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Description Book cover for my soulsis's novel, published by Delta Vision in Hungarian under the title KörbeÉg. [link]


"In my dreams it is not me who I have to fear for. I fear for those who are important to me. I am only a bystander to their suffering but I feel their pain in my veins. I want to cry but have no voice. I would move but my muscles don't obey. And then, when the horror shreds me to pieces, I have Nani. The weight of a flower in my arms.
My face presses to her pale face. And I am rocking. Rocking
my little daughter."


"Hosszú ideig azt hittem, nem fájhat semmi jobban, mint az embert magát érő bántalom. És bár korábban már jött a cáfolat, most csontig vésődik belém. Mert álmaimban nem magamat kell féltenem, hanem azokat, akik a legfontosabbak nekem. Szemlélője vagyok csak szenvedésüknek, de fájdalmukat a véremben érzem. Üvöltenék, de nincs hangom. Mozdulnék, de nem engedelmeskedik az izmom.
Végül mikor apró, jajgató darabokra tép a borzalom, Nanit megkapom.
Virágsúly a karomon. Fakó arcához simul az arcom.
Csak ringatom. Ringatom a kislányom. "


"Watashi no yume wa watashi dewanaku dareka wo kizukau koto. Watashi wa watashi ni totte jyudai na hito tachi wo kizukau. Watashi wa tada korera no moto ni itadake tada karera no itami wa watashi no chi to nari kanjiru. Nakitai keredo watashi wa koe wo motanai. Ugokou to shitemo watashi wa koe wo motanai. Ugokou to shitemo watashi no kinniku ga tomonawanai. Soshite sono toki kyounu ga watashi wo ko
Soshite sono toki kyounu ga watashi wo komakaku kirisaku, watashi wa Nani wo teni ireru. Watashi no ude no naka, hana no omosa. Watashi no kao wo kanjojo no aojiroi kao ni oshitsukeru. Soshite watashi wa korogaru. Korogaru watashi no chiisana musume."


„Lange Zeit habe ich geglaubt, nichts sei schmerzhafter als das Leid, das einem selbst widerfährt. Dies wurde längst widerlegt, aber ich spüre es jetzt bis tief in die Knochen. Denn in meinen Träumen muss ich nicht um mich selbst bangen, sondern um diejenigen, die mir am wichtigsten sind. Ich bin nur außenstehender Betrachter ihres Leidens, aber ich spüre ihren Schmerz in meinem Blut. Ich möchte schreien, aber meine Stimme versagt. Ich möchte mich rühren, aber meine Muskeln gehorchen mir nicht. Als mich der Schrecken schon in kleine, stöhnende Stücke zerreißt, gibt man mir schließlich Nani. Blumengewicht auf meinem Arm. Ich schmiege mein Gesicht an ihr fahles Gesichtchen. Ich wiege sie hin und her. Ich wiege meine Tochter sanft in meinen Armen.“


"A lungo pensavo che niente potesse causare piú dolore che l’offesa contro la persona stessa. E anche se giá prima ce n’erano delle confutazioni, adesso me la sento fino alle ossa. Perché nei miei sogni non devo temere per me stesso, ma per chi sono i piú importanti per me. Sono soltanto un osservattore delle loro sofferenze, ma il loro dolore lo sento nel mio sangue. Griderei peró mi manca la voce. Mi muoverei, ma i muscoli non ubbidiscono. Alla fine quando l’orrore mi squarcia in piccoli pezzi gridanti, mi danno Nani. Il peso di un fiore tra le mie braccia. Il mio viso s’accosta alla sua faccia pallida. La ninno soltanto. Ninno mia figlia."


"Долгое время считал, нет хуже от сочувственной боли к человеку потерпевшего обиду. Хотя раннее было опровержение, на данный момент боль резьбой до костей. Оттого что во сне переживать не за са себя надобно, а за тех кто мне важен. Считаюсь состоронним наблюдателем их страданий, но боль их впитывается до крови. Хочется крикнуть, но пропадает голос. Движение тормозят мускулы. И наконец, когда ужас разрывает меня на мелкие дробьи горя получаю Нани. Она весом цветочных лепестков в моих объятиях. Моё лицо прижимается к её бледному лицу. Колыхаю лишь. Колыхаю свою дочь."



"En mis sueños no temo por mí. Temo por aquéllos que son importantes para mí. Soy sólo un espectador de su sufrimiento, pero siento su dolor en mis venas. Quiero llorar, pero no tengo voz. Me movería, pero mis músculos no obedecen. Y luego, cuando el horror me desgarra en pedazos, tengo a Nani. El peso de una flor en mis brazos.
Mi cara, presionada contra su pálido rostro. Y estoy meciéndola. Meciendo a mi pequeña hija."

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Hanna, Yuki, Britta, Bence, Mum,~MarshallLightbringer thanks for the translation
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Comments: 49

Sketchingcity44 [2011-01-07 00:04:10 +0000 UTC]

Very nice, especially the way the people are placed. I like how there are ripply things behind him (are they wings?) and the color scheme really works in creating a mood. Overall, nice job.
I think you have an extra line in your Japanese translation thing. The "Ugokou to shitemo watashi wa koe wo motenai" Which basically means "I want to move but I have no voice." which doesn't make much sense. Also, "kanjojo" is "kanojo."

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Minimouette [2008-11-28 17:19:47 +0000 UTC]

I like this picture, but why did you deleted the one with the little girl? It's my favorite one

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xXsh4dXx [2008-06-11 17:40:12 +0000 UTC]

This is the first time I see your work and I have to say it left me speechless. I think this is the best one in your gallery so far.

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Kaumi [2007-12-06 22:07:44 +0000 UTC]

Amazing work as always

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vantii [2007-09-16 00:03:34 +0000 UTC]

This personally speaks to me a lot.

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Fallen-to-sleep [2007-06-03 00:10:03 +0000 UTC]

OMG I nnnnneeeeeddd it in english!!!! I really really do. Great job!!!!!!!!!!^.^

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greeneyedwanderer [2007-05-22 23:56:13 +0000 UTC]

I love this! Great composition, and the faded people are perfect! Nice job!

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MarshallLightbringer [2007-04-11 15:27:32 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful pic!!

Just in case you wanted it, here you are the spanish translation (from the english version):

"En mis sueños no temo por mí. Temo por aquéllos que son importantes para mí. Soy sólo un espectador de su sufrimiento, pero siento su dolor en mis venas. Quiero llorar, pero no tengo voz. Me movería, pero mis músculos no obedecen. Y luego, cuando el horror me desgarra en pedazos, tengo a Nani. El peso de una flor en mis brazos.
Mi cara, presionada contra su pálido rostro. Y estoy meciéndola. Meciendo a mi pequeña hija."

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kirasanta In reply to MarshallLightbringer [2007-04-25 16:13:45 +0000 UTC]

Hey, you are very sweet, thanks!!

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MarshallLightbringer In reply to kirasanta [2007-06-02 00:18:10 +0000 UTC]

Welcome

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KerrianneHarrrington [2007-04-09 17:02:28 +0000 UTC]

Wow, this is good! It looks awesome, you have amazing skills *_* I love the hands and the highlights on the shirt. The blood across the eye is just beautifully effective.

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Lluhnij [2007-03-22 11:54:43 +0000 UTC]

I think I like this version more than the other... colder colors, more delicate...

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AngelyDante [2007-03-22 01:21:04 +0000 UTC]

amazing..i never can´t do that

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dangerousmoon [2007-03-21 05:42:08 +0000 UTC]

Hű.
Ez nagyon jó így
Ez volt az első kép, amit láttam tőled (még az eredeti verzióban), és azóta leslek mindenfelé Plusz a regény is érdekel. Úgyhogy duplán megy a fav neki
Egyszerűen imádom a képeid

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kirasanta In reply to dangerousmoon [2007-03-24 18:58:06 +0000 UTC]

koszi!!! Ra "kellett" adnom a polot mert nem szerettem volna ha tuuul sokat mutat a borijjo Erted hogy ertem Hungariban mar igy is hatareset ez a stil, de sebaj, bevallalom

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BananaWork [2007-03-21 04:49:11 +0000 UTC]

WOW!! That's beautiful skin coloring! Ooo that reminds me of Heise's work! So pretty!!

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ang3ll [2007-03-21 01:43:34 +0000 UTC]

great... so, if i want to purchase one, i can't since i do not understand your language!.... T.T damn...
Great drawing! (as always ^.^)

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BreathingAshes [2007-03-21 00:46:42 +0000 UTC]

wow it's amazing the attention to all of the shadows and intricate detail

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idril-ilae [2007-03-20 21:11:59 +0000 UTC]

only wow!

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Edhelmor [2007-03-20 20:40:07 +0000 UTC]

WOW... very beautiful!!!

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CountSixstring [2007-03-20 20:26:45 +0000 UTC]

This is quite amazing.

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CountSixstring [2007-03-20 20:26:41 +0000 UTC]

This is quite amazing.

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visionofvanity [2007-03-20 18:38:43 +0000 UTC]

It is simply gorgeous.

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WhiteWolfAlchemist [2007-03-20 18:25:38 +0000 UTC]

Your soulsister is damned lucky, that's all I can say. Love the textures and cover boy there is delicious :3

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Adina-Me [2007-03-20 17:42:41 +0000 UTC]

wow...so awesome...

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CRGuardian [2007-03-20 17:19:45 +0000 UTC]

Awesome work with the magical touch!!!

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Quilla6 [2007-03-20 14:31:22 +0000 UTC]

Gyönyörű!!! Már nagyon vártam mikor rukkolsz elő vmi új alkotással. Gartulálok. Igazán szép lett, de nekem az eredeti még ennél is jobban tetszik.

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Rummylovesyou [2007-03-20 13:50:46 +0000 UTC]

Wow. that's.... awesome! I'm.... speechless. The drawing is perfect, very realistic. Is there any chance I can read the book?

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Eloni [2007-03-20 13:35:50 +0000 UTC]

Gyönyörű!
Mintha már láttam volna ezt a képet az [link] -n... Csak mintha azóta átdolgoztad volna. Elismerésem, nagyon szép

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Eloni In reply to Eloni [2007-03-20 13:36:44 +0000 UTC]

Upsz, bocsi a link miatt Nem szándékosan raktam be

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angoukohaku [2007-03-20 13:29:51 +0000 UTC]

*sniff* This makes me wish I could read Hungarian. So beautiful.

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gingerbouf [2007-03-20 10:50:47 +0000 UTC]

EEP!!! That's beyond beautiful must fav, must fav

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keilyann [2007-03-20 09:50:29 +0000 UTC]

awesome job!

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belovedfamous [2007-03-20 08:12:51 +0000 UTC]

it's been awhile since i've seen work from you glad to see it

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Hane-chan [2007-03-20 06:30:28 +0000 UTC]

It's so beautyful, and that text, I just cryed...It's so dranatic, and wonderful in the other site. Where I can buy your sister's novel?? Maybe in Japanish or i English lungage?? And your pic really suite to it perfect!!!

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VulcanElf [2007-03-20 03:07:40 +0000 UTC]

That's beautiful. So much is going on, but it's all so perfectly configured that it doesn't appear too busy. And there's so much wonderfully ambiguous emotion.

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chalyss [2007-03-20 00:52:53 +0000 UTC]

Outstanding!! Is the smoke in the BG supposed to look like wings? Cuz it does and it's very cool!
Wonderful picture!!

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denebtenoh [2007-03-20 00:50:05 +0000 UTC]

Wonderful!!

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minhdo [2007-03-19 23:39:55 +0000 UTC]

It looks exceptional! I really like how you did the hands, they look great. I always find hands so difficult. The hair also looks amazing, so life-like!

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mantio-art [2007-03-19 23:19:21 +0000 UTC]

O_O


I want the italian translate!!

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kirasanta In reply to mantio-art [2007-03-23 09:32:40 +0000 UTC]

here you are

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mantio-art In reply to kirasanta [2007-03-23 23:54:13 +0000 UTC]

it:"ma il loro dolore lo sento nella mia sangue" -> "ma il loro dolore lo sento nel mio sangue"

eng: "And then, when the horror shreds me to pieces, I have Nani."
it: "E poi, quando l'orrore mi squarcia in piccoli pezzi gridanti, io ho Nani."

^____________^


eng: "The weight of a flower in my arms" *___*
it: "Il peso di un fiore tra le mie braccia"

Sorry... I noticed some imperfections... ó.ò
But this piece is so.. interesting!

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mantio-art In reply to kirasanta [2007-03-23 23:48:04 +0000 UTC]



You are Great!
Thanks, Thanks so much!!

But now I need to read your soulsis's novel ...
U________U

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kirasanta In reply to mantio-art [2007-03-24 18:49:26 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for helping me out To be honest I use to learn italian for 2 years but dont remember anything. Woa, and my poor English is following this tradition (The italian translation came from a friend of the author. (Thank u BENCE!!!) Anyway, hopefully you dont have to wait to long for the professional english translation

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mantio-art In reply to kirasanta [2007-03-25 22:27:17 +0000 UTC]


thanks!

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Cairisti [2007-03-19 22:56:03 +0000 UTC]

Powerful stuff. Beauiful colours, wonderful use of shade, and the melancholic people faded into the background just adds to the whole atmosphere. Stunning work as usual

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C-l-a-r-el [2007-03-19 22:14:24 +0000 UTC]

welcome back to dA KiraSanta ! Great pic, yeah.

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Nizira-Hathor [2007-03-19 21:59:07 +0000 UTC]

wow this is really beutiful especialy loving his eye and the people behind him <3 really beautifuly done!! <3

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Del-Borovic [2007-03-19 21:52:51 +0000 UTC]

This is absolutely gorgeous. I love the color scheme.. and the amount of textures is great. the difference between his skin, shirt, pants, and then his shredded eye... lovely. There's definitely a sadness and longing in this image... awesome.

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