:02 +0000 UTC]

Evil woman

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Jhourney In reply to Rana-E [2012-04-05 12:16:51 +0000 UTC]

Awww *huggles*

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Rana-E In reply to Jhourney [2012-04-06 12:05:48 +0000 UTC]

*huggles back*

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Rana-E In reply to Rana-E [2012-04-05 11:55:24 +0000 UTC]

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sweetcha [2012-04-04 17:53:15 +0000 UTC]

Awww, his tears...this is sad and gorgeous.

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Jhourney In reply to sweetcha [2012-04-04 17:57:09 +0000 UTC]

Yeah tis sad indeed, poor guy. Thanks for the fave btw

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EmberFalcon [2012-04-04 17:51:11 +0000 UTC]

This...this is positively stunning!

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Jhourney In reply to EmberFalcon [2012-04-04 17:56:07 +0000 UTC]



Thank you, glad you like it

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ladywinde [2012-04-04 17:37:54 +0000 UTC]

I love this! Jho this is beautiful

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