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Published: 2010-03-11 21:37:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 249; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 3
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Description       I'll never know what he really feels.... I'll never know what she really thinks...

I always knew he is a player.... I've never known she means what she says.

     She is so childish , she makes me go insane.. everything she says has two sides, nothing ever is what it seems to be.

     He is oh so stubborn and kind of imposing when he speaks to you.. I lose my voice when I see him , I barely even remember how to speak and my heart seems to just want to jump out of my chest , so I try not to show him what I really feel and think ..

      I wish she would just give up these game.... I love her.. it would be such a relief to know she feels the way I do .... I'll never be able to tell him what I feel , he will only make fun of me or probably not even listen to me ... I am just a child to him...

      I would tell her what I feel .. but there seems to be a wall between us I can't figure out what it is .. I can't talk to him...he seems to be so far that i can't reach him .. I can't find a way to him..

      I've made up my mind..I'll tell him what I feel and really think tomorrow... I decided I'm gonna tell her all tomorrow...
     
       There she is charming as always ...Oh dear this is it calm down, he is human after all .. just calm down..he's coming, remember..breath...oh no .. be careful .. he's gone.. where is he ? .. He can't leave me alone .. where is he ?.. I wish I had told him .. I wish I had more time ..
   
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     Now dear, stop crying, put the diary away.. leave the past behind .. it is only time ..no one can ever take it back , not even you my child ... he'll be back .. I promise you... you'll se him again when the sun goes down...you'll find him there .. in your dreams ...
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Comments: 5

Horsielover [2010-03-12 15:00:59 +0000 UTC]

Oh, so...no words for...
Nice done!

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Lexa91 In reply to Horsielover [2010-03-12 17:20:13 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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Horsielover In reply to Lexa91 [2010-03-20 08:44:50 +0000 UTC]

No problem ^^

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Lexa91 In reply to Horsielover [2010-03-20 18:50:08 +0000 UTC]

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Horsielover In reply to Lexa91 [2010-03-21 09:17:01 +0000 UTC]

^^

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