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Published: 2010-03-22 00:50:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 683; Favourites: 25; Downloads: 0
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Description Okai so first sorry for the crappy bg >.> lol

So here's the finished version of my Willy! Willy, like I said on the sketch version [link] is my guardian Angel. From what I feel, and saw, he's a teen like me, simply because I've learned that your guardian angel physicaly grows with you, just so a lil'child won't get scared by an old man . He usually appears to me as a yellowish aura, but when I close my eyes, he's like that(not a lion but human ya know). The thing I like the most about him is that he sits on my bed at night, usually on my feets so I can feel his safe weight on my legs, but sometimes, he's sitting next to me, his back on the wall. I think there's nothing better than this feeling he gives me when he's with me, seriously. Oh, and what's cool too is that if I ask him to come with me somewhere because I'm nervous, he follows me!

p.s.: You don't believe me? Haha I don't give a f***. The fact that a lost child from I dunno where on Earth isn't enough sensitive to feel this world, and so thinks we're crazy people won't change anything to my life.
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darkcinderwolf [2010-10-12 00:38:07 +0000 UTC]

omg i have a guardian angel to!! but mine shows himself to me as a wolf/fox with blonde highlights in white fur and the most clearist blue eyes ever. i called him Fang... he seems to like it =] hehe love your pics!!!

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to darkcinderwolf [2010-10-12 01:24:42 +0000 UTC]

He looks awesome! but Willy shows to me as a human, but I felt like lionising him and thanks!

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darkcinderwolf In reply to Kamis-Cafe [2010-10-12 01:40:34 +0000 UTC]

he says thank and you're welcome!

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to darkcinderwolf [2010-10-12 01:41:15 +0000 UTC]

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GabbiXJordan [2010-03-22 04:49:52 +0000 UTC]

hmmm, well, i beleive you, but i think that mines a bit different...see, i have another way of looking at it...but it's a long story, too long for comments, unless you're REALLY interested =]

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to GabbiXJordan [2010-03-22 22:22:55 +0000 UTC]

Oh I want to hear it! So much! since I've learned about these things, it facinates me!

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GabbiXJordan In reply to Kamis-Cafe [2010-03-22 23:58:40 +0000 UTC]

SQUAK! idenno, xD mmkai....wellll. Here goes. It's sort of silly, but meh, im anounymous...ish xD ANYWAY. This is my theory wich i hope is incorrect, ill tell you why after =] :: [im in grade 8 right now, so yea]

I had this cat in grade 5, Kidden. [i know, nice name, eh?] Best cat [besides Kucha] ever! i got him right before grade 5, and he died right near the end of grade 5, in June. Grade 5 was my "bad year" and i was hanging out with the wrong people and i got detention and all that stuff, it was bad.

Then i got Indy, the most beautiful doggy ever, around the beginning of grade 6, maybe around christmas break? not exactly sure, but this is when my "friends" were beginning to go from friends to "friends" They were being really horrible to me, but i continued to hang out with them, who else was i to hang around with? Grade 6 went by, then in grade 7, i finally stood up to those byotches in January [2009]. In May i lost my gramma [step-gramma, but still horrible] and then in June my best friend, or, who i thought was my best friend, stabbed me in the back when i made a mistake causing tons of drama and chiz. The year ended and i was over-joyed that when school started up again, i would not have to deal with anyone from that school. My Indy-Boy died in July or August that summer. Hit by a car, like Kidden.

Now, these aren't the only pets i've had, but they're, i guess what i call, special ones? they were there for me when i was going through rough times. I got Kucha [i have a couple pics of her in my deviations] shortly before Kindergarten, my fear is that she's going to die near the end of grade 12. She's my guardian for "required" school.

I hate my theory, because it theorizes, that i'm a killer. I got another dog that i really, really love, his names Jake, but im scared for him, idenno what's wrong right now, maybe he's here for highschool? but i think he's a guardian as well. Anyway, there's my theory. =[

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to GabbiXJordan [2010-03-23 00:12:11 +0000 UTC]

Oh well....the real thing is that you're not a killer, you're not damned, you're haunted. I know it's scary, but it's the truth. The thing is that when a lonely, bad, mad whatever soul/spirit feels a sensitive person, they hang on them and haunt them. I don't know if you understand, it'S kinda hard to explain.

This happened to me, and I asked a medium(who only talk with spirits, she can't see or feel them) what that was, and she told me that. Anyway...

These bad spirits want some attention, sometimes it even is help that they need, and they track you down, trying to pull you down, either by changing your mood or hurting the ones you care. Well it's more complexe than that, but it would take 3 billions of replies to explain

So there are many ways to let go of it, like thinking positive, imagine that a warm light glows bigger and bigger around you, and best of all, do a clean up in your life.

If you wants some tips for that ''clean up'' just tell me and I'll write it on another reply if you want

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GabbiXJordan In reply to Kamis-Cafe [2010-03-23 00:20:17 +0000 UTC]

no, but i think that they're guarding me, it's just that i'm sort of choosing their death time without choosing it? if that makes sense xD

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to GabbiXJordan [2010-03-23 00:26:47 +0000 UTC]

lol the fact that there's protecting you yes, it makes a lot of sense, because it happens often, but you're not chosing their death unstead maybe there's something you haven't tolf me? o.O?

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GabbiXJordan In reply to Kamis-Cafe [2010-03-23 00:39:41 +0000 UTC]

not that i can think of, they're there for the hard times

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to GabbiXJordan [2010-03-23 00:42:10 +0000 UTC]

Well it's to help you get through it!

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xlJonnyQthanlx [2010-03-22 02:27:05 +0000 UTC]

BEAUTIFUL

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to xlJonnyQthanlx [2010-03-22 22:23:05 +0000 UTC]

hihi ty

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xlJonnyQthanlx In reply to Kamis-Cafe [2010-03-22 22:24:06 +0000 UTC]

ur welcom

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Kayceeee [2010-03-22 02:16:53 +0000 UTC]

That's really cool. *smile* I totally believe you. I wish I knew more about my guardian angel.

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to Kayceeee [2010-03-22 22:24:26 +0000 UTC]

Oh thanks ^^ Well it's hard to see, feel or even hear them, but open yourself and let the things come to you, that's the only advice I can give you

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RoyalHunterStables [2010-03-22 01:19:15 +0000 UTC]

thats an awesome story, i believe you, and the picture is sooo pretty

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to RoyalHunterStables [2010-03-22 22:24:37 +0000 UTC]

Oooh thanks!!! <3

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RoyalHunterStables In reply to Kamis-Cafe [2010-03-22 22:31:37 +0000 UTC]

your welcome

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StupidlyAwesome003 [2010-03-22 01:06:04 +0000 UTC]

That's actually a touching story. I actually believe. It's so nice. Also, I love the picture. ^^

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to StupidlyAwesome003 [2010-03-22 01:07:08 +0000 UTC]

Oh thanks!! I really appreciate it when people do believe me

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StupidlyAwesome003 In reply to Kamis-Cafe [2010-03-22 01:13:32 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome. ^^ Yeah, me too.

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Spockirkcoy [2010-03-22 00:58:03 +0000 UTC]

that's really cool and i believe you.
i wish that i had a guardian angel.

I really am curious, does William talk to you? did he tell you his name?
I would be so enthralled to have someone like that around with me

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to Spockirkcoy [2010-03-22 01:05:50 +0000 UTC]

Oh but you know, you have one, you just might not feel it But everyone as one guardian Angel, wich is a pure spirit taking care of you, and a guide, another spirit, but this one's there to help you and guide you. And yes he talks to me! Just rarely with words, because it's extremely hard for them, but he shoots me pictures and written words. Like I knew his name when I constantly saw a ''W'', and then William just popped in my head without any help from me. He usually ''talks'' with images that he shows me in my minds.

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Spockirkcoy In reply to Kamis-Cafe [2010-03-22 02:15:05 +0000 UTC]

that's really cool.
I want to try to contact mine... if that's possible... i'm not sure

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Kamis-Cafe In reply to Spockirkcoy [2010-03-22 22:28:17 +0000 UTC]

Of course it's possible! You just might not be able to understand the answers Hey maybe you could try something funny lol And don't think it's just some ''hazard'', it really is true. So take you mp3, place it on shuffle, turn the music down so it won't influence you, then ask a question out loud to your angel or guide. Then turn the volume up, and listen to the lyrics you fell on. Sometimes it takes more than one try to get it, but still

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