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     She stood in a corner smiling at me , she no longer was the girl i used to know. It was then that i realised how much harm i had done to her. I shouldn't have told her my secret, I shouldn't have let her know the truth, but i loved her dearly..how was i to know it would only break her heart?
     You probably have no idea what i am talking about so let me make it a little more clear:..her .. her name is Lucy , the love of my life since i was 14 , that would be five years ... a long time if you ask me. How we met? You may say destiny made a joke, a stupid one, we should never have met , we just shouldn't. But we did .. it was a competition , i won , she fell in love with me for some reason , i liked her but I'm not sure i loved her from the start. She was beautiful , but not in the glamorous kind of way , she just had something interesting, there was something catchy about her : tall, long hair, brown eyes, not very thin , not very fat, just the way anyone should be.
      It started as a game, i was older than she but just wanted to see how she thinks what is her opinion, her feelings about different aspects of a matter.. not for a second had i thought she would fall in love with me. I started to like her , maybe because we were sharing the same passion , i don't really know the reason. But you see for me it was a game, for her it was probably love , when it turned out that for me it was love , it became a game to her . Told you destiny was joking and it didn't even have humour.
     You may wonder why i found her in the corner over there at the beginning of my story. Well , you see i wasn't very honest to her : lying, cheating... i broke her heart. She started seeing other guys just to make me envious and i was but it made everything worse : more lying, more cheating. She had this friend, an idiot if you ask me : liked skiing, took her to the mountain on a trip, got drunk , went on the mountain , avalanche, he died , she survived but found her in hospital blaming herself for his death. I tried to tell her that it was I to blame for all that had happened she wouldn't listen. I told her i love her so much and i never want to let her go ..but you see she figured out my secret: i am actually heartless , i don't care of anyone not even of myself, i don't care who gets hurt as long as everything goes my way..or at least that used to happen before i realised how important she is to me, that was the time i realised what is the pain i keep feeling in my chest , but there she stands in front of my eyes , she'll never know why i did everything i did , she'll not even know my face ...

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     She stood in a corner smiling at me , she no longer was the girl i used to know. It was then that i realised how much harm i had done to her. I shouldn't have told her my secret, I shouldn't have let her know the truth, but i loved her dearly..how was i to know it would only break her heart?
     You probably have no idea what i am talking about so let me make it a little more clear:..her .. her name is Lucy , the love of my life since i was 14 , that would be five years ... a long time if you ask me. How we met? You may say destiny made a joke, a stupid one, we should never have met , we just shouldn't. But we did .. it was a competition , i won , she fell in love with me for some reason , i liked her but I'm not sure i loved her from the start. She was beautiful , but not in the glamorous kind of way , she just had something interesting, there was something catchy about her : tall, long hair, brown eyes, not very thin , not very fat, just the way anyone should be.
      It started as a game, i was older than she but just wanted to see how she thinks what is her opinion, her feelings about different aspects of a matter.. not for a second had i thought she would fall in love with me. I started to like her , maybe because we were sharing the same passion , i don't really know the reason. But you see for me it was a game, for her it was probably love , when it turned out that for me it was love , it became a game to her . Told you destiny was joking and it didn't even have humour.
     You may wonder why i found her in the corner over there at the beginning of my story. Well , you see i wasn't very honest to her : lying, cheating... i broke her heart. She started seeing other guys just to make me envious and i was but it made everything worse : more lying, more cheating. She had this friend, an idiot if you ask me : liked skiing, took her to the mountain on a trip, got drunk , went on the mountain , avalanche, he died , she survived but found her in hospital blaming herself for his death. I tried to tell her that it was I to blame for all that had happened she wouldn't listen. I told her i love her so much and i never want to let her go ..but you see she figured out my secret: i am actually heartless , i don't care of anyone not even of myself, i don't care who gets hurt as long as everything goes my way..or at least that used to happen before i realised how important she is to me, that was the time i realised what is the pain i keep feeling in my chest , but there she stands in front of my eyes , she'll never know why i did everything i did , she'll not even know my face ...