HOME | DD

Description
Yesterday I was playing dnd but because our normal dms weren't there we had to merge 2 different campaigns and do a mainly roleplay based session

I was talking alot because the tension was awkward because barely anyone was talking

But In the break a fellow player from my normal game told me how that it was frustrating that Kaldri was too over powered. that she couldnt be a God and her level of power was to big to develop the game

And no matter when I tried to speak they wouldn't let me speak or say my point

Kaldri may be an OC, she may not be real, and yes, she doesn't have feelings, but to me she was more than that
She is a childish part of me I embrace
And for Kaldri to be criticized like that it really hurt me
it really did
And now I'm too scared to introduce her now
I feel as though I never should of created her and she was never good enough
Shes too overpowered, she is too childish,
And now because of what happened I can't even look at her the same way again
I feel barely anything towards her now.
to the point I defeated half my art of her
But everyone expects me to put it behind me
but I just can't

I'm sorry, Kaldri.

Description
Yesterday I was playing dnd but because our normal dms weren't there we had to merge 2 different campaigns and do a mainly roleplay based session

I was talking alot because the tension was awkward because barely anyone was talking

But In the break a fellow player from my normal game told me how that it was frustrating that Kaldri was too over powered. that she couldnt be a God and her level of power was to big to develop the game

And no matter when I tried to speak they wouldn't let me speak or say my point

Kaldri may be an OC, she may not be real, and yes, she doesn't have feelings, but to me she was more than that
She is a childish part of me I embrace
And for Kaldri to be criticized like that it really hurt me
it really did
And now I'm too scared to introduce her now
I feel as though I never should of created her and she was never good enough
Shes too overpowered, she is too childish,
And now because of what happened I can't even look at her the same way again
I feel barely anything towards her now.
to the point I defeated half my art of her
But everyone expects me to put it behind me
but I just can't

I'm sorry, Kaldri.