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Description Note about the wording of these comments: I wrote this and made this deviation before I'd outed myself to my mother, to dA, or to almost anyone else but the closest of friends and my fiancee, Karise (*glindalupin ) and because of that was very insecure about being public. Since then I've changed a lot and am more confident, but I'll be leaving my comments here as they are...because now they are as much a part of this "art" as the deviation itself.

I support everyone for who they are.

As far as sexual orientation and sexual identity go, I'm bisexual and transgendered. I also identify with some subcultures of the GLBT community, such as leather culture, etc.

In reality, I could technically be accurately described as most or all of the following: transgendered, transsexual, transvestite, androgyne, genderqueer, bigender, bisexual, pansexual, and polysexual...but that's too much of a mouthful.

Although I don't consider myself religious, I do consider myself extremely blessed to be in a stable relationship with my soul-mate. She's also bisexual and accepts me on every level. I'm more comfortable around her than around anyone else in my life...including myself. Please give her a visit:


So let's see, I took that picture of myself, added in the towers which were originally drawn in charcoal, added in a lot of vectors, embellished a bit, then presto! (Quite a while later!)

Having the picture of myself to begin with was the inspiration for the larger picture here, but I had planned to make something somewhat like this from the start. Although I said I'm transgendered that only means for me that I identify with both genders equally but I live (at least for now) as a male, so I was extremely pleased at how well the photo came out after minimal make-up and no shaving or anything.

Anyways, I maybe could have cleaned this up and made it nicer, but I like it the way it is, and I sincerely hope its message is clear.

Have a great day!

"I didn't choose to be this way, I simply choose to acknowledge it."

NOTE to anyone that knows me personally: If you don't already know this about me, congratulations on finding this deviation. If you have any questions, feel free to ask me, however you must be civilized about it. I've known these things about myself for an incredibly long time...since around the age of 7-9 years old for my sexual identity and around 9-10 years old for my sexual orientation, so don't act like this is something brand new or something that I decided to do out of the blue. It's who I am and I love it about myself.
You can't change it.


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Pride Symbols in this picture:

FLAGS:
= Gay Pride Flag

= Leather Culture Flag

= Bear Culture Flag

= Transgendered Pride Flag

= Bisexual Pride Flag

SYMBOLS:
= Gay Pride Triangle
λ = LGBT Pride
= Logo for the Human Rights Campaign
Male/Female/Mixed Gender Sign = Transgendered Pride
Double-Edged Axe = Lesbian Pride


Edit May 18th, 2009 I've been featured in a News Article here: [link] !




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Comments: 58

TophatWearingNigra [2010-11-03 21:18:21 +0000 UTC]

Ewwww..... Kill it with fire!

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kproductions In reply to TophatWearingNigra [2010-11-03 22:25:04 +0000 UTC]

Awww, what a cute little troll!

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AidenAholic In reply to kproductions [2011-01-10 20:11:09 +0000 UTC]

Isn't adorable when people think we care? c:

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TophatWearingNigra In reply to kproductions [2010-11-04 07:21:15 +0000 UTC]

Trolling? No, light some fire to that eye raping abomination.

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SPnumber82 [2010-10-27 21:22:48 +0000 UTC]

this makes me feel really good <3

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kproductions In reply to SPnumber82 [2010-10-30 01:10:07 +0000 UTC]

I'm very glad!

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tulapeiwa [2010-02-28 08:51:01 +0000 UTC]

Oh, this is wonderful! I'm just starting to come to terms with some of my gender identity (I'm androgynous! It feels good to say ) And the spirit of this is incredibly moving.

There's something really great about that moment of just putting it out there and saying "YUP! This is me! Here I am, no matter what!" I'm not sure I'm quite there when it comes to all my separate bits and bobs, but things like this give me hope. :3

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Scope-Fire [2010-01-30 02:54:49 +0000 UTC]

This is truly a beautiful peace, not many have the courage to say what you've said, and at that say it with such show. This peace is inspiring on several different levels and an eye opener for many. I applaud your strong statement It's moving in a way words cant describe.

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PinkiePalace [2010-01-11 20:43:07 +0000 UTC]

Sorry to ask,
but where you a boy,
and wanted to be a girl?

This is a very cute picture ^^

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FR34K0N4L345H33 [2009-11-16 13:44:01 +0000 UTC]

Love this.
Everyone needs to
be accepted for
who they are, no
matter what it is!

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kproductions In reply to FR34K0N4L345H33 [2009-11-17 18:58:00 +0000 UTC]

Yes they do!

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DrJonAnderson [2009-08-08 04:21:44 +0000 UTC]

I really love this one, the concept is so beautiful.It's awesome to see that you fell free to show us how to accept our orientation, keep being true to yourself as you are, never change!!

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kproductions In reply to DrJonAnderson [2009-08-08 19:16:34 +0000 UTC]




Thank you. Really thank you so much for saying so. It means a lot.

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armina626 [2009-08-05 19:17:41 +0000 UTC]

wonderful work

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kproductions In reply to armina626 [2009-08-06 06:09:26 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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kentale10 [2009-08-05 14:59:39 +0000 UTC]

This is really well done. I'm glad there are people like you in this world who are not afraid to be their true selves. There are too many people who are afraid to let their true sexual identity show because of the persecution. It's really sad. Things like this really give me a sense of pride in those who don't hide from themselves.

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kproductions In reply to kentale10 [2009-08-05 15:15:29 +0000 UTC]

Well I wouldn't say I'm not afraid, but I've gotten past hiding myself from others, at least. Thank you so much for the kind words.

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missingnumbers [2009-07-29 02:39:44 +0000 UTC]

great message!
i like the use of colour
nice outfit, btw.
what do the flags between the rainbow and the bi pride flag symbolize? i'm actually surprised i don't recognize them, i'm usually the one who has to explain these type of things to people.

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kproductions In reply to missingnumbers [2009-07-30 01:58:06 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you like the message, and Thank you so much! Many times!

Hehe, okay assuming you know what the double-edged axe, pink triangle , lambda symbol, and male/female/hybrid symbols also mean, I'll just explain the three middle flags you mentioned. I'm also going to be wordy in case someone else has the same questions down the road that aren't as knowledgeable on this subject as you.


The blue, black and white one with the red heart is the flag for leather culture, usually considered an LGBT subculture. It's for those individuals that are into a lot of leather products, bondage, S&M play, and all of that.


The black/white/yellow/brown gradient-ish flag with the black bear paw is the flag for Bear culture. The vast majority of bears are gay men that are large and hairy (and otherwise indistinguishable from stereotypical large heterosexual men) and usually attracted to other men of the same physical characteristics. This subculture emerged (and is now its own independent culture) when those men were constantly relegated to the backs of gay bars because they weren't as stereotypically attractive as other gay men. Just as with any other group that's shunned or oppressed in some way, when it had happened to enough of them they banded together and formed their own international community.


The blue/pink/white flag is the flag for transgendered people. "Transgendered" means that a person feels that they should be a certain way (boy, girl, somewhere in between, or neither) while their body and their sexual organs are in direct conflict with the way they feel. On top of being bisexual, I'm also androgynous, which basicaly means that I'm transgendered to the point that I'm almost perfectly stuck between genderes. I feel as much a girl as I do a boy.

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missingnumbers In reply to kproductions [2009-07-31 19:17:50 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the very informative response it cleared a lot up for me and probably for a lot of other people too.

p.s. i'm androgynous too

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kproductions In reply to missingnumbers [2009-08-01 20:20:02 +0000 UTC]

Oh cool! I'm glad you liked my response! Glad to meet another andro person on here.

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missingnumbers In reply to kproductions [2009-08-03 03:05:07 +0000 UTC]

I feel the same way. It's hard to find other andro people irl (I'm in high school and in a fairly conservative city, so that might have something to do with it), so your pride is very inspiring.

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kproductions In reply to missingnumbers [2009-08-04 18:26:03 +0000 UTC]

Oh thank you for saying so. Really what you said about inspiration brought tears to my eyes, regardless of how much you meant it. I, too, live in a conservative city (in the middle of Texas) so I know how rare it is not only to meet another trans/andro person, but ANY member of the GLBT community at all. It can be really suffocating at times, but I do know at least a fair amount of supporters, and they are all extremely appreciated.

I can't wait to see the look on my grandmother's face when she sees my ear piercings for the first time...

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missingnumbers In reply to kproductions [2009-08-05 00:24:38 +0000 UTC]

xD that should be interesting...

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kproductions In reply to missingnumbers [2009-08-05 04:22:55 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I'm SO looking forward to it...

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Neko-samma [2009-07-09 13:59:00 +0000 UTC]

This is a great piece, I really love it. Good on you for being so open and proud of who you are.
I wish a long and happy relationship for you and your girlfriend. ^.^

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kproductions In reply to Neko-samma [2009-07-09 17:54:23 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much. We're a little more than 8 days away from our 1000th day of dating, actually! When the day comes we're planning on becoming officially engaged and telling our families! XD

Thank you for the complements...they really mean a lot to me.

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Neko-samma In reply to kproductions [2009-07-10 06:10:45 +0000 UTC]

Heh, you're welcome. ^.^

Wow, congratulations! I've been slightly stalkerish and read some of her comments on your art and saw your "Studmuffin" animation, you two seem like the perfect couple.

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kproductions In reply to Neko-samma [2009-07-11 17:17:28 +0000 UTC]

Aww hahaha! That doesn't bother me in the slightest. Thank you so much for saying so about us.

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censoredmuse [2009-05-20 08:29:37 +0000 UTC]

I found this through the news feature, and I have to say that this was by far my favourite piece. I wish everyone was as openminded as you are. I think it's a beautiful concept and you pulled it off very wonderfully. Thank you for sharing. C:

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kproductions In reply to censoredmuse [2009-05-20 20:13:04 +0000 UTC]

*blushes* Thank you so much. Comments like that are what get me through the day. Thank you for taking the time to say that. 'Tis appreciated!

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FallenZephyrArt [2009-05-19 01:44:48 +0000 UTC]

you are featured!

[link]

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kproductions In reply to FallenZephyrArt [2009-05-19 03:45:10 +0000 UTC]

Oh WOW! Thank you so very much!!!

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FallenZephyrArt In reply to kproductions [2009-05-19 03:50:43 +0000 UTC]

you're very welcome

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petruva1991 [2009-05-09 21:24:07 +0000 UTC]

thank you for sharing this. I really like the concept

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kproductions In reply to petruva1991 [2009-05-13 21:21:27 +0000 UTC]

Thank you really very much for saying so. It means a lot!

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petruva1991 In reply to kproductions [2009-05-17 17:43:09 +0000 UTC]

my pleasure

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kproductions In reply to petruva1991 [2009-05-19 04:13:13 +0000 UTC]

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Octobig [2009-05-01 08:22:35 +0000 UTC]

What a strong statement, and in such a lovely form!
It's really great that you know yourself so well and that you're able to show it to the world like this. That's rare, but beautiful.

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kproductions In reply to Octobig [2009-05-01 15:39:26 +0000 UTC]

I held off answering this comment for a few minutes. I waited until my inbox was otherwise completely empty. I just wanted to make sure this comment had my complete attention when I replied to it.

Thank you so much for your kind words. As you can tell it really means a lot to me. (I can't tell you how much I blushed when I read your comment, either. )

Really, thank you so much.

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Octobig In reply to kproductions [2009-05-01 15:49:17 +0000 UTC]

Whoa, now I feel oddly honoured by you taking your time with replying and giving it so much attention! Really, my comment is nothing more than the simple and honest truth.

I am happy that I made you happy with my comment, though, so you're very welcome.
It's really something special for someone to show his true self so beautifully to the world -- I know but a few people who are able to do such a thing.

Consider yourself a wonderful rarity.

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kproductions In reply to Octobig [2009-05-01 15:56:53 +0000 UTC]



Wow. Th-thank you.

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Octobig In reply to kproductions [2009-05-01 16:00:46 +0000 UTC]

No problem.

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nikkidoodlerama [2009-04-28 07:08:14 +0000 UTC]

Very cute! Srsly.

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kproductions In reply to nikkidoodlerama [2009-04-28 07:09:23 +0000 UTC]

Awww thank you so much!

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nikkidoodlerama In reply to kproductions [2009-04-28 07:11:59 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome. :3

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kproductions In reply to nikkidoodlerama [2009-04-28 16:28:32 +0000 UTC]

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cherry-bomb94 [2009-04-27 13:13:00 +0000 UTC]

i love how bright and colourful this is

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kproductions In reply to cherry-bomb94 [2009-04-27 15:58:10 +0000 UTC]

Aww thank you so much!!

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cherry-bomb94 In reply to kproductions [2009-04-28 11:18:08 +0000 UTC]

welcome

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