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Published: 2012-05-17 10:58:07 +0000 UTC; Views: 822; Favourites: 25; Downloads: 0
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I did this piece as a way to express (and cope) with the emotions I have been going through as of late...I tend to fall back on Lutrex in these cases and being he tends to represent my art and SN in many places I felt he was the appropriate character to depict this. And yes this is a Prime verse depiction of him.
With all the running around from state to state in order to make it to my Grandpas funeral... I never really felt like I got the chance to just truly cry and mourn for him... the luxury of which is also hard to come by when work keeps you at a constant state of limbo.
"Hi did you find everything ok today?"
*Try to smile Rachel, act happy for the customers*
"Thank you for calling HobbyLobby how can I assist you?"
*Just keep smiling*
I shed tears when I saw him, but I felt like I could never get them all out like there was this knot in my heart and the pit of my stomach. while the world around me kept going I felt like I was forced to keep my true emotions inside...
These are more of my tears.
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Comments: 12
I know what it's like. I lost grandparents too. Most recently my father, the Optimus in my life.
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"i now know why you cry, but it is some thing i can never d.... wait... never mind..."
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I dono, if they can bleed why not cry as well... and like i said this was just an emotional piece of mine. it doesnt have to make sence.
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the comment was mostly just for humor.
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I'm sorry to hear this...Must be hard keep this self-control in this situation...
I'm agree with Belexes.
Try to take a bit of time for you.
Hold on.
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I'm sorry to hear that Rachel. If you can, just take a day to yourself, lock yourself away and just let the emotions come out. You need it.
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I'm sorry about your loss, LB. Really I am. I lost my nanna to a heart attack many years ago. I too cried my heart out, but felt I couldn't get all the tears out. I've moved on, but sometimes things force me to cry again. I keep on asking myself "What if she was still alive today?" or "Did God think it was a good thin to take her away from me?" Oh there are so many questions that I just wanted answered, but they've never been answered.
It hurts, I know. To experience such a loss is like you've lost a part of yourself and can't go on, but you have to for the sake everyone you love, for the sake of the lost one to let their soul rest in peace.
Even though we've lost someone we love, that still doesn't mean that person is gone forever. We have memories of that person buried deep within our hearts and our minds. So hold onto those memories. Cherish them for as long as you live, and remember everything they have done for you, for they are what keeps us from falling.
Don't forget, LB. We're here for you if you need a should to cry on or for someone to listen to. I'm here to lend an ear if you want to talk. My door is always open.
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Aww...Im very sorry for you..I hope things get better for you dear and you'll feel well..
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You must have plenty of self-control. Being kinda emotive, I think I would never be able to keep up with those fake smiles when tears threaten to burst out from a moment to the next.
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AWWWW i hope you feel happy soon!! i'm so sorry about your Grandpas Passing 
great work thou ^^
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I have been feeling better now... this was just a pieve i had been working on for a while and now finished.
spending time with family and drawing this have helped.
and thank you
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i'm glad you feel better ^^
no problem
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