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Published: 2020-02-13 22:45:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 497; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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Description Boy you're gonna burn up inside if you don't let it out,
oh but you've never been the type to ask for help

late-night doodle of my hopeless idiot son, man I miss writing...

Ian is from my story Angel Dust :
    AD - Drown"I've had this dream before," he says, "you see?"
Right now you don't fucking give a shit.  Right now, you're six stories up and shoved over the railing, his hand on your shirt and his knuckles digging into your collarbone and the wind ripping through your hair, screaming to drag you down.  
"It was just like this.  Just like it, really.  My hand on your neck and you hanging out there and me about to push you off and watch you splatter below.  Just like this."
"Fuck you, let me go"--
"Shut up!" he snaps, shakes you and you're grabbing at his arm and his fingers but you can't pry them off and you can't pull yourself up and--
"C'mon," he says with a laugh, "Fuck, man, c'mon, look at me.  I'm doing you a fucking favor."
How the fuck is this a fucking favor, you want to say, but he leans over you and you slip further down and the railing's digging hard into your lower back and your shoes are lifting off the ground, and the blood's
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Comments: 13

DeeDraws [2020-03-11 00:22:52 +0000 UTC]

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Laitma In reply to DeeDraws [2020-03-12 22:00:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank youuuu!!  I love them moods, particularly when it's about chars being self-destructive, lmaooooo

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spacerocketbunny [2020-02-16 17:22:45 +0000 UTC]

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Laitma In reply to spacerocketbunny [2020-02-20 07:11:20 +0000 UTC]

Ahhhhhhhh thank you dear!!  Occasionally it's fun to do these more conceptual pieces, hahahah!  

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kaleidoscopickle [2020-02-14 23:12:48 +0000 UTC]

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Laitma In reply to kaleidoscopickle [2020-02-15 01:10:24 +0000 UTC]

nyahahaha thank you!!  I love trying to capture a feeling~

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kaleidoscopickle In reply to Laitma [2020-02-17 03:19:57 +0000 UTC]

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hnkkorgris [2020-02-14 12:50:32 +0000 UTC]

better hold it in boy, or it'll all come pouring out :^)

seriously though what a great concept
and the lighting is, just   

but ok real talk, sit with me here for a minute
do you.... HAVE any written stories about ian lying around? that i could read? asking for a friend

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Laitma In reply to hnkkorgris [2020-02-15 01:15:04 +0000 UTC]

hhhhhhhhh thank youuu heheheee

and uh, I mean uh, I have actually linked to a writing piece I did for AD like... in this post lmao, I've actually got a whole bunch I've posted to dA, they're just, like, super-old so a lil cringey to read sometimes but I do overall still like them a lot so??

www.deviantart.com/laitma/gall… if you just scroll far down they're there, i put 'em in roughly story-chronological order............ "drown" and "Swan song" are prob the ones i'd recommend best, even tho some of the stuff there is a bit outdated, hahaha but w/e it's uh. all there lmao;;;;

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hnkkorgris In reply to Laitma [2020-05-24 14:10:17 +0000 UTC]

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Laitma In reply to hnkkorgris [2020-05-26 05:40:35 +0000 UTC]

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47ness [2020-02-13 22:57:03 +0000 UTC]



this is very visceral, mm yeah

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Laitma In reply to 47ness [2020-02-15 01:21:01 +0000 UTC]

 

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