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I force a smile, my lips crack like concrete,
the words provoked are too heavy
for my voice to carry.
I sit quite awkwardly, the silence, an opponent to contend with
it's always there but not ever present,
silence does fade.

Noise in the form of simple words
fall upon waiting ears.
Accepted in the form of knowing worth,
rise from waiting years.
Patience is a friend you hate to be right,
needed yet underrated.
Living how I always have just a different life,
a want on a whim yet contemplated.

I stand for the first time, the roots tear like string,
what I've felt was too heavy
for my hands to hold.
I think in absolutes, my will is the leader of my fearful mind,
it's not always present but benevolently looms,
strength will come.

Logic is thrown to the ground and breaks, like the waves
of a tide too strong for us to escape.
We drown in a sea of our solidified fate.
We see no need to try,
that sight falls upon blind eyes.
When the world feels like an ending day,
having you solidifies faith.

Description
I force a smile, my lips crack like concrete,
the words provoked are too heavy
for my voice to carry.
I sit quite awkwardly, the silence, an opponent to contend with
it's always there but not ever present,
silence does fade.

Noise in the form of simple words
fall upon waiting ears.
Accepted in the form of knowing worth,
rise from waiting years.
Patience is a friend you hate to be right,
needed yet underrated.
Living how I always have just a different life,
a want on a whim yet contemplated.

I stand for the first time, the roots tear like string,
what I've felt was too heavy
for my hands to hold.
I think in absolutes, my will is the leader of my fearful mind,
it's not always present but benevolently looms,
strength will come.

Logic is thrown to the ground and breaks, like the waves
of a tide too strong for us to escape.
We drown in a sea of our solidified fate.
We see no need to try,
that sight falls upon blind eyes.
When the world feels like an ending day,
having you solidifies faith.