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Published: 2011-06-18 04:46:15 +0000 UTC; Views: 2009; Favourites: 54; Downloads: 9
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Description Secret # 3
Bleeding used to make me feel better.
I loved seeing scarlet life leak out of me.
It made breathing easier and I felt relief,
but I had to stop. It's too destructive.
But it's so nice to be able to breathe

[link] <----rest of my secrets
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Comments: 35

MarMargoesRUFF [2011-07-12 18:29:05 +0000 UTC]

I totally understand that :/

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kml91225 In reply to MarMargoesRUFF [2011-07-13 01:03:45 +0000 UTC]

it sucks :[

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TearsThatStainMyEyes [2011-07-01 20:08:30 +0000 UTC]

I can't believe how much I relate to this. I forget that sometimes, I'm not alone.

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kml91225 In reply to TearsThatStainMyEyes [2011-07-01 21:57:22 +0000 UTC]

You're never alone :]

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TearsThatStainMyEyes In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-01 21:59:00 +0000 UTC]

It's so easy to see that now. (: <3

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kml91225 In reply to TearsThatStainMyEyes [2011-07-02 05:25:22 +0000 UTC]

I'm really happy I could help you with that :]

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Demon-Crazy [2011-06-26 21:47:08 +0000 UTC]

I know what you mean, even if its bad that I know

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kml91225 In reply to Demon-Crazy [2011-06-27 21:59:52 +0000 UTC]

Yeah not exactly a good thing but its nice to know you're not alone

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Demon-Crazy In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-27 22:08:36 +0000 UTC]

mhm

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jojo263 [2011-06-22 22:08:25 +0000 UTC]

This is the reason I can't stop... I enjoy seeing myself in pain far too much. I'm getting better, but very slowly.

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kml91225 In reply to jojo263 [2011-06-22 22:10:57 +0000 UTC]

It takes time. But as long as you want to and your trying that's all that matters

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jojo263 In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-22 22:15:33 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. I hope you're doing better, too.

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kml91225 In reply to jojo263 [2011-06-22 22:16:54 +0000 UTC]

I think I am and I hope I hold on to it.

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SilverWillow94 [2011-06-20 17:58:09 +0000 UTC]

Yeah this is the main reason I can't stop cutting. Its more the blood then anything else. It calms me more than the actual pain...

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kml91225 In reply to SilverWillow94 [2011-06-20 18:02:41 +0000 UTC]

it gets to a point where the pain from the cuts you don't feel because you build up a tolerance. I think the blood was just a sure sign I was letting something out and destroying a little piece of myself. I have quit but it's really hard and I think I will again at some point but for now I'm doing my best. I hope you get better too.

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SilverWillow94 In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-20 22:36:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. Hope you get through it and finally stop. Good luck.

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kml91225 In reply to SilverWillow94 [2011-06-20 22:38:38 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. Good luck to you too.

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SilverWillow94 In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-20 22:47:34 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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SPIDERSIDER [2011-06-18 22:34:43 +0000 UTC]

Grow up.

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kml91225 In reply to SPIDERSIDER [2011-07-02 06:49:11 +0000 UTC]

I think you need to learn so respect

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vacillei In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-19 21:08:18 +0000 UTC]

How can you say that when you don't even respect your self, cutting is fucking stupid.

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kml91225 In reply to vacillei [2012-04-19 21:12:12 +0000 UTC]

I respect others no matter what, I see you have a problem with that

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vacillei In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-19 21:29:37 +0000 UTC]

That really has nothing to do with the subject. You really don't know to shits over "respect" Look I've been through HELL and back, and I still have the biggest fucking smile on my face. And I'm on twice the "meds" you are on.

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SPIDERSIDER In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-03 16:27:45 +0000 UTC]

I think you need to grow up.

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kml91225 In reply to SPIDERSIDER [2011-07-03 17:03:27 +0000 UTC]

But why? That is what I don't understand. Why do I need to grow up?

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SPIDERSIDER In reply to kml91225 [2011-08-04 04:47:24 +0000 UTC]

Because when you grow up you will realize how pointless and meaningless it is to injure yourself, and honestly kid don't fucking publicize that shit. You just seem trashy and pathetic.

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crazylacey [2011-06-18 13:37:06 +0000 UTC]

yeah i do too.

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kml91225 In reply to crazylacey [2011-06-18 16:05:10 +0000 UTC]

We both have to get over that though

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crazylacey In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-18 16:08:16 +0000 UTC]

true

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AppliedPhilosopher [2011-06-18 04:50:03 +0000 UTC]

This makes me think of a line from a Jars of Clay song: "I have no fear of drowning, It's the breathing that's taking all this work"

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kml91225 In reply to AppliedPhilosopher [2011-06-18 16:04:45 +0000 UTC]

Yeah sometimes breathing gets hard.
reminds me of a line from a song.

"And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay"
~Miserable at Best

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ElDoctor17 In reply to AppliedPhilosopher [2011-06-18 04:55:49 +0000 UTC]

I love your signature.

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AppliedPhilosopher In reply to ElDoctor17 [2011-06-18 04:58:56 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, but I have to give credit to Picasso for saying it. I just copied and pasted it!

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ElDoctor17 In reply to AppliedPhilosopher [2011-06-18 05:00:45 +0000 UTC]

But still, I'm guessing you believe the idea, which really counts.

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AppliedPhilosopher In reply to ElDoctor17 [2011-06-18 05:03:05 +0000 UTC]

Indeed.

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