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Kabal-monk — Destroyed...
Published: 2005-09-25 23:39:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 205; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 7
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Description Attacked once again by my fellow man, I have no haven anymore...
With pitchforks and torches they hunt me... for speaking....

Hated am I for only living never wanted, only tolerated, ever hated, why is it so hard to find peace?

Told again, that my words are nothing, told again, that my words anger, told again, that my existence is selfish, Destroyed again was the dream that I could be accepted as I am, but again I'm destroyed, as is my spirit crushed 'neath rock of judgement used so frequently...

Alone again, I have no home, and am hated by so many, why is it every single time that I open my mouth to speak.... I am hated ever more even though I talk no wrong of another,
Abominous, toxic, desapised, derelict, The Ignis Fatuus is calling, it leads me to the fairy tale... where I could feel normal, and have a life worth lving on it's own right... but then it is extinguished again...
and once again I'm destroyed... I'm destroyed, I'm destroyed....

Why must hate follow, for so long people have beaten me, spat in my face, and ex-communicated me for living.

Why must I be considered the scape-goat for this world's anger...

I looked into faces I trusted and nothing but coldness came forth... I am nothing to them now, just a pest that needs to be destroyed...

Friends I thought, no I'm nothing to them, they all hate me now..
I wondered why my luck had changed, why I had so much now... and now I know why, it is just to set this up, to make me fall...  I should have known that I wasn't worthy to be admired, liked, or tolerated, and now the truth comes to the eye...

I''m destroyed, I'm destroyed, I'm destroyed, I'm destroyed, I'm destroyed....
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Venomfan18 [2005-09-26 01:02:17 +0000 UTC]

A person should not be punished for being. This is beautiful, as are all your works on here..sad as they may be, and hated as your words may be, I love them. This gets a favorite.

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