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i was talking to my friend cause ,
someone just jump off the 9th floor of her building .
although she was terrified about what she saw ,
we were talking about how much this , unfortunately ,
are not very unusual in here . We just don't see it happen
in our daily routine that often .
she was 17 btw .( the jumper )
seems like it was sort of , well ,
please let me tell this first .
and i hope you all could understand .

no one can judge the weight of someone's suffer .
how much it is too much . For you may be ,
it could be something that television says it's something bigger ,
for someone , it's something everyone look and says ,
" it was just it ??"
but only the person itself know how much does it truly hurt .

btw - i am not saying any of this is right .

the fact is : she was supposed to get into the same college as her girlfriends ,
they were all together , planning everything like it was supposed to .
but only her got off and fail to get into the college they all chose to be together .

what does it mean , our whole world you know ?
describing what is something that for you is everything ,
it's only for you . no one can actually literally understand it .
they should only , may be accept it .
not every one cause , there are a lot of shit heads that seems to know everything .
that feel like they can judge like they will live in her shoes .
like they have been in all situations and only them know what really suffer feels like .
dumbheads assholes .

seems like no one have nothing better to do these days than , judge .
literally judge people lives and choices like the are G.O.D.'s ,
start from the principle that he actually judge .
whatever you believe in . . .
hmmm .
i am saying all of this today cause there will be more out there ,
every fucking day .
and one day someone you know will do it too .
and there is nothing you can do about it .
not after , maybe not even before .
but we can only talk openly about those things and finally get ,
some real true feelings about it .
we can talk and make this something real ,
not something we try to hide from the truth .
make people see how much this affect families ,
friends , colleagues , your mailman . .. whatever .
everyone around you don't care too much to spend
the time you deserve but ,
we don't spend that much time with the ones we love and
they should deserve more too .

so we are careless . i know i am .

- Meg and Dia - ♫ " Yellow Butterfly" ♫

Description
i was talking to my friend cause ,
someone just jump off the 9th floor of her building .
although she was terrified about what she saw ,
we were talking about how much this , unfortunately ,
are not very unusual in here . We just don't see it happen
in our daily routine that often .
she was 17 btw .( the jumper )
seems like it was sort of , well ,
please let me tell this first .
and i hope you all could understand .

no one can judge the weight of someone's suffer .
how much it is too much . For you may be ,
it could be something that television says it's something bigger ,
for someone , it's something everyone look and says ,
" it was just it ??"
but only the person itself know how much does it truly hurt .

btw - i am not saying any of this is right .

the fact is : she was supposed to get into the same college as her girlfriends ,
they were all together , planning everything like it was supposed to .
but only her got off and fail to get into the college they all chose to be together .

what does it mean , our whole world you know ?
describing what is something that for you is everything ,
it's only for you . no one can actually literally understand it .
they should only , may be accept it .
not every one cause , there are a lot of shit heads that seems to know everything .
that feel like they can judge like they will live in her shoes .
like they have been in all situations and only them know what really suffer feels like .
dumbheads assholes .

seems like no one have nothing better to do these days than , judge .
literally judge people lives and choices like the are G.O.D.'s ,
start from the principle that he actually judge .
whatever you believe in . . .
hmmm .
i am saying all of this today cause there will be more out there ,
every fucking day .
and one day someone you know will do it too .
and there is nothing you can do about it .
not after , maybe not even before .
but we can only talk openly about those things and finally get ,
some real true feelings about it .
we can talk and make this something real ,
not something we try to hide from the truth .
make people see how much this affect families ,
friends , colleagues , your mailman . .. whatever .
everyone around you don't care too much to spend
the time you deserve but ,
we don't spend that much time with the ones we love and
they should deserve more too .

so we are careless . i know i am .

- Meg and Dia - ♫ " Yellow Butterfly" ♫